Extra textA crazy woman(2/3)
"People like me are born to face endless torture and are destined to have tragic consequences. I used to think that I was special and detached from others, but in the end I discovered that I was not like that. I was just,
I just have better luck than others."
The nun was stunned for a moment, then said,
"Then, where did this disease come from? There must be a source and cause. Can you tell me?"
The woman in front of her turned her head to look at the nun in front of her, then shook her head and said,
"this"
"Is it a little hard to say it? It doesn't matter. The Mother Goddess will forgive you, but I can still feel what you are distressed about. Can you tell me what is distressing you?"
"Sister, let me tell you a fable."
"Please say."
"Do you know about Titanic?"
"what is that?"
"Ah, forget it, I'm already starting to lose my mind."
The woman with disheveled hair in front of her shook her head helplessly. She didn't know if it was an illusion, but the nun always felt that something was moving on the body of the woman in front of her.
"The current situation is like this. Suppose you are a passenger on a large ship. When the ship is sailing on the boundless sea, the God of Death suddenly appears and jokingly tells the captain, first mate and others of the big ship a prophecy, but
No one can understand what this prophecy specifically says, but they know one thing: this ship is destined to sink. But where and how it will sink is a mystery."
The woman in front of me danced and performed. She played several roles vividly and restored everything on the ship.
"The captain said: 'Ah, since it's so dangerous, let's return quickly and return to where we started!' But the first mate said, 'Wait a minute, captain, it's possible that the place where our ship sank in the prophecy is where we return.
Where is the place? We should drive ahead and find a nearby place to dock!' The second mate said, 'Ha, isn't it possible that we are in the process of finding a place to dock?' The third mate said,'
We should keep driving towards our destination and not deviate from the course!' The helmsman said, 'Why don't we just wait to die like this'"
The next second, her smile stopped abruptly, and suddenly turned into a bony, nervous expressionless face, which seemed to be her original expression at this moment.
She stretched out her finger and pointed at the nun in front of her, and said slowly to her,
"At this moment, you, an ordinary person on this ship, are really smart. Not only did you secretly hear the God of Death telling the captain their prophecy, but you also unintentionally deciphered what the prophecy meant. But when you realized this
When the prophecy really means something, you find that the prophecy is so close that you feel that no matter what you do, you can't change the prophecy of sinking.
"But actually you have another choice, that is to sneak away alone. Throw away everything on the boat, what nonsense prophecies, the friends and devout believers you met on the boat, throw away everything, and then run away, except for those few
Except for the captain and the first mate, no one on the ship knows about the prophecy. They are all still singing and singing in the cabin day and night, and they are happy to be alive."
The nun frowned in confusion. She thought carefully about the other party's words, and then murmured,
"Well, can't you just run away with more people? If you already have a way to escape?"
"Of course not. Think about it, how can a cynical God of Death endure to watch the prey that is about to fall into the bag escape? Maybe there are so many passengers on the ship, and he will not notice if one escapes, but two escapes.
One, three or more, and he discovered it?"
The woman in front of me shook her head again and explained further,
"And, to be honest, most of the people on this ship don't treat you very well. Maybe you shouldn't be alone on the ship, you should be a dirty street rat that everyone shouts and beats.
Yes, the logic is more consistent in this way. Only then can the mouse eavesdrop on the conversations of the big shots, and can it also escape from the hands of death, right?"
The nun was thinking about it, but she did not cling to this prophecy and make fuss about the flaws in this prophecy.
She just looked at the woman in front of her with some concern, and then after a moment of hesitation, she suddenly opened her hands and hugged the woman in front of her.
The nun's selfless, gentle, pious and warm embrace melted the words that the woman was about to say into her mouth. After she was slightly stunned, she opened her hands naturally and did not hug her back.
It wasn't until a second passed that the nun in front of her gently let go of the woman in front of her, and she said,
"Although maybe this prophecy does not refer to you, I can feel your confusion and pain. You are feeling guilty and regretful, but mice and evil people will not feel this way."
The woman in front of me glanced at the nun, then laughed and said,
"If it were before, if a beautiful woman like you fell into my arms, I would have"
The nun expressionlessly turned to get the broom again, but was interrupted by the laughter of the woman behind her.
"Just kidding, you know, I'm not that kind of person. Although I'm a bit bitter, I've changed my ways."
The nun sighed silently, and then looked at the woman next to her with blank eyes. After hesitating for a moment, she suddenly said,
"If there is really no way to avoid it, then leave."
The woman next to her turned to look at her, but the nun kept looking at the text in the Kadu Canon in front of her. She knew that this line of text would soon be chiseled out.
Combined with the current sensitive environment, the nun thought that the black-haired woman next to her was a Kadu who was trying to survive in Nali. Although her face didn’t look much like it, this guy’s face was basically hidden in the dark.
Fali, maybe I didn’t observe carefully?
Just by looking at this guy's black hair, maybe we can tell who she is as Kadu, right?
"The Mother Goddess once taught us to be gentle, to be kind, and to be pious, but when I came here from my hometown, I was greatly disappointed in others. Not only Nali was disappointed, but also Kadu, the sanctuary of many devout believers.
In this way. The believers who should have stayed away from the world, while reciting the oath of the Mother Goddess, killed living beings, deceived and acted violently."
The woman next to her smiled slightly, looked at the nun who was staring blankly at the wall and said,
"disappointed?"
But unexpectedly, the nun shook her head, then turned around and smiled,
"No, I'm not disappointed. Perhaps, I just haven't discovered for a long time that the teachings I believe in are only for myself. I don't want to be a crazy believer, nor do I have any sympathy for the mother goddess I have never seen.
I have unrealistic fantasies. I just believe in the kindness of the Mother Goddess and hope to turn her kindness into my own kindness; I just believe in the wisdom of the Mother Goddess and hope to turn her wisdom into my own.
"As long as I don't feel guilty and do my best, then I won't criticize myself. My friend, the same is true for you. No one will criticize you. The only one who criticizes you is you from beginning to end."
The woman in front of her just looked at the nun in front of her. After two seconds of silence, she stood up with a smile, then stretched out her hand, and a stack of heavy banknotes and a small box suddenly appeared in her hand.
"Thank you, I feel much better. Maybe today is the last day of our fate, so before I leave, I will leave you some gifts to express my gratitude to you."
The woman in front of her smiled, then threw away the stack of banknotes and the box, and the two things flew into the nun's hands as if they were automatically searching for their owner.
The nun was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly stood up to refuse.
“As a believer of the Mother Goddess, how could I?”
"Do you want to open it first and take a look before saying whether you want to refuse?"
""
The nun was stunned for a moment, then opened the small box, and suddenly found an extremely simple book lying inside.
The book had gone through many years of erosion, and even the words recorded on it were not in Kadu, but in ancient humanities. Fortunately, although the nun came from a small place, she had loved learning and hobbies since she was a child.
He studied various classics, so he also dabbled in ancient humanities.
She recognized the title of the book,
"Creation Book"
“The source of the Creation Sutra?!
"
The nun's hands were so frightened that she almost couldn't hold the box steady, but fortunately, her faith in the Mother Goddess allowed her to hold this extremely precious thing steady.
Her little face turned pale, and she stared blankly at the "mad woman" whose whole body was covered in mystery before her, and said tremblingly,
"You are not the kind of thief wanted by all mankind, are you? This source is enshrined at the bottom of the Kadu Holy Church, guarded and enshrined by countless cardinals. Why do you want to do it?"
The woman in front of me smiled slightly and said,
"Don't worry, they didn't lose it, and the one you got is not a fake."
"Then you changed it?"
"No, it's just that nothing in this world is unique to me."
"Why?"
The crazy woman in front of her turned around and was about to leave, but the nun standing there was still shaking like a steel nail. The weight of this thing is really too heavy. Once this thing is stolen, Kadu will even ignore it.
To launch a war against foreign countries, either destroy the entire country or take this thing back, which shows how important this thing is.
And now, these holy objects that all churches believe in are just lying in their hands?
She didn't throw it away or hold it, she didn't even dare to move, she just watched the woman walking towards the door with a relaxed expression without tears.
"Hey! What should I do with this sacred thing like you and me?"
"What else can you do? You can keep it. You can sell it and share it, but you may be secretly captured by Kadu's spies at night, and then torture you and force you to tell the truth."
"ah?"
"Haha, just kidding"
At the end of her words, the crazy woman who was about to walk out of the door turned her head again. She smiled slightly, revealing a smiling and meaningful eye from her long black hair.
"Don't worry, no one, no existence will find you here, not even your mother goddess."
"Hey, what are you talking about?"
To be continued...