Jian Ru cried all night, and the coldness in the morgue could not stop her loud voice.

Jian Xing stood beside him, watching Jian Ru lying on her grandma, half of the white cloth was lifted off, and her grandma's face was much more peaceful than before leaving at night.

She thought of the conversation between the two nurses and said that her grandma fell into the pit for two hours.

I don’t know if there were any cold weather around at that time.

Lu Cheng didn't come in and smoked at the door. He couldn't squat because of the force of his legs, so he could only stand there and didn't change his position for a long time.

And Jian Xing hasn't changed his position for a long time.

She didn't cry, but just looked at her grandma quietly.

Jian Ru was crying and was about to faint. She collapsed on the ground, holding her grandma's hand.

Jian Xing looked at the crumbling white cloth and went up to lay it neatly.

Grandma is most annoyed that the quilt is not neat.

Her movement seemed to awaken some of Jian Ru's consciousness.

Jian Ru was stunned for a moment, and the crying stopped halfway. She turned her head and looked at Jian Xiong, stared at Jian Xiong with a pair of swollen eyes for a long time before asking hoarsely: "Why don't you cry?"

Jian Xing had no expression on his face and was silent.

Jian Ru cried even more, her face full of shock and disbelief. She couldn't accept her daughter's indifference and shouted: "Why don't you cry!"

It has been four or five hours since my grandmother passed away, Jane Xing said the first sentence, "Can you make her cry?"

Jian Ru slapped Jian Xing without saying a word, and she yelled: "Cry for me!"

Jian Xing turned his face and remained indifferent.

Jian Ru was gasping for breath, as if she had suddenly grabbed the vent body. She whipped Jian Xing frantically, no matter where the slap fell, she used up a lot of strength.

She pulled Jane Xing's clothes and pulled Jane Xing to sit on the ground.

Jian Ru was still crying, crying and scolding: "She is so good to you! She is so kind to you! She loves you so much! You don't give her a tear! Do you have a conscience? You have been so heartless since you were a child! You have never seen everyone work hard for you! You only care about yourself! You only care about yourself!"

At this time, Lu Cheng rushed in and pulled Jian Ru, and Jian Ru fell into Lu Cheng's arms and fainted.

Under Lu Cheng's gaze, Jian Xing didn't look at Jian Ru at all, but just stood up silently, helped her grandma tidy up her clothes and lay the cloth neatly.

Before covering the cloth, Jian Xing gently held grandma's hand.

The next day, grandma was transported back to her hometown.

In the middle of the night, there is no snow, no moon, only wind.

It was very dark everywhere, as if it was the funeral date that my grandma had chosen early in the morning.

Jane Xing looked at the pit that was almost swallowed by the night, turned her head and asked Jian Ru: "Why must this be done?"

Grandma is so afraid of the dark and insects.

She was in poor health and she would scream cold in winter. She would even complain that her legs hurt when she saw the rain.

She is here alone, aren’t she afraid?

"You don't understand," Lu Cheng gently pulled Jian Xing, "Don't ask."

Jian Xing knew that Lu Cheng was afraid that Jian Ru would hear it, but the night was so quiet and Jian Ru was not deaf. She said in a harsh voice, "Why did I give birth to a daughter that is so cruel? I won't leave a whole body after I die! Then I will die from now on! Are you planning to throw me into the river with a big piece of cake!"

Jane Xing didn't say a word.

But when I walk, I look back step by step until I walk far away, and keep looking back.

It was too dark and she was afraid that she would not remember where her grandma's house was.

Because of the way of burial, Jian Ru and Lu Cheng did not do this funeral.

When I returned to He County, a heavy snow suddenly fell.

Due to the weather, I didn’t stop the tricycle and could only go to the station.

The supermarket next to it was broadcasting Andy Lau's congratulations on his fortune. Every place you pass by was decorated with lights, and big red lanterns were one after another.

The snow had not yet fully covered the ground, and the debris of the firecrackers were blown everywhere by the wind.

Stepping on the red floor, Jane Xing's family whitened their whole body in just five minutes.

Before getting on the car, Jane Xing took off the hood from her head. She turned her head and looked at the direction of her hometown. The Hongfu on the car made her face look so red.

On the fifth day of the lunar month, Jian Ru fell ill and her high fever did not subside.

Lu Cheng asked her to go to the hospital, but she thought it was expensive and wanted to go to a nearby clinic. The clinic had not opened yet, and Lu Cheng couldn't persuade her, so he could only find someone to call the doctor and call him from home.

Jian Xing was at home alone, and she heard one call after another from Jian Ru's bedroom. Until she stopped completely, she got up and went to Jian Ru's bedroom to delete the missed call records.

After deleting it, Jian Xing did not go back to her house. Her window had not been repaired yet and she could not live in someone else, so she could only go to her grandma's house.

Jane Xing paused when she passed by a small pile of snow in the yard.

She stopped for a long time and couldn't see the rabbit again.

It was around 8 o'clock in the evening, and it was completely dark, and Jian Ru and Lu Cheng were already asleep.

Jane Xing sat by the bed, holding a lit match in her hand. She imagined that a boy in a private room was surrounded by singing and blessings.

He closed his eyes and approached the candle.

Jane Xun blew out the match.

There was still a candy in her hand, and she put it in her mouth.

She didn't speak.

She tried her best.

On the sixth day of the lunar month, Jian Ru felt the clinic was in trouble and pulled the drip to her home and lay down for a whole day.

Jian Ru also lay in her grandma's house for the whole day.

At first, she couldn't fall asleep.

Later, she was dragged by the dream and couldn't wake up.

She had a long dream, and she was also dreaming, and the dream was full of chaos:

Jian Guosheng was dead, and Jian Ru's scolding woke her up. She went to the supermarket in the scorching sun, both physically and mentally exhausted. The heavy rain came unexpectedly, and Xu Zhengqing walked in front of her.

Then the school started, and he was divided into classes and met Xu Lu. He separated from Xu Lu. He missed Xu Zhengqing countless times in the corridor and secretly glanced at him countless times in the classroom.

It rains heavily and snowstorms, and it is coming up in the morning and then dizzy.

She said the first sentence to Xu Zhengqing in Chushu. After reading the first book he had read in Bailu, she added it in the New Year, and in the yard he could not see, she used the same snow they had experienced to make a rabbit.

In the heavy snow, rabbits stood under the moonlight, like castles rising from the ground in the desolate.

However, the castle collapsed for only a moment.

The rubble fragments, the flying sand and stones swept through her only enclosure.

Wake up from the beginning of a dream.

Open your eyes and there is a chaos that cannot be escaped.

She is still in a dream.

She still didn't cry, nor did she try to break through the predicament.

There was no wind and snow around, but it was very cold, and every inch of the skin on his body seemed to be pierced by a needle.

She knew that this was the world of two hours.

If you want to break out from here, then all this shouldn't have happened again. Jian Guosheng shouldn't have died, and she shouldn't have used the stolen resources to pass the Hezhong exam.

We shouldn't have met Xu Zhengqing, we shouldn't have been secretly happy in countless moments of passing by.

If you can avoid the violent joy from the beginning, the ending will naturally not be filled with grief.

But just like there is no medicine for regret in the world, life can never be started over again.

Just thinking about it lightly, the originally vague mist around suddenly shrank into an invisible chain. Jian Xing quickly retreated quickly by the chain, and his grandma's face began to flash in front of him.

Bang-

Jian Xing was held on the boundary of the world, with a biting cold in front of her, and a scalded back with scalding and tightening the chain, until she was about to deprive all her breath.

Instead of opening her mouth and rushing to breathe, she opened her eyes and looked at a frame directly opposite her.

It was the scene of her standing at her grandma's door on the day of the winter solstice.

What was she thinking at that time.

She was wondering: Why is grandma the same as Jian Ru?

At this point, she finally collapsed and wanted to kneel down but was locked and unable to kneel down.

wake up.

Touching my face, it was fucked.

She couldn't cry.
To be continued...