Chapter 232 The Divide and the Rainbow
Xia Shamo, who was sitting on the Reventon, didn't feel natural at all. Looking at the dazzling instrument panel and button area, which was as technologically rich as an airplane cockpit, her face gradually turned pale.
He is an unparalleled hero with colorful auspicious clouds under his feet, and a noble prince riding a white horse, but she cannot be his Cinderella, Xia Shamo thought sadly.
Without Cheng Xiaoyu, she can only be that ordinary and ordinary girl. But to Cheng Xiaoyu, she is so insignificant.
How she wished Cheng Xiaoyu could be like her, just an ordinary person, not so rich, not so talented, just ordinary enough for two people to spend a lifetime together, that would be the best thing.
She never expected too much happiness to come to her, and she never pursued a perfect life.
She has always understood that life is just like this, and she has been looking for the most beautiful scenery, but what is the most beautiful? Forest or ocean? In fact, she feels that even swamp wasteland is the most beautiful, but it is the place where you are willing to stay.
The sad thing is that now she really wants to stay in a place that is so expensive that she still can't afford it even though she has spent everything.
In fact, she had never imagined that her almighty god could possess her from the clouds and lower her head to take a look at her.
However, he grew a hand from the clouds and said to her, "Come, grab me, and I will take you to fly."
The cruelty of God lies in the fact that it maliciously shows you what beauty is, then watches you indulge in it, and then whispers softly in your ear, stop dreaming, these do not belong to you.
This made Xia Shamo confused, hesitant and even heartbroken. Her mother's words were still ringing in her ears. At this moment, she selfishly wished that he around her would become a mediocre person like her, who seemed unworthy of having an outstanding story and was troubled by the cumbersome life.
, a delicious meal and a trip can create simple happiness.
But he is not, he is an unparalleled hero.
And I, Xia Shamo, can only wish for this eternal spell. I can only put it on friendship!
A sensitive girl like Xia Shamo will endure double the pain.
In the face of a tiny bit of sporadic happiness, she panicked. When she was with the person she liked, she ignored all her own advantages. But she only saw the other person's flash. This kind of inferiority has been rooted in her bones for more than ten years. Even if
Scraping the bone to heal the wound may not be able to remove it completely.
Even though she was noticed and liked by so many people, she never felt that it was something to be proud of. She simply thought that it was the aura given to her by Cheng Xiaoyu's blessing.
How simple and kind. Yet how self-pitying and humble.
There are always unexpected surprises in this world. It's not that Xia Shamo didn't know her own beauty. She had been cautiously prepared for so many years, but she still encountered a fateful obstacle that she couldn't escape.
The gap between reality was getting wider and wider, like a bottomless chasm lying in front of her. She began to doubt whether she could really use her sweat and tears to create a rainbow leading to him.
Cheng Xiaoyu became Xia Shamo's longing and contradictory dream, the wind that she caught but could not embrace.
Cheng Xiaoyu, who was concentrating on driving, didn't notice the infinite tangled emotions in Xia Shamo's heart. He looked at her pale cheeks and comforted her, "It's okay. Summer, just sign up for any club you want to go to, and no one will harass you."
Already."
Xia Shamo nodded and said nothing.
Cheng Xiaoyu realized something was wrong and turned around and asked, "What's wrong with summer? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Xia Shamo looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's concerned face and tried to get rid of the endless thoughts that were entangled in her. She forced a smile and said, "It's okay, I'm just a little upset."
"Which direction is your dormitory going to? And ask your roommates to help you get the quilt and mat!" Cheng Xiaoyu was still worried about Xia Shamo's life.
This made Xia Shamo feel that this tenderness was like an endless net. She hesitated and said, "I'm sorry to trouble others!"
"Ask them to help bring it over. I'll call Wang Ou and Chen Haoran to help you bring it over." Cheng Xiaoyu insisted.
Xia Shamo obediently sent a text message to Fang Fang, who seemed to be the most talkative. He was always more decisive than herself. Or was she too dependent on him? Xia Shamo couldn't help but think.
Cheng Xiaoyu called Wang Ou again. Wang Ou agreed, and the car fell silent.
Cheng Xiaoyu tried his best to tell a joke about the college entrance examination: "The young man cried to the master: Master, I failed the college entrance examination. I couldn't get into college. My parents scolded me and my girlfriend left me. Please accept me and convert me."
Go to Buddhism!
When the master took out a stack of college entrance examination materials, the young man suddenly realized: The master told me not to give up on the college entrance examination and fight again next year, right?
The master shook his head and said: Donor, we only recruit undergraduates and above here, you should go back and get your undergraduate degree first and then come here for the interview!"
After saying this, Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but laugh first, and Xia Shamo also laughed, but half-heartedly.
Even though Cheng Xiaoyu was a man of two generations, it was impossible to guess the complicated thoughts of the girl at this moment. He could only turn up the music louder to cover up the incompatibility between the two people.
The song "Our Story" written by Cheng Xiaoyu echoed in the narrow carriage.
Xia Shamo felt that she should try to stay away from him, maybe she would stop missing him.
It's not that Cheng Xiaoyu doesn't know that Xia Shamo likes her vaguely, but Xia Shamo is a girl he can't live up to, and he himself feels that he can't give her an answer for the rest of his life, so he can only let this shallow ambiguity ferment.
.
Seeing that Xia Shamo's dormitory was approaching, Cheng Xiaoyu parked the car outside the boy's stop sign. He got out of the car and opened the door for Xia Shamo.
Xia Shamo fumbled around on the car seat for a long time, but she couldn't figure out how to open the scissor door, which made her feel even more useless. Walking out of Raventon in a bit of embarrassment, Xia Shamo whispered to Cheng Xiaoyu, "Goodbye."
.", she felt that after all, they were people from two worlds.
Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Xia Shamo, who had a somewhat sad expression, but didn't know how to comfort her. He really didn't have much experience in comforting girls. Besides, he didn't even know the reason, so how could he comfort her?
He could only watch Xia Shamo's thin figure slowly walking towards the dormitory. This girl who had never been very good at expressing herself made him feel distressed for no reason.
Xia Shamo didn't look back, she wanted to try to distance herself from him, since she was destined not to have him.
Cheng Xiaoyu watched Xia Shamo disappear and appear in the glass window on the mezzanine of the stairs. He couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Xia Shamo, "Summer, look downstairs."
Then he opened the car door, took out the guitar he brought to school from the back, and started playing and singing with his Reventon. (The English lyrics of BGM "cryonmyshoulder" are still sung in English. They are written in Chinese here because the translation is very important.)
Iftheheroneevercomestoyou
If you are feeling down and need someone to keep you company
If you are far away from love and alone
If you call a friend and no one is home
You can run away but you can't hide
Experienced the storm and endured loneliness
Cheng Xiaoyu's singing was beautiful and touching, while Rei Wenton was exaggerated and sharp. The whole girls' dormitory was shocked by this ordinary boy with nothing in common, and stopped for his soulful and beautiful melody. Many girls felt that Cheng Xiaoyu was just one step away.
A bouquet of flowers is the perfect confession.
I will tell you a destined fact
The most beautiful thing in life
It's all free
if you want to cry
lean on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares about you
If you feel sad and your heart grows cold
I will let you know the power of friendship (here reallove is changed to friendship)
If your skies are gray, please let me know
When Xia Shamo heard Cheng Xiaoyu's beautiful and touching singing, she squatted in the stairwell and burst into tears. She wanted to work harder to become stronger and strong enough to be worthy of him. Even if there was no result in the end, she still wanted to try to accompany him.
Take a walk.
Chapter completed!