96 Contradiction(1/3)
"Ah, I think the factor that triggered my death may be the thought of 'I want to live', right?"
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Fisher and Emhardt on his shoulders were stunned at the same time, but Holland seemed particularly calm when he said these words. He just turned his head and looked at the magma in the distance, letting the scorching heat generated by the magma
The light hit his face, giving his pale cheeks that were originally like a living corpse some warm color.
“This is really true”
Emhard couldn't help but complain, and Holland also accepted his words,
"Good fortune plays tricks on people?"
"It makes a little sense, but how is it possible?"
"Who knows?"
Holland flexed his fingers, but he had already figured out something in his mind, and he gradually opened his heart to Fisher.
"Where I live, there are wars and famines every day. I chose to leave my hometown just to have a bite to eat and finally joined the order that believed in the Crow. I just had to put my head in my belt and fight with
Those madmen are keeping company, in fact, in order to survive, the members of the cult will randomly rank the members who are preparing for the ceremony to determine the order. I am relatively lucky and unlucky. I drew the last number.
"So after that, while watching the people in front of me die tragically in the experiment, I counted down the days until it was my turn to perform the ceremony with my fingers. Until now, I have forgotten what it was like.
Feelings, I just felt that the countdown time should mean something to me, it should be the desire to survive. So as time came, I finally could not overcome the fear of death and ran away from the cult in advance, but was killed during the escape.
They caught it"
Fisher finally realized where Holland's stolen death came from. When he chose to escape from the cult and was caught because of his desire to survive, his death had already arrived, and Ah
It was then that Gareth took his death away,
"So, now, in your heart, you actually want to live, right, Holland?"
"Um."
Holland thought for a long time before confirming his idea as if he was relieved, but Fisher didn't know whether to congratulate him or not.
According to the concept of normal people, being able to survive is certainly a joyful thing, but Holland's expression at this moment was very complicated, making Fisher somewhat unpredictable.
Sure enough, at the next moment, Huo Lan, who was looking at the magma, spoke again,
"But I decided to die anyway, Fisher."
"Hey, isn't it? Brother, didn't you just say that you want to live? Why did you suddenly change just after you said it? Do you have a split personality?"
Emhard opened his mouth, and then began to complain in a somewhat speechless manner. Fisher did not speak, but only cast an inquiring look at him.
Huo Lan also laughed humorously, shook his head and explained,
"Agares stole my triggers and left me forever in the cult, waiting for death. I feel like I'm still in that cage, putting myself in just to have enough food for a few days.
I was on the death list, waiting for someone to read my name and take me out. The death taken away by Agares only increased the number of people queuing in front of me to an infinite number, and made my heart become calm.
But, Fisher, I am destined to be unable to escape from this prison.
"What I think in my heart and the actual result are inevitable contradictions for me. When I want to live, the death I lost will come back, and when I want to die, everything will be the same as before.
Stillness, of course, also includes death; it is like a choice, either anxiously waiting for the death with an infinite number in front of you, or fearing for survival and drawing the next death number in advance."
He was silent for a moment, reached into his arms, took out a simple book with the words "Death Completion Manual" engraved on the cover, and placed it in front of Fisher, another person who could see it.
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"Fischer, if it were you, how would you choose?"
"I will also choose to die."
Fisher was silent for a moment, then looked into Holland's eyes and said,
"The latter may be a mistake, but in the former, you have truly experienced its pain and want to get rid of it. If you will regret whatever you choose, it is better to choose the option that is worthy of your past self, which is [death]."
Huo Lan smiled, lowered his head, and murmured,
"Well, it does make sense. I am worthy of being a scholar of Nali, but maybe this way I will be [normal]."
"Why?"
"Well, because the coming of death is sometimes contradictory to your thoughts. When you want to die, your life will subconsciously resist, giving you extreme fear and making you give up the idea; and when you want to
When you want to live, no matter how much you struggle with your life, it will be like a flickering candle that will be extinguished as soon as you blow it. If this is the case, then let me die paradoxically."
At this moment, even Emhardt, the usually talkative guy, stopped talking, and Fisher also remained silent. He opened his mouth and was about to say something, when Holland raised his finger and pointed in the direction above,
His expression also became more serious,
"Moreover, the situation above is very serious now. The crack has begun to burst. Although there is a process of burning, and the crack is still Darathagon's domain, he may be able to delay the time to a certain extent. But the collapse of the crack is certain. This
Maybe it's just the beginning, especially since the old immortal also said that as long as these manuals still exist, the destruction will not stop.
"There are six manuals in total, corresponding to six types of chaos with different nature and origin. Currently, the whereabouts of the four manuals are clear. The destiny is completed at the old immortal, death is with me, life and soul are with you, and the cardinal and the former president
The magic manuals are missing, but according to Lao Immortal’s research over the past thousands of years, their whereabouts are likely to be related to the spirit world.”
Six supplementary manuals, six sources of chaos of different natures
Fisher suddenly thought of the reminder that the Asian nymphomaniac left for him through Sidi. She said, "There are one or six types of existence that attempt to destroy the world." If the six types are the source of these six types of completion manuals, then that "
What is "a" type of "or"?
"There's another thing. The previous method of worshiping the Demon God to release the two Demon Gods was not the base."
"Well, I know this"
Fisher knew about this when Emhardt said it was an emergency, but he was still thinking about whether to ask Heller about it or not to disclose it to Heller.
Go and investigate clearly, because even if he asks Heller, he can't be sure whether the answer he gets is true or false.
She said she was quitting because the plan had failed, but Fisher wasn't sure if she meant it.
Fisher has decided to collect all the completion manuals and solve the prophecy of annihilation according to his own attempts. He already knows that the prophecy of annihilation is related to the women he knows, because they are the people who appear in the prophecy.
If Heller is still considering letting himself give up the prophecy of annihilation to save himself, will he let it go?
Instead of getting an answer that he didn't know was true or false, it would be better to wait for him to find clues on his own.
"Well, I know that your relationship with the Demon God of Worship is unusual, but I won't judge your private life at this time. But if you don't want to exchange ideas with her, there is a possibility that I can let her out.
Clues about Gareth and Barbatos' methods."
When Emhardt heard Holland mention Fisher's private life, he suddenly became energetic and opened his mouth as if he wanted to share his experience and self-thoughts with his colleagues, but Fisher had already predicted his move and started to speak.
Gently reach out and grab him who wants to speak, and catch him,
"What clue?"
Holland thought for a moment and then asked,
"Well, Fisher, have you ever heard of an elf named 'Tsuki'?"
Fisher's pupils shrank slightly and his brows wrinkled subconsciously.
"The youngest son of the three elf sons."
"I don't know her, but when Jasmine used the power of the pedestal to expand into the dynasty, I could also feel the situation in the dynasty. Jasmine said she didn't feel the effect of the pedestal, so I
After investigating the original seal situation of Barbatos and Agares, I found two woods with strange contents, Tsukimu, which should be related to the body of a certain elf. That kind of wood seems to be related to the mother goddess.
The force produced some kind of reaction, so they were allowed to escape."
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Can Tsuki's power break the seal of the Mother Goddess?
When Holland said this, Fisher suddenly remembered something.
The appearance of Tsuki and Renee are exactly the same, and Tsuki's whereabouts are still unknown. Infinite power and death have created new consciousness, so will the Mother Goddess and Tsuki have some kind of connection?
And coincidentally, Heller met Tsuki, and she even had a mirror that Tsuki gave her, and told her that she was the key to solving the prophecy of annihilation.
Fisher seemed to understand the logic, but he was not sure why Tsuki's power could distort the seal of the Mother Goddess, and what kind of relationship Tsuki had with the Mother Goddess.
"I know, thank you, Holland, this is a very key clue." Fisher nodded, took a deep breath, and then asked Holland, "If you have decided what to do, then
Is there anything else I can help you with?"
Holland thought for a moment, stood up and looked upward, turned to Fisher and said,
"I do need you to do me one last favor. You should also want to see Priest Jasmine and Queen Rafael outside the dynasty. Let's go. Let's go above ground first and then I'll tell you the details."
Fisher also stood up and agreed, because he was indeed worried about Rafael and Jasmine above and wanted to confirm their status.
"Eliog?"
He turned around and wanted to inform Eliog behind him, but she didn't move after calling her twice. When Fisher jumped up and took a look, he found that she had fallen asleep with her mouth spread out.
Breathing in and out, he seemed to be sleeping soundly.
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"Hoo ho ho!!"
In the sky of the Southern Continent, a huge hole is spreading. The feeling of a certain space being burned is something that other ordinary creatures cannot feel. In the eyes of the humans and demi-humans in the Nanzhi Mountains, they don’t even know what is happening.
To be continued...