heart-to-heart
He was Prince Yan and led the Military Affairs Office. However, he was shocked from the nightmare that Xiuniang was engraved into his bone marrow, and he could think about it and hope for it and trustworthy, but there was always only one Gu Yun.
A person's weight is too heavy, and sometimes it is hard to bear the heavy burden.
Master Leran once said to him, "The suffering of people is not to let go. The more you hold, the more you have, the more difficult your hands will be." Chang Geng was deeply moved and admitted that he was right, but Gu Yun was already more important to him, but he had no way to let go - because after letting go of this one, he was empty-handed.
If a person lives without any thoughts, wouldn’t he turn into a broken flag that is scattered and left to the wind to blow?
Gu Yun raised his hand to hold his shoulder and gently tapped his shoulder and neck. Chang Geng felt pain, but he looked at him without dodging.
Gu Yun: "Why do I want you to go through the sea of fire?"
"I think one day the country is prosperous, everyone has something to do, and the world is stable. My general doesn't have to guard the border. I imagine that as Feng Hangong has been fighting, I will untie the dead knot between imperial power and purple gold, and I want those lighters running on the ground to be in the fields, and the flying kites in the sky are filled with ordinary travelers who are taking their families back to their hometown to visit relatives... Everyone can live with dignity." Chang Geng tightened his hand, stretched his five fingers into his fingers, and entangled them intimately.
Gu Yun was stunned. This was the first time Chang Geng told him what he was thinking, and he was a little passionate.
Unfortunately, when you think about it carefully, no matter which one sounds like it is unachievable.
"I can do it, Zixi, let me try." Chang Geng whispered.
Since he is powered by the "evil god", can't he try to open up the bloody world and open up an unprecedented mortal road?
That year, when Yan Hui Town was in Yan Hui Town, the thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy had revealed his vision of not being in vain to the young general who was in a young age. At that time, Gu Yun, who was fashionable and frivolous, poured a basin of cold water on his face and told him coldly that "heroes have no good endings." Now, there have been several encounters in the Yellow Sand Desert, and the palace and sky prison are traveling back and forth. General Gu himself has truly realized what it means to "heroes have no good endings", but he can no longer say the same thing to Chang Geng.
Put your heart in mind. If someone pointed at his nose and said to him: "Gu Yun, hurry up and go back to the Hou Mansion to retire. You will be lucky enough to live until now. If you don't withdraw, you will die and have no place to bury yourself."
What would you think?
In this world, one foot of cold water and one foot of mud, people are inevitably struggling in it. After walking for a long time, it is cold from the inside out. If you have a heart that will still flow out with blood. It is not easy to stick to a path that you know you can't do. If someone else...especially your close relatives also pour cold water as a stumbling block, wouldn't it be too pitiful?
He didn't say anything for a long time. When Chang Geng was feeling a little nervous that was not easy to detect, Gu Yun suddenly said, "I kissed you, hugged you, what else do you want me to say? A man talks too much and has no time to do anything else. Do you understand this principle?"
Chang Geng was stunned, but saw Gu Yun blinking his fingers, and the half-dead gas lamp at the head of the bed immediately went out neatly. Before dawn, the room suddenly became dark. The curtain of the bed that was usually hung up fell down like a cover, and was slightly swayed by the cool morning breeze that penetrated through the crack of the window. Chang Geng didn't have time to react, and his waist loosened, and his belt was pulled away at some point. Before he could come back to his senses from the oath of "swords and seas of fire" just now, his face turned red.
"Zi, Zixi..."
Gu Yun responded casually, threw the silk cloth off his arm impatiently, leaned lazily in the soft brocade quilt, and his fingertips streaked across Chang Geng's clothes: "When I was in the hot spring villa, you said you thought about me... what did you think?"
Chang Geng: "…"
"Aren't you quite good at talking?" Gu Yun said with a low smile, "Let's hear it."
Chang Geng had never seen such a kind of teasing and teasing love. His tongue immediately knotted: "I...I..."
"In this kind of thing, you can't just think about it." Gu Yun stroked Chang Geng's waist through his clothes and touched his thighs lightly and heavily. Chang Geng almost jumped up, and he wouldn't even breathe. He grabbed Gu Yun's hand that was making trouble everywhere, and a fire burned from his lower abdomen to his throat, feeling that he was about to burn to ashes.
Gu Yun had already picked up his clothes.
When his chest cooled, Chang Geng suddenly realized something. He held Gu Yun's hand, but it was too late. The scars on his chest and neck were exposed unexpectedly. When he touched the fingers with thin calluses, the taste was almost unpleasant. On the one hand, Chang Geng couldn't help dodging, but on the other hand, he had dry mouth and tongue, and his ears were slightly twitching, and he didn't know whether to advance or retreat.
Gu Yun rushed to the road for several days and waited by the bed for a night. The medicine was effective. He accidentally got too excited at this time and couldn't see clearly. However, the atmosphere was just right, so he couldn't take out a glass mirror and put it on. Wearing that thing was so much like a long-armed master who was about to remove the steel armor, destroying his emotions.
At this time, he was all sensation of his hands, and passed by the undulating scars on Chang Geng's body, which was even more shocking than what he saw with his own eyes.
Gu Yun: "Does it hurt?"
Chang Geng lowered his head, looked at him deeply, and answered the question that he had irrelevantly: "I've got scars long ago."
Gu Yun's heart felt a lot of feelings, and even his surging heart reduced a little. He narrowed his eyes, which gradually blurred, and rubbed them carefully on the scars. Chang Geng couldn't stand it. He couldn't bear it and whimpered softly, holding Gu Yun's wrist.
"Not afraid," Gu Yun coaxed, "I love you."
If I had seen Chang Geng's expression in this matter, I probably wouldn't have said the word "not afraid".
Chang Geng bent down to kiss him, and Gu Yun was so angry that he was kissing him. He was about to turn over and put the man on the spot to rectify the Dharma. Suddenly, Chang Geng blurted out something wrong and called him: "Entertainment Father..."
Gu Yun: "..."
He made Chang Geng's voice soft, and no matter how great his love or desire was, he would turn off the fire and stop the vegetable field and be put into an iron cage.
Gu Yun took several breaths in a row, thinking that he would yell at Chang Geng, "What's the name of this kind of occasion?" However, when he thought about it, he was indeed not wrong.
I heard that some men especially like this sense of indecent taboo in private and are most willing to let their bedmates scream in the quilt. Unfortunately, Gu Yun never has this hobby and can't understand it at all. In the past year and two years, he finally got used to Chang Geng's word "其口" and gradually stopped treating him as his godson. Unexpectedly, he suddenly encountered the word "adopted father" at this critical moment, which made him dizzy.
Chang Geng seemed to be unaware of his awkwardness, and he called him a few times in a row, kissing him one by one without any rules. Intimately, he brought a little piety that made the old hooligan feel uncomfortable, and the effect was excellent in combination with the title of "adopted father".
Gu Yun seemed to be covered in ants, and finally turned his head unbearably: "Don't call that."
Chang Geng stopped, stared at him quietly for a moment, and suddenly fell in his ear and said, "Entertainment Father, if you can't see clearly, close your eyes, okay?"
No matter how deaf Gu Yun was, he could hear that he did it on purpose, not to mention that he was deaf before he had time: "... Are you excited?"
Chang Geng's eyes were thrilling in the dark curtain of bed. He kept pressing his voice down and softly, and said in his ear like a coquettish voice: "Entertainment Father, you said, 'Even if you come to the capital, you will protect me', do you still remember?"
Gu Yun's face changed a few times. He had no way to resist Chang Geng's new trick to pause his life, so he had to plan a strategic retreat and pushed Chang Geng and said, "Okay, don't be shameless, do whatever you should do... Hiss!"
"What should I do?" Chang Geng pressed him back with his posture just now. His hand had already reached Gu Yun's back. When he was rectifying someone's bones in Jiayuguan, he touched himself and his enemy. At this time, he suddenly took action with the doctor's steadiness and ruthlessness. Gu Yun shivered violently and instinctively wanted to curl up. Chang Geng pressed several acupoints in succession, and half of his body was numb. Then Chang Geng calmly followed the upper and lower half of the sentence, "Didn't the adoptive father complain about my illness? Do you want me to hurt?"
Gu Yun: "..."
He found that he might have been in bad shape this year, and he was a little bit offensive to Tai Sui, and he capsized in the ditch one after another.
In the blink of an eye, it was already bright and the sun was hanging in the air.
The bright early summer sunlight penetrates through the bed curtain without saying anything, and the lines are shining in. Chang Geng's eyes are brighter than the sun, and he truly understands what it means to "being delusion after years of delusion, and once he gets into a devil". Nightmare is terrible than reality, but reality makes people crazy than spring/dream.
After the madness, he didn't feel empty at all. He felt very at ease. He had never been so at ease in his life. His hands were still wandering around Gu Yun and kept calling him in Gu Yun's ear. He felt that he was a little annoyed, but he just couldn't control himself and couldn't stop.
He was the "adopted father" and the other was the "Zi Xi". He screamed and drilled into his ears. The deaf people who had passed the medicine had to be forced to listen. Gu Yun could still feel the heat in his ears. He just missed the opportunity with just one thought and was tossed by the boy. He was sleepy and tired and couldn't sleep. He had no place to make sense. He brushed away with anger: "Don't quarrel."
Chang Geng caught a glimpse of the tired look on his face, closed his mouth obediently, and gently pressed his waist. The force was just right, both relieved the fatigue and did not touch Gu Yun's magical itchy flesh.
Gu Yun: "..."
So he used to do it on purpose!
The person surnamed Chen teaches him whether to cure diseases and save people or to be evil deeds!
Gu Yun was about to have an attack, but suddenly, Chang Geng frowned, gently pressed his palm on the bone between Gu Yun's chest and abdomen a few times, and then pinched his wrist pulse.
Gu Yun said angrily: "You're not finished..."
Chang Geng: "When will I add new injuries?"
Gu Yun: "..."
The end, the surname Chen, in addition to the evil demon, seems to have taught him some real talent and knowledge, and this can be found out!
In critical moments, Gu Yun had to use the "I'm deaf, I can't hear anything". He turned over with an innocent look, and his back was still moving to Chang Geng, saying that he was asleep and the idle people could kneel down.
Chang Geng examined him from beginning to end, but some time had passed after that scary blow-off injury. First, Chang Geng's medical skills were not as sensible as Chen Qingxu, and second, Gu Yun's injuries had been healed, and nothing was found. The two of them fooled each other.
His Highness Yan Wang said he had not shown up all day long. The palace, the Military Affairs Office and a group of important officials sent people to greet him, but they were all sent by Huo Dan. Huo Dan was born in the army and the commander must have a destiny. He said that he would not let him disturb him but dare not disturb him. He silently acted as a gate god at the gate. At the same time, he was still puzzled by the matter of "how did the commander come in". He had nothing to do and tidied up the defense of the generals in the Hou Mansion.
Gu Yun ran back two days in advance as if he was reincarnated, but he didn't sleep for another night. After finally having a meal of meat, he was in a wrong position and almost choked to death. He was so exhausted that he slept until the afternoon. After waking up, his physical and mental feelings were still very strange. I don't know whose sick leave was.
He was determined to have an attack, but felt that he was stingy about this incident, so he had to hold it down and thought to himself: "Next time, you must sew his mouth."
After getting up, Gu Yun groped around for the glass mirror, but the little thing went where he went. He couldn't touch it for a long time, but was held by a warm hand.
Chang Geng lay in his ear and said, "General Shen and the others have not arrived yet. You don't have to go out today and don't need medicine. I'll take care of you."
Gu Yun was not very useful at first, so he nodded casually: "No need to take care of me, I'm used to it, I can't find my glasses, so I'll get me a new one."
Chang Geng hugged him and said, "I took the Liuli Mirror."
The relationship between the two seems to have undergone subtle changes and cannot be explained clearly.
In fact, since childhood, when they were still adopted father and son, their relationship was very close. When Chang Geng's affection was released unscrupulously in the war, Gu Yun first softened and compromised, and even fell into it. His family letters and war reports came and went, and his feelings were far-reaching... However, all kinds of things did not come at this time, as if even if there was another foreign enemy siege Kyoto, they could be left behind, and the world would be transformed into a small inch, let alone others.
Gu Yun said in surprise: "What are you doing with my glass mirror?"
Chang Geng smiled and said, "I like it."
After saying that, he carefully helped Gu Yun put on his clothes, then bent down to put on his shoes, fiddling with him with all his best and meticulousness.
His Highness Yan Wang was wearing a simple clothes and desires like a monk all day long. Those who didn't know thought he was such a gentleman. However, after this battle, Gu Yun had learned it. With a hypocritical man, he felt a lot of "loves" that normal people could not understand.
What do you like? Do you like him blindly?
Chang Geng didn't speak loudly. In order to let Gu Yun hear it, he always whispered to tell him. Saying something like "be careful of the threshold" is like rubbing his ears. When he walked to the door, Gu Banzai instinctively reached out to support the door frame. He gently and without saying anything. Chang Geng said willfully: "Don't touch anything else, just hold me."
This unprecedented sense of total control quickly made Chang Geng crazy and was unwilling to let go for a moment. Sometimes he said a few words and asked for a kiss. He enjoyed it. After a while, Gu Yun was so tired that he was furious.
Gu Yun couldn't figure it out even if he was beaten to death. He was originally alienated and restrained and had to be obscene to changing his clothes. How did he become like this crazy person after he got into bed once?
Gu Yun: "I am not disabled if I can't see it. You don't have to keep holding on - aren't you busy all day long?"
Chang Geng: "Then you go to the study with me."
After Gu Yun left, his study was basically Chang Geng's territory. Gu Yun, who had been floating on the border for many years, became a little unfamiliar. Chang Geng helped him sit down, and the sunlight hit the face of the person in the study from a very familiar angle. Gu Yun suddenly felt something, stretched out his feet and hooked it, and indeed he ran into a small bench under the table: "This thing is still there."
Chang Geng leaned over and picked up the small stool. He saw a few vivid little turtles on the wooden stool, biting his tail and forming a circle. The childish font next to him was engraved with "Although the divine turtle is long, ten will surround him."
...The donkey's lips are not right.
Chang Geng smiled for a long time, pulled Gu Yun's hand and pressed it on the mark, and asked, "Did you do it?"
"Don't laugh, I didn't read books seriously when I was a child," Gu Yun curled his eyes slightly, "The books were read in the palace with the emperor and the King of Wei and others. The old marquis learned a lot, so he only read more military books. He found a sour old stern scholar to recite the scriptures here for me. He fell asleep for a moment and three moments, so he could only have fun for himself - Well, be busy with yours, I seem to have not been home for a long time, just go around casually."
"Don't," Chang Geng said hurriedly, "I like to hear you, and then?"
Gu Yun looked embarrassed - this was really not a matter of long-facedness, but Chang Geng was so happy. Gu Yunquan thought he was happy, so he continued: "I was very troubled at that time. My husband was afraid of being troubled by me and didn't dare to discipline him in person. He ran to complain to the old marquis behind his back. In addition to be able to beat people, he was punished to stance on the stool. He trembled and fell off. He was really not like his own father... Later, I felt that the old goatee complained all day long, and it was really not a thing. I discussed it with Shen Jiping, stole some laxatives and put them in the teacher's tea."
"The laxatives were nothing, but we were both young, neither light nor heavy. The gentleman was old and weak, and almost killed someone. The Gu family had not had such a crazy prodigal son in two hundred years. The old marquis was furious and wanted to kill me. Fortunately, the princess stopped me... Well, my mother later admitted that it was not that she didn't want to hit me at that time, but because she was cold and she was not easy to give birth to, and she was afraid that the Gu family would kill me and let the Gu family break the rear."
Chang Geng imagined it and felt that if he had such a naughty child, he would have to kill him. However, he immediately remembered that the unlucky child was Gu Yun, and he felt that if he were the old marquis, even if he was really killed by this person, he would have to come to pay for his life in person and would never be willing to touch a hair of his hair.
He couldn't help laughing for a long time and asked, "What's next?"
Gu Yun paused slightly, and the smile on his face was really unsustainable. He looked slightly calmed, and he was silent for a moment before saying, "Later, they felt that it would be lawless if they continued like this, so they simply took me to the base of Xuantie Camp in the Northern Xinjiang."
And his childhood, which he thought that dogs were not welcomed, came to an abrupt end.
Chapter completed!