Chapter 364 [“General, please don’t…”] (Part 1)

What exactly do you want?

When Chara came out, Reinhardt's last words always lingered in his heart, as if they were lingering. The young Reinhardt's last look seemed to directly hit the most peculiar place deep in Chara's heart.

What do I... want?

Just like he got angry with Philip today, as he said - what if he was really a person with no ambition?

In other words, when I came out of the mountains - when I first came out of the mountains, I just wanted to see the world. It was better than dying in that mountain nest. Being a mercenary looks more majestic, going to more places, increasing my experiences, and when I get old, I can have more wonderful memories, so that I will not feel that my life is too boring...

But it seems that that's all...

Cheng Wang Cheng Ba...That kind of thing seemed to be very far away from me yesterday, but today, it seemed as if this opportunity suddenly fell into my hands!

But...what do I want?

Or... are these things I want?

Xia Ya frowned. After he came out of the clinic, he walked slowly along the long street with his horse.

It was already evening at this moment, and Denzel City implemented military control. At night, patrol soldiers walked past the streets and saw Xia Ya from a distance. After seeing him clearly, they recognized him as the highest commander of the city and immediately stood up to salute.

After Sha Ya returned the gift slightly, she led the horse to Qian. He came to see Reinhardt tonight. He originally wanted to test this guy, but the result...

The test was tempted. Or in other words, there was no need to test it by yourself. This guy himself calmly made his intention clear. And... he even told himself directly that he would not be absolutely loyal to him.

Damn, I'm afraid that only I dare to accept and use this kind of subordinate, right? Thinking of this, Xia Ya couldn't help but laugh at herself.

"coward!"

Cold laughter.

"Um?"

Xia Ya was stunned and realized that it was Dora's voice coming from her mind. He was a little annoyed: "What did you say?"

"I said it very clearly. If you want me to repeat it, I will satisfy you - coward!" Dora deliberately said this title resonantly and clearly.

Xia Ya snorted: "I am timid? A joke! I'm famously bold, I..."

"Yes, your courage seems to be quite good." Dora continued to sneer: "You dare to enter Manninger's army alone to be a military envoy to deceive Manninger. Thousands of troops, you will dare to rush up with hundreds of cavalry. The dangerous city is surrounded, and there are tens of thousands of Odin iron troops outside the city, and there are only a thousand people in your city, so you dare to stand on the top of the city and shout the slogan "Kill all the Odin people" - if you say this, no one can say that you are timid, but I still want to scold you - courage! Little! Ghost!!"

Xia Ya couldn't help but get angry.

"What? I think what I said is wrong? There is such a great opportunity in front of you... You are a man, haven't you always followed the heroic spirit of men? But now you have such an opportunity in front of you, you hesitate and retreat... Humph, because you are afraid!"

"...Just! I'm not afraid of death, I'm still afraid of this..." Xia Ya said this and suddenly closed her mouth.

"Hahaha!" Dora laughed wildly: "Not afraid of death! The smart boy just said it very well: Where are there absolutely no one in this world who is not afraid of death? Everyone is afraid of death, but is it worth it to sacrifice something that requires them to sacrifice. Chara, so you are afraid! Because you know very well that once you walk on this road, you will go through unimaginable difficulties in the future, overcome unimaginable difficulties, and bear unimaginable heavy responsibilities... so you are afraid! Because you know that these things are not more overwhelming than death. So... you hesitate, because you are afraid from the bottom of your heart, from the bottom of your bones!"

Xia Ya was speechless, but Dora continued to speak in one breath.

"...You are afraid of a lot! You are not a careless and careless person like you appear on the surface! You are afraid of a lot of things! You are afraid of death, you are afraid of loneliness, you are afraid of others looking down on you - the most important thing is that you are afraid of others saying you are afraid!"

The last sentence "I'm afraid that others will say you're afraid", suddenly hit Xia Ya firmly in place like a hammer!

Shaya stopped and loosened the horse's reins: "...what did you say?"

"You are afraid that others will say you are afraid." Dora continued to sneer: "Who are you? You are Chara Leiming, you are brave and brave in combat, you are a famous warrior in the army. You lead the soldiers to fight and rush in front, you are deeply grateful for the morale of the army... But you just have to be "not afraid" because of these things! Everyone thinks you are not afraid, but you are a little scared in your heart! And you are even more afraid of people knowing these things, so you..."

"alright."

Xia Ya suddenly said coldly: "You have said enough."

"Actually... you're just a little confused."

Dora suddenly slowed down her speech: "Suddenly facing such a big thing, you can't help but feel guilty. You don't know if you can do it well, you don't know if you can do it, you don't know if you can hold up such a big burden... You don't know too many things. So, what you are afraid of is not death, not a specific thing, but the 'future', an unknown future."

Xia Ya was stunned by these last words of Dora, and then she touched her chin and said strangely: "Yi? How do you, a female dragon, know so much?"

"Little rustle."

Dora suddenly shouted Xia Ya in a deep voice, her tone was unprecedentedly serious.

"……What?"

"Have you ever thought about a question?"

"What?"

"Your destiny." Dora's voice gradually became feminine, and even a faint and slight scent: "Fate! Destiny is invisible or touched. However... it always exists. Think about it, God has let you come to this world, given you such a strong body, and learned such profound skills. He also arranged for you to walk these paths step by step, pushing so many opportunities in front of you... "

Speaking of this, Dora sighed: "With such an encounter, you said you just want to be a little mercenary who is waiting to die. In this way, you will be punished by God."

"Uh..." Xia Ya couldn't speak.

"Hasting, the first general on the mainland, is your senior brother. The first female magician of the human race is your adoptive mother. You were less than 20 years old and stood at the peak of a level nine warrior. You also learned the legendary Dragon Knight's Dragon Spike skills, and you also have extraordinary skills. You have generals like Green, a hero like Reinhardt, and so many troops serve you... At this time, you are still whining, pushing three times, looking forward, and to be honest... I just want to slap you to death!"

Xia Ya tasted it for a while, but was not angry. Instead, she smiled openly: "Not bad... If it were the case if it was the case for someone else, I would have wanted to kill that guy."

As he walked like this, he was like talking to himself. Chara did not leave the city anymore, but instead walked casually on the streets of Denzel City.

He was full of thoughts and relied on walking like this to send his depression.

As I walked, I walked to the east of the city.

Denzel City was originally very small, but it was a courtyard left by a chamber of commerce that I didn’t know before. After the war broke out, the chamber of commerce had dispersed and the courtyard was left behind, but Shaya took over.

The ones who lived in this yard at this moment were not others, but the "relatives" of Xia Ya who had originally lived in the city guard's mansion.

Although he was not married, Yulia, the widow of the bald man Kevin, has always lived in the city guard house. These days, Merlin arrived and occupied the back yard of the city guard house. Xia moved Yulia here to live. Yulia's due date was almost here and she was living here for delivery.

Well...and that, the Crown Princess!

When Defenny came to the city, she was seriously ill all the way. After many days of recuperation, she finally got better. Xia Ya was also quite troubled when arranging this Crown Princess. If it were based on her status, Defenny was the most noble person in the city. She would be the mother of a country. With such an identity, Xia Ya should immediately give up her city guard and move to another place to live.

But it was a war time, and Charia was not a Byzantine, so she naturally had less respect for the crown prince's wife whom she didn't like. However, because she was the daughter of Duke Minas and the sister of the guy named Roddy, Charia still took good care of Defini. She originally arranged to live with Yulia, but these days, she was driven out by Merlin...

Defini has a special identity. When he lived here with Yulia, Chara divided half of his personal guards and guarded them here.

Charia treated Yulia very well. She treated Kevin's widow like her own sister. Even these days, he would come to ask Yulia every now and then.

But what is very subtle is that although he lives in a house, every time Xia Ya comes, the Crown Princess hides in his room and never comes out.

Thinking about it carefully, since I arrived in Denzel City, Charia has not officially met Defini once.

As the highest commander of Denzel City, the imperial concubine came to her city, but she had never met her once, which was already extremely strange.

(How come I got here?)

Xia Ya looked up and saw the courtyard gate here, and couldn't help but smile. Perhaps... Every time she came here to visit Yulia, looking at Yulia's huge belly and a calm and gentle smile on her face would make her heart feel a little warm and homey.

The guards guarding outside the yard saw Xia Ya. Someone raised his weapons from afar. He was about to ask, but when he saw Xia Ya approaching and recognizing him, they put down their weapons and saluted them.

"Thank you for your hard work." Xia Ya looked at a few guards who were watching the night.

"Everything is fine, sir." The leader of the guard replied solemnly: "Please rest assured!"

Xia Ya nodded and was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly she saw the lights on the upper floors of the house in the yard. Obviously Yulia had not yet rested.

Xia Ya thought about it and it was still early, so she simply handed the horse to the guards and went in to visit Yulia himself.

When you walk into this yard, the house is not big, but it is very simple. There are several flower beds in the yard, all of which are neatly built. Although the placement is not outstanding, it is better to be clean.

He walked into the yard and was about to go into the lobby of the house, but suddenly he heard a scream from the side.

That night, there was naturally no light in the yard. When Xia Ya walked by, the movement that caused him immediately alarmed someone.

With a short scream, Chara looked and found that the one she was scared of was nothing but... Defini.

Defini was standing next to the yard. To be precise, there was a stone bench in the corner of the yard.

Defini sat there.

At this moment, the night was dim, and the breeze on the summer evening was blowing. Defini sat there, originally holding her cheek with her hands and supporting her knees. Her long hair drooped down and scattered on her body casually. The golden hair was slightly curled, like a golden waterfall, and the dizzy moonlight made her skin look light like ivory.

Defini was barefoot and wearing a thin silk robe, sitting there, as if in a daze, thinking about something, but was interrupted by Shaya's arrival.

When Xia Ya saw that it was her, she was a little stunned and then walked over. After all, the other party's identity was there, and everyone could pretend to be confused without meeting each other, but now they meet, it would be too unreasonable to not go over to meet her.

"...I've seen Your Highness." Xia Ya walked over, nodded and bowed.

Defini's face was originally pale, but now it was a bit red. The soft eyes floated across Xia Ya's face, and the voice was as cold and soft as the moonlight: "General Xia Ya... Do you bring me some shock every time you meet?"

To be precise, this is the second "official" meeting between the two.

The last time they met, the two were on the lakeside of the Royal Hunting Ground outside Osgilia. At that time, Charia's appearance scared the princess.

Xia Ya smiled slightly: "Sorry, Your Highness, I don't know it's so late, you're in the yard."

But he thought to himself: If I had known you were here, I would not have come in.

Defini looked at Xia Ya with a soft look, but whispered: "Well, if you had known that I was here, you wouldn't have come in, right, General Xia Ya?"

Xia Yayi Dai - Can this woman see through people's thoughts?

Defini seemed to be drooping his head and thinking for a while, then she raised her head with a faint smile on her face - under the moonlight, her beauty is so amazing!

She is not the kind of beauty with a strong emotional acumen, nor is it the kind of stunning beauty that makes people feel like they are bone-eating at a glance... Defini's beauty is like this moonlight, quiet and soft, making you seem to be unaware of it, but it has been scattered into people's hearts.

Facing Defini's smile...even a guy like Chara who is a little confused about the standards of beauty, he is irresistible.

He even had a brief loss of consciousness.

It was summer now, and the silk robe on Defini was extremely thin, and she looked lazy. She had just recovered from a serious illness, but the eyebrows on her face increased by three points, which made people feel pity.

Especially the body seemed a little thin, but the thin silk robe still could not completely cover the slim curve of the body. The slender waist was hard and hard, but the chest was full... The beauty of the curve of the young woman was roughly like this, and it was undoubtedly shown in this beautiful princess.

Even though Xia Ya was influenced by some unscrupulous old guy, who liked that his thick waist and big butt could give birth to women, he couldn't help but have a strange thought in his heart when he saw His Highness Defenny in front of him:

In fact... a woman's waist is thinner, and she does look very good.
Chapter completed!