Chapter 611 No

The extreme pain made Fisher subconsciously want to escape, to a place where the pain could not catch up, to a place of absolute safety.

His consciousness subconsciously ran away in an unknown direction until he left everything around him behind, turning everything he had experienced into a dream, and into confusion where he couldn't see the direction clearly.

In this kind of escape, it seemed that he had never obtained such a thing, and he had never left Saint-Nali at all.

So, if this was the case, before Gedlin IX was about to die, he should no longer be able to restrain his youth that he had let down many years ago, and took the initiative to write a letter to Elisabeth Gedlin, as written in the previously unsent letter.

, they met again and cleared up all the past misunderstandings.

Therefore, Dexter became the emperor naturally, and he also fulfilled Elizabeth's promise to hand over military power, allowing Fisher and Elizabeth to find a good time to get married.

If that were the case, they probably should be living happily now.

Of course, there are still troubles. As long as it is life, there will definitely be troubles.

Fisher Benavidez is busy with his papers and various affairs in the Royal Academy every day, because after Dexter succeeded to the throne, the home of the Griffin Party was handed over to him, the Empire.

The first prince-in-law came to deal with it.

Elisabeth Gedlin also had conflicts with her brother because of many political disagreements. She looked down on her brother's hesitation and stupidity on many issues, while his brother believed that it was time for her to have a child with Fisher instead of interfering every day.

For what they had done, they should have quarreled many times. This anger was often brought home by Elizabeth, and Fisher personally comforted her.

This is how the years should be spent, the ordinary years are spent like this day by day, Elizabeth still loves Fisher as she did when she was eighteen years old, and she is the only one who lives in Fisher's heart, but she doesn't know it.

Why, Fisher always felt that something was missing in his heart.

Perhaps it was when he asked why Elizabeth's eyes were always so dull but she put it off with a smile, or perhaps when he returned to the second-floor house of Ms. Martha's house, he always felt that there should be a faint fragrance here.

But he visited all the perfume shops in Saint-Nali and couldn't find the same smell. Or maybe it was the newly opened Saint-Nali University. He always felt familiar there, but when he went there, he only met Milly.

Ka reported to the school that her roommate had suddenly and mysteriously disappeared.

This feeling made Fisher feel more and more insecure. He subconsciously wanted to find a safe place, so following his instinct, he ran back to the place where he grew up, the church school, and wanted to be in it.

Pray to Teresa.

This place is still the same as before, except that without Theresa, everything has become particularly deserted. It is a remote place that not many people noticed. Even Fisher came here only to be old and rickety.

priest cleaning.

The priest seemed not to see him, and Fisher didn't say anything. He just sat under the statue of the Mother Goddess and watched quietly as the priest turned on the radio and cleaned the church.

On the radio, news from all over the world is played.

What mysterious scene appeared in the city of Philon in the southern continent, which frightened the city lords within a hundred miles around and hurriedly returned to the western continent with their families; what happened was that the original pioneer Blake disappeared mysteriously and his whereabouts were unknown; what appeared near the sea

A mysterious giant creature; why the Tulan family in the Sema Snow Mountains in the north was suddenly wiped out overnight?

But Fisher ignored this. He might feel familiar, but he felt that it had nothing to do with him. It was like an anecdote from a foreign country in a gossip newspaper, and it was not as curious as the explosion magic recently developed by Shivali.

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He didn't want to think about anything now, he just wanted to hide here like this, because only here he felt safe, as carefree as when he was hiding in Theresa's arms when he was a child.

It wasn't until an unknown moment that the old priest stopped what he was doing, turned off the radio, and handed a Virgin cigarette in his arms to Fisher, who had his head lowered.

Fisher was stunned for a moment and looked up at the cigarette handed over by the old priest. After hesitating for a moment, he still reached out and took it and said "thank you".

"hiss"

The friction of matches sounded quietly, lighting the cigarettes in Fisher's and the old priest's mouths, and burying their thoughts in a cloud of smoke.

Just by the scent of tobacco, Fisher's consciousness seemed to wake up little by little. The pain that spread into the depths of his soul, and the fear of watching his body turn into mud little by little, made him still...

There is lingering fear in my heart.

He had experienced these pains countless times before, and he was still fine when fighting Philon in the Southern Continent. When confronting Black, his life force had been sucked out like a candle in the wind, and with Erwind

When fighting to the death, he was chased by death again without worrying about the fate of his life.

At that time, he never flinched, but now, when the chaos completely bloomed in his body, making him so painful that he wished to die immediately, he really felt scared.

He is a living person. Since he is a living person, he will inevitably have concerns in his heart. He will also be afraid and hide his consciousness here because he does not want to experience the pain just now.

There was even a moment when he was thinking that it would be better to be with Elizabeth like he did just now if he hadn't achieved anything like this.

He smoked a cigarette for the first time in a long time, stared at the flames burning at the end of the cigarette, and couldn't help but ask,

"I wonder, if I had never left Sannereal, would it have been less painful?"

The priest coughed and said without looking at him,

"Actually, you don't have to take them so seriously. Even if they have a physical relationship with you, it's not impossible to leave them behind."

Fisher smiled bitterly and said,

"Isn't this too heartless?"

"Didn't you think about this word when you started a new relationship with another woman?"

Fisher took a puff of cigarette, thought for a moment, and said firmly,

"This is all strange."

"You boy"

The priest smiled "haha", but didn't say anything else. He just said,

"You know, I'm actually very similar to you, or I should feel very similar. It's just that I chose to abandon them at that time, because you should know that once a person can see the memory of his past life, you

I instantly became 'that person' in every life. Therefore, when I discovered that I have a destined destiny in every life, the pain accumulated over thousands of lives would crush me and make me feel

despair"

When the conversation changed, the priest tilted his head slightly and looked at Fisher, revealing his golden hair and blue eyes that were so sparse as to be Mediterranean under the black robe.

"But on the contrary, if the person in every life is you, then you are not the person in every life. So, in the end, I looked away. My wife and daughter who died in this life, my sister and brother who died in the previous life

, my companions who died in my previous lives, my same-born soul bodies who died in my previous lives, they have nothing to do with me, I want to leave them all behind, abandon them."

Many strange words that seemed to come from certain civilizations outside the world came out of the mouth of the "priest" in front of him. Fisher thought for a while and couldn't help but ask with a smile,

"So, how did you end up, Caleb Utz?"

Caleb Uzi smiled, took a long drag on his cigarette, spread his hands and said,

"crazy."

"crazy?"

"Well, I turned into that puddle of black mud, messed with Long Ting, and then returned to the west completely. But you should know that I had no choice at that time. No matter whether I left it behind or not, I had already reached the end of my time.

There is no way to look back, and the regrets in this life can no longer be made up for, let alone the regrets from the previous life or even a hundred lifetimes."

Everything around him began to become transparent, as if outside the church here, there was all the mud that made Fisher tremble and fear, and this also reminded him that he had not escaped from the suffering here.

At this moment, churches in all directions began to become precarious. The statue of the Mother Goddess collapsed in response, and a passage to the underground was opened from the ground. Indescribable singing came from it, like a mother coaxing her to sleep.

Like a child's lullaby

Fisher's body trembled slightly, and after being tortured by the black mud, he subconsciously got up and fled to the underground of the church, somewhere deeper.

But the next moment, through the gradually becoming transparent church periphery, he watched helplessly as a figure wrapped in red also fell into the black mud. The black mud entangled her more and more tightly, trying to remove everything from her body.

Everything is swallowed up.

"Rafael"

Fisher's movement to escape was slightly delayed. With the help of the terrifying black mud, which seemed to penetrate his soul, he soon saw Rafael's soul as bright as the sun.

I also saw a strange connection with the spirit world.

In Fisher's sight, he saw the bright light in Rafael's lower abdomen, indicating to Fisher that there was a life being formed there.

Fisher looked at Rafael in disbelief as he sank deeper and deeper into the black mud. At this moment, he finally realized where the child Caleb Uzi mentioned in the supplementary manual came from.

Got it

"How about it? It's beautiful. The sea of ​​souls in the spiritual world looks like when it's locked in the mother's body. It's a pity that when my wife had my daughter, I was still busy with work, and I didn't have the soul to complete the manual. I couldn't see it.

Will there be such fluctuations in her body at that time?"

""

Fisher looked back at Caleb Uzi, looking at him with such pain and envy as he looked at the falling Rafael in the black mud. Perhaps, in his current life and all his previous lives, he had experienced such a

The souls on the long journey are waiting to return to this moment, to the moment before losing everything.

Maybe Caleb Utz was right, he and all of his previous lives were irreversible.

It's a pity that Fisher has no previous life, and he is not Caleb Utz

He still had a chance to save it, but now, he had to go back.

In the dynasty, Hellel just watched the black mud dragging Rafael into it, who was desperate to die. She stretched out her hand, and countless black mud poured over her body, wrapping her body in blazing flames.

In it, but at the same time, the black mud was also eroding her soul pervasively.

"Uh-huh"

But at this moment, behind Heller, in the black mud, Fisher, who was completely unconscious due to pain, began to tremble again.
To be continued...