In this city called Magic City, there are not only cherry blossoms, but also countless gardenias. June is the season when gardenias are most luxuriant. The white and elegant flower bones exude a rich fragrance, with a typical Jiangnan flavor.

style.

Pei Yanchen remembered that when he was a child, his grandmother would often spend a few cents to buy a few flowers and put them in a water glass, and then the whole house would smell fragrant.

Grandma loves to be clean, so she changes the water for the flowers every day to make them bloom longer.

In the summer evening, after she took a bath, she applied prickly heat powder, drank mung bean soup, pinned a small white flower in her hair, and then slowly fell asleep while smelling the fragrance of the flowers while her grandma murmured.

Gardenia accompanied her through many early summers.

As for the graduation season? Pei Yanchen didn't feel strongly about it. She wished she could graduate as soon as possible and make money as soon as possible. She couldn't understand the sadness of cicadas singing farewell in the trees.

But today's recording of the last episode of "If You Are the One" made her heart ripple. She put a gardenia with two leaves in her hair, and then walked away to face all kinds of prying eyes.

Walked into the Dragon TV building.

She arrived much earlier than usual on this day. The incandescent lamp illuminated the corridor in white, and the beige door of the dressing room was open. Pei Yanchen was not wearing high heels. Today she was wearing black soft-soled flat shoes.

The kind she wore when she went to school. Her steps were as light as a cat's.

But when she just walked to the door of the dressing room, she stopped for a moment and heard voices talking about her inside.

Pei Yanchen has always had a habit of listening a little before entering every time. If she hears any inappropriate words, she can avoid them in time to prevent unnecessary embarrassment. This is what she has developed over the years.

a habit.

Obviously, because she stole all the limelight in these two issues, others have strong opinions on her.

"I think that Gao Rui is the one who cooperates with Pei Yanchen's hype. Otherwise, who wouldn't be tempted by a boy with such conditions? But she, Pei Yanchen, refused without any hesitation." Someone said in a sharp voice, and the sentence was full of resentment.

, as if he was very angry that Gao Rui didn't choose him, so both of them were negative.

Then someone said: "I don't know if it's because of the fault, but to be honest, I think that woman is a bit fake, and her behavior is too deliberate. She deliberately pretends to be aloof in order to increase her reputation. She looks like she is great, but she is just a violin player.

Really disgusting!"

"Yeah! I think so too! I think I'm very attractive, so why are you participating in a dating show like this? Why are you here to gain fame? It's really funny!"

After a while of echoing voices, someone else lowered his voice slightly and said: "Don't underestimate her, it is said that she has a good background. You have never seen that Director Qian always has the same expression when he sees everyone, but his attitude towards Pei Yanchen is different? Last time?

We also brought Wang Simeng's exclusive makeup artist to the dressing room to help her style. Who do you think has experienced this kind of treatment in all the years we have been here? You still think of this matter too simply, 'too young too simple'

, maybe someone else is Xiaomi, the leader of the station, and there is a reason for not choosing Gao Rui. The godfather is watching! How dare you choose? "

A burst of laughter.

"It makes sense! Otherwise, if she says she wants No. 11, why not change her to No. 11? That would be too unruly!"

"I think she just values ​​the fact that No. 11 is in the middle, so the camera can easily capture it!"

"Most of the shots in the last issue were given to her! If this happens again in this issue, I don't even want to come to the next one!"

"I said Wu Zi, you shouldn't be so kind as to give up your position to her!"

"I actually don't want to change, but Director Qian personally came to do the work for me and gave me a lot of nice words. What can I do? I'm also desperate!"

"It seems that my godfather has a great background!"

Then someone suddenly asked: "Hey! Hey! Do you think that Pei Yanchen is waiting for Cheng Xiaoyu?"

The small dressing room was full of surprised shouts: "Feather God??"

Everyone said: "Who did you listen to? It's impossible!"

The person who started to ask the question said: "I didn't listen to anyone, I guessed it myself, because a friend of mine went to the same school as Pei Yanchen. Pei Yanchen and Cheng Xiaoyu both went to the theater. You all know it, right? About six or seven

Years ago, Pei Yanchen attended the Spring Festival Gala as the concertmaster, and the "Butterfly Lovers" he played was a work by Yu Shen. You can check it online and it is said that the planning of "If You Are the One" this time was also given to Dragon TV by Yu Shen."

"When you say that, it makes me think that the male guest assistant director is also on the show. It is said that he is Yu Shen's roommate!"

"Tch, I can make up a whole list of such shady things!"

"I also think, why is Pei Yanchen? There are so many women in Yushen. Xia Shamo, Xu Qinning, and even Catherine Blanchett are much better than her, Pei Yanchen. Even if they really have nothing to do with each other,

, that is, she had an affair with Yu Shen back then."

"I don't think so. If she really wants to have anything with Yushen, why would Yushen let her appear on "If You Are the One"? If she has anything to do with Yushen, now she's definitely not just messing around like this!"

"That makes sense!"

"Perhaps all she is doing now is to get involved in Yushen's hype!"

"Who knows! Anyway, this woman is not a simple person!"

After hearing these malicious speculations, Pei Yanchen's expression did not change. If it were her before, she would definitely find a deserted corner to hide and lick her wounds.

But now she has learned to be fearless. Even though she knew it would embarrass everyone, she still walked in amidst the noisy discussion and walked through the crowded dressing room with a cold look on her face.

This not-so-large room is filled with the smell of various perfumes, mixed together into a strange smell that makes people want to suffocate; the yellow makeup lamp in front of the mirror is on, and the dazzling dim yellow is sprinkled on the colorful

The cosmetics reflected dazzling light; women of all colors wore gorgeous clothes and styled their hairstyles, making this small room look magnificent.

Pei Yanchen was wearing a white shirt, a blue tie, and a dark blue school uniform with the theater's logo on the chest. A Scottish plaid skirt and black knee-length stockings made her legs and hips look particularly flattering.

Well-proportioned and beautiful, her whole body crashed into this slightly filthy room like an iceberg carrying a cold wind.

She brings a fresh breeze.

Instantly, the dressing room seemed to be frozen, and everything stopped.

No one continued to speak, only the sound of breathing and the slight friction of powder puff on the skin.

Pei Yanchen sat down in front of the mirror with his name on it, and began to read the German poetry collection "Holderlin's Poems" that he had brought. After a while, someone whispered again, laughing at her for pretending to be cold and dressed in

School uniforms are here to show off your youth.

However, Pei Yanchen was indifferent, and there was no wave in her heart.

After a while, the makeup artist came and started to put makeup on the female guests. The girl who put makeup on her smiled and said, "Are you dressed so youthfully today?"

Pei Yanchen smiled slightly and said: "It's graduation season! I have never felt the sorrow of farewell before. Today I specially wore school uniform and came here to make a tomb for my youth!"

"Okay, I'll help you lighten up your makeup, and it will give you a slightly greener look to ensure you look beautiful!"

"Thanks a lot!"

"It's nothing hard. You look beautiful no matter how you put on your makeup. It's the easiest thing to put on makeup for you!"

After a group of people finished putting on their makeup and it was almost time to record the show, the stage director came over and shouted: "Please come over, everyone. When you enter the stage, you should be handsome, generous and beautiful!"

Pei Yanchen also stood up. Among the women who were dressed in sexy or elegant clothes, she looked particularly abrupt, like an innocent college student.

A group of people walked towards the studio talking and laughing. She was the only one, but she didn't mind at all, and she didn't think too much. Even if this was her last show, it didn't matter even if Cheng Xiaoyu didn't come.

.

She remembered that Cheng Xiaoyu had written another poem:

"You see me or you don't see me

i'm right there

neither sad nor happy

You miss me or you don’t miss me

Love is there

Don't come or go

Do you love me or don't you love me?

love is there

Neither increase nor decrease

You follow me, or you don’t

My hand is in your hand

never give up

Come into my arms

or

Let me live in your heart

love each other silently

Silent joy." (This poem is actually called "The Silence of Banzaguru Pema" (Banzaguru Pema, a transliteration, meaning Master Padmasambhava), written by Tashi Ram Duoduo, from whose

The middle volume of the collection "Suspected Wind and Moon" created in 2007[5]. In 2008, this poem was published in the 20th issue of "Reader", retitled "Seeing and Not Seeing", and signed as Tsangyang Gyatso, so it is often

Rumor has it that it was written by Tsangyang Gyatso.)

Pei Yanchen felt that Cheng Xiaoyu's poem conveyed the true meaning of waiting.

The stage door opened, the lights turned on, and the song "Party" sung by the "Idol Project" floated happily in the studio. Pei Yanchen, wearing a school uniform, followed many gorgeous female guests and walked out.

Among the crowd wearing heavy makeup, she was the only one who had no accessories on her body and only had a bright white flower in her ear. She seemed to be the most tranquil beauty in the world, soaked with infinite agility by the spring light.

Under the spotlight, Pei Yanchen is as clear as jade, as clear as ice, cold and graceful, and pure in troubled times.

"You see me or you don't see me

I am here

"Neither sad nor happy"

(A few days ago, a book friend reminded me that the June 1st "Rampage Incident" is organizing a "June 1st Red Nose Festival". This festival promotes happiness and public welfare in the form of entertainment, and the proceeds from the event are donated to the "Rampage Action Charity Fund" in proportion.

". This special fund was jointly established by "Rampage Comics" and "Shenzhen Care Action Charity Foundation" to help teenagers grow up healthily. Currently, free lunch, Beautiful China and BJ City Western Sunshine Rural Development Foundation are "June 1

The public welfare partner of "Red Nose Day". I hope everyone can spend five yuan to buy a red nose at Tmall's Baozou flagship store and contribute a little bit of your own strength to the public welfare. Also, thank you Hedgehog, Hedgehog for the 10,000 reward! Thank you Miss Li Lanjunjun
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