"What is a brain tumor? How can it be a brain tumor? Our daughter has always eaten well and dressed well! How could she get this disease!"

In the clinic, Jian Ru seemed to have collapsed.

She kept pestering the doctor and said over and over again: "Doctor, doctor, please check it carefully! Check it carefully! Our daughter still has to take the college entrance examination! How can she get this disease!"

"She not only has brain tumors, but also has very serious depression and is also very severe nerve compression. This is not overnight. Children usually experience intermittent headaches and even temporary blindness. You parents are too careless," the doctor hates this behavior of repairing the problem of losing the sheep and saying with a bad expression, "Now that she knows she is going to take the college entrance examination, why don't you pay attention to it?"

depression?

Jian Ru was completely confused, "What depression? She is a child, what depression? How old is she? She doesn't have to make things difficult for her life except studying? Why does she suffer from depression!"

The doctor had long been used to Jian Ru's ignorance reaction. He waved his finger and asked the intern to explain to Jian Ru.

But Jian Ru could not hear a word, and she pushed the intern away and rushed out the door.

Chen Yanbai and Qin Jiaming were both at the door, Qin Jiaming was standing, and Chen Yanbai was squatting.

The hospital did not allow smoking, so Chen Yanbai held it in his mouth.

There was no smoke, but her eyes were red.

Jian Ru walked towards Chen Yanbai, and Qin Jiaming stopped in front of Chen Yanbai.

He no longer politely called Aunt Jian Ru and treated her coldly.

Jian Ru had no temper to bother with him. She seemed to have suddenly gotten old and asked Chen Yanbai hoarsely: "When did she get depressed?"

Chen Yanbai didn't say a word.

Jian Ru started to breathe heavily, and she asked again: "Why is she depressed!"

Chen Yanbai still didn't speak.

Jian Ru finally had tears in her eyes. She tried to pull Chen Yanbai. She bent over and her voice softened.

She begged Chen Yanbai, "Tell me, tell me."

Chen Yanbai smiled.

She stood up and pushed away Jian Ru's hand.

She didn't cry, but her eyes were not much better than Jian Ru.

She stared at Jian Ru and said word by word: "I will never tell you in my life, you will die of this heart."

Jian Ru collapsed and shouted: "Why! Why! I am her mother! I am her mother! I gave birth to her! I raised her! I worked hard to give her to this day!"

She sat on the ground, pounding the ground, and pounding herself.

Ask the doctor, ask Chen Yanbai, ask heaven, ask yourself.

But no one answered her.

No one can answer her.

Jian Xing woke up in the middle of the night.

She felt that she had never slept for so long, and when she opened her eyes, she felt a little dazed and couldn't tell where she was.

She turned her head a little and felt her hand being held.

Jian Xing looked over and saw Chen Yanbai lying beside the bed.

Chen Yanbai's makeup was all exhausted, and his eyes were covered with red bloodshot as soon as he opened his eyes.

When she saw Jane Xing open her eyes, her expression was even more confused than Jane Xing. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't say another word.

She could only hold Jian Xing's hand hard.

Clench very hard.

Jane Xing whispered: "It hurts."

Chen Yanbai burst into tears, and tears almost instantly filled his entire face.

She just muddled her hand and found that she couldn't find any effect, so she simply left it alone.

While crying, she asked Jane Xing in a mute voice: "Where does it hurt? Do you want me to call the doctor?"

Jian Xing stared at her in a daze, and suddenly felt her whole body falling down infinitely.

She looked around blankly, and there was a vast white area.

It's a hospital.

It's a hospital again.

She struggled to sit up, but Chen Yanbai asked stubbornly: "Where does it hurt? Where does it hurt? Does it hurt? Does it hurt?"

Jane Xing looked at her and asked, "What's wrong with my head?"

Chen Yanbai was silent.

Jian Xing stopped asking questions. She just stared at Chen Yanbai's eyes for a moment and held her hand instead.

This time it was Chen Yanbai's turn to feel pain.

But she didn't shout it out.

Just bear it so much.

Jian Xing waited for a long time, but didn't wait until Chen Yanbai spoke.

Until neurotic pain came from her mind, she suddenly let go of Chen Yanbai's hand.

Chen Yanbai lowered his head, and tears instantly wet Jian Xing's hands and the quilt under Jian Xing.

Jian Xing could touch the wetness between his fingers.

In an instant, she seemed to have returned to the past few months after the New Year.

The whole Hexian County is wet.

She breathed a sigh of relief tiredly and closed her eyes.

Chen Yanbai noticed that she was relieved and her tears fell even more fiercely.

She began to shout Jane Xing's name, one after another.

It's like being happy for Jane.

It's like asking something for Jian Xing.

Why?

She had clearly found the direction.

She is obviously about to be freed.

She obviously... can have a better life.

It's just a little bit different.

"Jian Xing," Chen Yanbai said in a silence of tears, "It's okay, the doctor said that he can treat him conservatively first, and he will get better in the future."

Jane opened her eyes.

Maybe I was afraid that the ward would be too stuffy, the curtains were not completely pulled up, and a small gap was opened on the windows.

In May, the wind is neither light nor heavy.

Like a silent sea.

Jane Xing thought of Hugo's words.

When it comes to human hearts, they can only tolerate a certain degree of despair. The sponge has absorbed enough water. Even if the sea flows through it, it cannot add a drop of water to it.

This is called numbness.

When she saw this sentence, it was summer vacation.

When she was most numb.

Every night she felt that she could not sleep on the sea and could not sink or go completely ashore.

The sea water spread between her nose, ear canal, and mouth.

It was a shallow layer, but it was enough to prevent her from breathing.

But later, she saw Yu Hua's words that winter: Maybe she must be completely desperate to live again.

She thought that no matter how thick the snow in winter would always disappear under the spring breeze.

Then she will bear it.

She had endured it.

Jane Xing remained silent and shed a tear.

What a pity.

She still cried for life.

She closed her eyes again.

Anyway, it will never light up for her again this day.

On the same night, Jian Ru was at home, silently and fiercely looking at the Guanyin worshipped in the main hall.

She still remembered that year, the mountain was full of incense. Someone stopped her family and said that her daughter was a life without love.

Because love will kill her.

It’s better to offer a Guanyin to be pious every day, discipline and restrain, and avoid it from the source.
To be continued...