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Wenwen woke up from a nightmare. She stretched her head to look at the crib next to the bed. Liu Wenqian slept very well, turned her head to look at Qianqian again, and Qianqian slept very well too.
Wenwen got out of the bed, picked up Liu Wenqian from the crib, walked into the bathroom, squatted down, hugged Liu Wenqian on her back to her chest, spread her legs, and pissed. Liu Wenqian grabbed her hands in the air, her eyes were not opened, and when her hands stopped, she began to urinate below.
Wenwen put Liu Wenqian back to the crib and opened the door. It was pitch black outside. Wenwen walked to the living room in the dark. The door leading to the platform outside was open. Although the air conditioner was not turned on in the living room, it was a cool breeze and water vapor was still there.
The platform outside was also pitch black. Wenwen looked outside and saw a star of fireworks clearly extinguished. Wenwen walked out and saw Liu Ligan standing in front of the open window, looking at the reservoir outside.
In addition to a recliner on the platform, there is also a new bamboo bed this year. This was the bamboo craftsman who Liu Ligan asked to make bamboo baskets for Liu Wenqian and customized it for him. This summer, Liu Ligan basically slept on this bamboo bed every night.
At night, I opened all the windows of the platform. The cool wind in the valley wrapped the water vapor and filled the entire platform. The grape leaves on the glass ceiling rustled in the wind. Lying here was indeed more comfortable than turning on the air conditioner in the room.
Sometimes Wenwen and sometimes Qianqian would lie on the bamboo bed with Liu Ligan. At that time, it was not hanging upside down the grape trellis, but under the dense grape trellis.
But they never sleep here until dawn. First, they disliked the fact that there were too many mosquitoes here. Although they lit two or three mosquito coils, it was useless. It was not until Liu Ligan planted a lot of night-like fragrance and lavender on the platform that there were a lot of mosquitoes. This was the method Wu Rengui told Liu Ligan, saying that both plants have the effect of repelling mosquitoes.
Wenwen and Qianqian dared not sleep until dawn on the platform. The main reason was that the moisture on the platform was too heavy. At four or five o'clock in the morning, it was not the wind, but the fog. The mist coming from the reservoir was soaked in the fog.
Liu Ligan is not afraid of these things. He said that mosquitoes neither plow or farm, and always give them a way out. If they are not afraid of these mosquito repellent grasses, they will fly in. The only reason is that my meat is so fragrant.
As for fog, he said this is the way to cultivate immortals. After a long time, he might become an immortal.
"Get out, you can cultivate your immortals, I'm afraid that when you cultivate to become an immortal, your knees will be over and you will become a cripple. You are the iron crucified Li." Qianqian cursed, Wenwen laughed aside.
In order for their knees to not hurt in the future, they dare not sleep here for too long. The meaning is that it is enough to get tired of themselves.
Wenwen walked over and walked to Liu Ligan. He didn't even notice it. He stood there blankly and looked outside. Wenwen asked:
"Why, can't sleep?"
Liu Ligan seemed to tremble for a moment, and then he discovered Wenwen. He turned his head and said, "No, I just woke up and see the scenery."
Wenwen wanted to say, stop lying, you have been there for several days, and you are like this at night. From the day you left Beibei, every second half of the night, I saw you standing here, right?
Wenwen thought about it, but didn't say it, but stood there silently.
"Why didn't you sleep?" Liu Ligan asked.
"I just woke up, too." Wenwen said.
"I'll go and urinate Wenqian." Liu Ligan turned around and said, and Wenwen grabbed him:
"It's been done."
Liu Ligan said "Oh", stretched out his hand, hugged Wenwen, and Wenwen leaned towards him.
The two stood there and continued to look at the dark lake outside.
"Do you want to leave?" Wenwen asked.
"Where do you want to go?" Liu Ligan asked back.
"Leave here and go back to Hangzhou." Wenwen said.
"Who said that?"
"No need to say that we all see that when you come and leave from Beibei, you become absent-minded, and your heart is no longer here."
Liu Ligan was silent and then sighed.
"You can tell me any ideas you have." Wenwen said, "Actually, Qianqian and I have been talking about this for the past few days, so we are waiting for you to talk to us when."
Wenwen said with a wry smile, and she said, "Actually, we knew earlier, from the day you came, that this day will definitely come. I'll ask you something, okay?"
"What's up?"
Wenwen said: "It's that, I have published a big advertisement in the newspaper, "Looking for Liu Ligan, are you looking for you?"
Liu Ligan said yes.
"Then the one named Tan is a woman, right?"
Liu Ligan said it was right.
"She's here again?"
"No." Liu Ligan said, "It was Beibei who told me something I didn't know."
"What's the matter?" Wenwen asked.
"He told me that I have a daughter." Liu Ligan said.
"Ah!" Wenwen shouted, "You have a daughter, you don't even know?"
"I don't know, this matter is very complicated." Liu Ligan said, "By the way, do you still remember Jin Lili?"
"Remember, Brother Zhang Chen's original girlfriend is very fierce and doesn't look down on people." Wenwen said, "Qianqian and I were a little afraid of her at that time."
"Originally, we should have gone to Hainan with four people, Zhang Chen and Jin Lili, my girlfriend and I at that time..."
"That person surnamed Tan?" Wenwen asked.
Liu Ligan nodded and said right, "As a result, that day, her parents blocked the door and refused to let her come out. There was no way, so she asked us to leave first, saying that she came to find us later, and the three of us had to leave first."
"But she didn't come later, we didn't see her."
Liu Ligan said it was right, she had never come to Hainan.
Liu Ligan told Wenwen everything. Wenwen listened quietly. After Liu Ligan finished speaking, Wenwen sighed and said:
"I didn't expect you, an old hooligan, to be so bumpy."
Liu Ligan couldn't help laughing and cursed: "What old hooligan?"
"Aren't you? Your hooligan is a hooligan, but he is not bad, unlike other hooligans. Otherwise, Qianqian and I wouldn't have followed you for so long." Wenwen said.
"Your words are beyond refutation." Liu Ligan continued to smile.
"Then don't refute it, you're leaving anyway." Wenwen said.
The two of them were silent again. After a while, Liu Ligan turned his head and looked, and was shocked. He saw that Wenwen was already in tears.
Liu Ligan quickly pulled her over and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"Don't worry, you're leaving anyway."
Wenwen whimpered, and Liu Ligan hugged her in his arms. Wenwen broke free from him and looked at him and said:
"Honestly, have you decided to leave?"
Liu Ligan looked at her and said, "I'm very conflicted. Really, I can't bear to leave here, I can't bear to leave you and Qianqian, nor can I bear to leave Liu Wenqian, but, but..."
"You can't bear to leave the man surnamed Tan, right?" Wenwen asked.
"The most important thing is my daughter. She is so old now, but I haven't fulfilled her responsibilities as a father for a day. It's always like Zhang Chen is her father. Zhang Chen is helping her make decisions on everything," said Liu Ligan.
Wenwen stared at Liu Ligan, and after a while, Wenwen sighed and said:
"That would be a pity. You are a good father, you are not like a hooligan at all. Really, you are very nice to Liu Wenqian."
Liu Ligan said thank you.
"You go, I told you that Qianqian and I have been discussing this matter these days. We are already mentally prepared. By the way, can you promise me something?" Wenwen said.
Liu Ligan asked: "What's the matter?"
"When Liu Wenqian grows up and becomes sensible, I will ask her to find her father by herself. Don't ignore her, okay? I remember that Liu, who is with your surname, is your girl, has never had a father, which is not good."
Liu Ligan nodded and said, "Okay, how could I not recognize her? If I weren't afraid that you wouldn't be willing to leave, I would want to take her away too. Don't worry, I will definitely come to see her every year without waiting for her to come to me."
"Okay, then we'll decide."
Liu Ligan said: "Can you and Qianqian agree to me?"
"What's the matter, you said."
"You two, if you meet someone suitable, get married. If the man dislikes you having children, call me and I will pick Liu Wenqian away." Liu Ligan said.
"No, we won't get married, we'll get married long ago." Wenwen said, "It's not a matter of minutes to find a village boy. We have told you a long time ago that we won't do that kind of stupid thing. The money we earned with hard work will be spent in vain, and fuck them in vain. Why? Do you still remember the time we went back to Hainan later?"
Liu Ligan said remember.
"Actually, we were at Hai'an Pier, and we hesitated for a long time and missed several ships. We were very scared. We knew that it would be very dangerous to go back to Haicheng and might have lost our lives. But we thought about it in the end and left nothing to worry about it. In order to make money, even if our lives are not worth it, we should not be a poor person even if we die.
"Think about it, will we still be cheated by a village boy by him when we exchange our lives for money? Qianqian is so stupid that she sometimes goes to the baby boy, but she has never had the idea of marrying people. She is just playing. Men can play women, and women can play men, and they can also play men and get married."
"Don't force yourself to get married in this way," said Liu Ligan. "Don't force yourself to get married, and don't force yourself not to get married. It's better to be casual."
"No, casualness means being careless and you will be deceived." Wenwen said, "Don't worry about us anymore. By the way, when are you going back?"
"I haven't decided yet. I've told you. I feel very conflicted and I really can't bear to leave here." Liu Ligan said.
"Okay, you still have a conscience." Wenwen said, "By the way, there is one thing that Qianqian and I have discussed."
"What's the matter?" Liu Ligan said.
"When you leave, take 10 million away. Don't go home like a beggar, as you will be looked down upon." Wenwen said.
Liu Ligan said no, I don’t want money.
"It's not money, it's face." Wenwen said.
Liu Ligan smiled and said, "I have money, a lot of money. By the way, if you do something in the future and don't have enough money, you can call me."
"You have money?" Wenwen was surprised, "How could you have money?"
"I am the major shareholder of a listed company. There are dividends in my account every year, but I have never taken them, and I have never even read them, but I know that the number will definitely not be small." Liu Ligan said.
Chapter completed!