Self-esteem is a person. The basic bottom line of life is to respect yourself, maintain your personal dignity, and not allow others to insult or discriminate. But when the bloody knife of "reality" is cut on your body, only you know the pain. Does she still have self-esteem when choosing this path? Some are also because of her self-esteem, because she thinks that I am still a well-known artist, right?

Therefore, her self-esteem that has become distorted makes her absolutely not allowed to work and earn money to support herself. In this way, her self-esteem that has distorted gradually evolves into the current "vanity" of "in society" and "in public opinion". The two psychological states of self-esteem and vanity are "neighbors", so they are often confused by others.

Is it because she is forced by real life that she chooses to take the path because of her self-esteem, or is it to satisfy the vanity of her artist's glamorous appearance? Maybe she can't tell the difference between all this? The path was chosen by herself, but now she was hit hard by Li Yuhao and her only remaining shameful heart.

Her hands were placed on her knees covered by the table. She kept grabbing her close-fitting jeans, gritting her teeth and lowering her eyes. Li Yuhao's words seemed to defeat her inner self-defense line. The shame that arose in her heart made her constantly look for words in her mind that she wanted to defend herself.

But once she went to analyze, she began to ask herself in her mind, "Yes, why did I choose to take this path by myself?" No one would force this path, everything was her own choice.

When she said she owed some money and hoped that Li Yuhao could help tell BC about the performance fee in advance, Li Yuhao generously lent her an interest-free amount of '100 million won't, hoping that she could live a good life. However, after she paid back the money and participated in the show, she had been idle at home for the time after she participated in the show, and there was no invitation. However, when the daily expenses and other daily expenses hit her again, she realized that there was no income at all.

What can I use to maintain my basic living expenses? Although Li Yuhao borrowed money to herself, she waited until she calmed down before she felt more and more owe it. What should I do? What can I use to repay this 100 million won?

The monthly rent, management fees, gas, electricity, water, food, cosmetics, and daily consumption, there are too many things that suddenly come. She saw that her life still has no changes, and everything in life costs money. But the problem is that she has no itinerary and no invitations, where can she transform the "money"?

Do you really have to borrow money to live without income? You can borrow money from your friends around you once, but who can borrow money for a lifetime? The more you delay your life, the more debts you will owe. Would she let all the friends around her know that she is relying on borrowing money from all directions to survive?

It is said that people live a face and trees live a skin. Is it still worth living like this? Do you still need your basic dignity when facing friends? Especially when you can't pay back the money when you are in trouble, your friends around you will definitely talk about "Gna borrowed money from me when they meet. It's been 'how long' and there's no news about repaying the money. Hey, she hasn't appeared on TV now. I think I can't count on repaying the money.'

The next one will definitely continue to say, ‘Ah, she has borrowed so much from me. Has she been so difficult recently?’

Gradually, the news will spread in the circle. Should she still be in the entertainment industry? Should she still be in the face? So maintaining the basics of her life can at least allow herself to live without being "discriminated against" by her friends around her. Her self-esteem evolved into vanity.

Gna couldn't find any excuse to defend herself. She seemed to have given up her dignity in front of Li Yuhao. She smiled bitterly and said to Li Yuhao with a feeling of giving up her. "President Li, if I don't come out to 'blind date', how should I live my next life? I still owe you 100 million won, what should I pay you back?"

Since she has been "stripped naked" in front of him, what is the point of thinking about whether she is embarrassed or not? These are nothing more important. What is important is how to survive.

She couldn't let go of the glamorous life that South Korea created, so no matter how hard or tired she was, she had to find a way to survive in Korea. So while she still had some money given by Li Yuhao, she could only choose this way out herself, which was a "way" that she felt that she could persist in walking.

Listening to her words, Li Yuhao frowned and said, "Do you think you can live a life like this? Do you think your choice of this path is caused by the helplessness of life? To put it bluntly, you just can't let go of your face. Haha I can only say that you are really too naive."

"Can't let go? Naive? Maybe that's the case. But what can I do? My contract period is about to be over, and no agency comes to contact me. And I have heard some news from the company, and the company has no plans to renew my contract with me. So what should I do in my life? Did I ask me to go back to Canada to tell my mother that I can't make it in Korea, so I'm back. But what can I do if I go back? What will I do besides singing? At least I have a chance in Korea in the future."

When Gna defended her 'can't let go', Li Yuhao laughed instantly: "Haha, it's a joke, opportunity? What opportunity? Is your screen image very funny? Or do you have the talent for creation? I have watched your show performance, you don't have any funny talent. Even Korean is not smooth, what can you reflect on the screen? Without an agency, you have neither capital nor popularity. Do you think that songwriter in Korea will give you songs for free? Don't tease, your "Beautiful Underwear" has not even earned the capital. Who would be willing to invest money for you now? And you think you can really live on your "blind date"? This is the biggest joke I have ever heard."

Just as Li Yuhao said here, the phone in Gna's bag rang out ringing. She turned on a Chanel bag that she took out for face and took out her phone from the bag: "My agent called me, I'm leaving. President Li, I will pay you back your money as soon as possible."

"Haha, after listening to me, you're thinking about whether to leave or not. You can turn silent first."

"Uh, I know." Although she didn't know what Li Yuhao was going to say, she suddenly felt uneasy in her heart. She quickly adjusted her phone into a silent mode, and then looked up at Li Yuhao.

Li Yuhao smiled and said, "The 'agent' you mentioned is not Jiang xx from your company, right?"

"Well, how do you know?"

"Of course I know that this is not the first time he has done such a thing, and I heard that the 'agent fee' he charged was 1.50,000 won. Haha, this is known in the upper circle. Do you still think that the Korean police have not paid attention to him? In fact, the police have paid a long time ago, but he paid the protection fee. Every time he will pay 50,000 to the director of the xxx Police Department. And there are many reporters who know that he does this. The reporters didn't reveal it but just didn't catch a big fish. Once you go in, you will add big chips to them. Oh, by the way, another thing is that if you step into this incident, your name will enter the list in the database of the Procuratorate."

After Li Yuhao said this, Gna's phone rang again. At this time, her hands holding the phone began to tremble and kept trembling. Her cheeks, which were originally brightly red due to shame, instantly turned pale at this moment.

Because she knew that what Li Yuhao said was absolutely true, he didn't need to scare himself to have fun. When she thought of half of her foot stepping into the abyss, she was instantly scared to her vest and sweating. The phone she was holding in her hand was shaking like a thousand pounds. The phone was like a death talisman. She was scared. This was the first time she felt scared.

If she was not lucky today, she came over on the same flight as Li Yuhao and met him at the place where she left the customs. Then she felt that she was really finished, really.

Although Li Yuhao's narration was very dull, this incident had a huge wave in her heart. The media knew that the procuratorate knew that when she was summoned, she would leave South Korea forever, and even if she returned to Canada, she would be pointed at by all the Koreans living there.

At that time, it can be said that her life will be ruined. Such disgraceful news comes out, especially as a public figure, which will definitely become the focus of the moment. Can she still raise her head at that time?

Thinking of this, a cold feeling came from the depths of her heart and traveled all over her body. In Los Angeles, a temperature of 20 degrees, she couldn't help but tremble.
Chapter completed!