Chapter 154: The fooled child
Chen Li regained his freedom.
He is in the military district not far from the airport.
He regained his freedom, but was not happy. Because he understood that this meant that Li Fei had found that person, the man who was also called Chen Li in Taipei City.
It also means that he will part with Li Fei.
He sat on the side of the road outside the military district.
His heart hurts very much, and he doesn't know how to bear it.
The sound of the motorcycle's horn suddenly rang.
Chen Li looked up and found that his motorcycle was parked on the left thirty meters away, and next to the car was Li Fei.
"What are you doing? When you come out, you sit on the ground in a daze, like a child. Can you be more mature? I like mature men."
Chen Li was both surprised and happy. He thought Li Fei had left.
"You haven't left yet?"
Li Fei stepped on the back seat of the motorcycle, shook her long hair, and said with a smile, "Let's go, do you want me to drive you?"
Chen Li stepped on the motorcycle.
“Where to go?”
In fact, he knew. He also knew that Li Fei would leave after today. This day was her who left it to the end of their relationship.
Chen Li wanted to say something, but he endured it. Li Fei hadn't said it yet, and he couldn't wait to say it.
"Go back to school first."
Chen Li started the motorcycle and rushed to the road like a storm with Li Fei with her long hair floating and flying.
"Hurry up, drive quickly, don't step on the brakes on the road!"
Li Fei held her ear and shouted.
Chen Li read Li Fei’s thoughts.
She was very sad, very sad. So she took the risk, she thought, if something happened and they all died, then she would die. She just wanted to dilute the pain in her heart in the stimulation of adventure and satisfy the tendency of self-destruction caused by pain at this moment.
"good!"
Chen Li agreed and tried his best to speed up.
Because he was also very uncomfortable!
The motorcycle quickly reached its maximum speed and carried them, galloping on the road.
Although the speed is fast, Chen Li did not change his usual way of walking.
When he encountered the overpass that should be leap, he still leap, and when he encountered the place where he should be leap, he still turned...
He was afraid of nothing, and so was Li Zhai.
They are indulging in emotions and putting themselves in danger.
It was extremely thrilling again and again, and it was slid at high speed into the corner.
However, it has never been out of control.
Every time he skates at high speed into the Zun, Chen Li and Li Fei look forward to it, that speed and angle will make people lose control.
But every time, it didn't get out of control.
When the motorcycle drove to the back door of the school, Li Fei stepped on the brakes.
When the motorcycle stopped, they all felt that the sacred thought...
"Don't say anything, don't ask anything."
Li Fei hugged Chen Li and took the initiative to kiss him. Her slender legs wrapped around his waist like a snake, wrapped them tightly and hugged them.
Chen Li responded to her feelings, hugged her, and walked up the stairs under the passionate caress of each other and walked to Li Fei's dormitory door.
The door was closed and opened as soon as it touched.
After entering the door, Chen Li kicked the door and made a 'clang' and vibratory sound.
They hugged each other tightly, putting their hands into each other's clothes, and stroking them violently. Chun, who was tightly attached, never separated.
When they fell on the bed together, Shuangchun separated slightly.
Li Fei pulled off the buttons on Chen Li's pants and pulled the chains of the pants.
With a rapid breathing, she said excitedly, "Rabbit me! Hesitate me hard! Raise me to the fullest!" She pulled Chen Li's pants and vented the hot spring, saying without any restraint, "Even if you have imagined and hoped for me! Don't worry about whether you will hurt me or whether you will damage my body. I just want to be ravaged by you, hard and constantly! I want to remember you, I will never forget you, remember you!"—
Li Fei hugged Chen Li tightly, and hugged him tightly with all her strength. Her nails fell into Chen Li's flesh. But she ignored it, Chen Li felt pain, but this pain made his emotions burst even more crazy like ignited gunpowder.
He tore Li Fei's top apart, pulled off Li Fei's bra, tore open Li Fei's pants, and broke Li Fei's underwear.
He didn't care that it would make Li Fei hurt.
Because this pain is what Li Fei wants and a deep memory.
He grabbed Li Zhai's round buttocks, his towering breasts, and pressed her under him with force, regardless of whether it would make her breathless.
Li Fei's legs were tightly wrapped around his waist, wrapped them with all his strength, and endured his tyrannical ravages with all his efforts.
… (Omitted a few hundred words)
They hugged each other tiredly while indulging in counseling.
After a short nap, I was entangled with counseling again, releasing the pain of parting and cherishing the time I met before parting.
Time and again, as if they were going to make up for all the lingering things they had originally hoped for in one day.
The wall clock on the wall walked from four in the morning when they entered the house to four in the afternoon.
When another catharsis for indulgence was over, Li Fei cried bitterly.
It’s not because her body hurts by Chen Li, it’s because time passes too quickly, it’s because her body has reached its limit.
"Chen Li, Chen Li... Don't hate me, I love you, I can't control my feelings, I can't refuse your love... Don't say that I will wait for me, don't expect that I will say that I will wait for you in Taipei City. I don't like saying such self-deception, and I don't like immature children."
Li Fei wiped her tears, but her eyes immediately burst out. She held Chen Li's face, smiled, and said.
"After breaking up, please live seriously. Love what you should love and love what you want. You always say you want to know what love is. I tell you that love is not a disconnect from reality, an illusory and unrealistic fantasy, nor is it a mirage and water moon in the dreams of childish children."
“I know you want to say this is not the end.
But I don't want to hear it. If this is not the end, then we will start again in the future. If there really is that day, I hope to see you, a mature man who understands women, love, life, and is mature. Don't be foolish and wait for an undetermined future. Such a little boy will never understand what love is."
Li Fei said, sobbing in sorrow again, and her voice turned into crying.
She hugged Chen Li's body tightly.
"Did you understand? Did you hear it?"
"Well, I understand." Chen Li agreed gently.
Yes, he understood.
In the past, he was unwilling to admit that his inner conception of love was a childish fantasy.
Unwilling to accept Li Fei's pessimistic and negative predictions about the future.
But now, he has to admit his naivety, his fantasy.
He has the courage and determination to die for love, but it is useless. This courage and determination cannot change the cruel reality and cannot determine whether love is separation or staying together.
Chen Li wanted to laugh very much. The so-called love he saw in TV movies back then influenced him to this day.
It was just the result of his foolingness by the illusory artistic stories promoted by the times.
Until today, he has always been a child who has been fooled by illusory artistic stories!
Taking illusory artistic stories as the only definition and standard of love...
Chapter completed!