Liang Jingqi said sadly: "Being a substitute, what else can I be? Are all rich people's hobbies like this? If you can't get it, get a similar one and keep it next to you. Every time he looks at Liang Xinyue through me, I think

I feel extremely disgusting.”

Qi Yan gritted his teeth: "Mom, I will accompany you to see a psychiatrist this afternoon. Anyone who has hurt you, I will not let go so easily. It doesn't matter if you and Ye Min are broken up, there is no need for such a man to continue dating."

Liang Jingqi was helpless: "Now is a society governed by law, and seeking revenge in private will lead to imprisonment. I just hope it won't disturb your interest in eating. I don't want others to be disappointed."

Qi Yan took Liang Jingqi's hand: "It's my fault, Qiqi, you should be more selfish, don't worry about others in everything, think more about yourself, I feel uncomfortable when you are like this."

Liang Jingqi moved her fingers: "I'm used to it, and I can't seem to change it. When I'm with Song Yao, I have to worry about Song Yao's physical condition. When I'm with Ye Min, I have to take into account his mood.

No one has ever asked me if I am doing well or if it hurts."

Qi Yan randomly took out two pieces of tissue paper: "We are not going to eat. I will take you to see a psychiatrist now. Qiqi, I will always be with you. Even if...even if you never forgive me in your life...I

I will also accompany you."

Liang Jingqi moved her fingers: "I didn't blame you. Until now, I don't know who to blame. Both love and hate require great emotions. My emotions are like a dry well now, always in

Pay it forward and it has dried up.”

"Let's go. I know a psychiatrist. Let's go there now." Pulling Liang Jingqi out of her seat, the two of them left the Chinese restaurant.

I went to see a psychiatrist in the afternoon. Just after coming out of the clinic, Liang Jingqi received a call from Liang Hongsheng: "Jingqi, when will you get home? What kind of flavor do you like? Can I ask aunt to cook some of your favorite dishes?"

Liang Jingqi pulled on the shoulder strap of her satchel: "I can do anything. I'm not picky about food."

After talking to a psychiatrist for an afternoon, she seemed to feel less depressed, but she was still a little listless.

Liang Hongsheng lowered his head and looked at the diagnosis report sent by Jiang Chan on his mobile phone. Seeing that Liang Jingqi was moderately depressed, his pupils shrank, but his voice was always soft: "Okay, I will ask Auntie to do more, you come back and try it."

Try which one you like?"

"Okay, thank you dad."

Qi Yan walked on Liang Jingqi's left hand side, "He is your father, you don't need to say thank you to him. Zhang Ma's cooking skills are very good. Just tell Ma Zhang what you want to eat when you get home, and she will cook it well."

.”

"When you get home, I will decorate a big room for you. What kind of decoration style do you like?"

Liang Jingqi thought for a moment: "We'll see when the time comes. I want a workshop. My dream has always been to be a fashion designer. I had no choice before. Now I want to do what I really like to do."

Qi Yan agreed immediately: "Okay, I will clean up the third floor when I go back. Then it will be your territory."

The situation of patients with depression is special. It is difficult for them to show interest in the outside world. The psychiatrist's opinion is to try to satisfy the patient's subjective wishes. What's more, if Qi Yan wants to make up for Liang Jingqi, she will naturally agree to whatever Liang Jingqi says.

On the way back, Jiang Chan suddenly said: "You just forgive Qi Yan like this? She has helped Liang Xinyue find trouble with you before."

Liang Jingqi supported her head: "Xiaochan, I am very greedy. I want to take everything that once belonged to Liang Xinyue as my own. She is my mother, and I don't want to pass it on to others. As long as I treat me well in the future, I will do whatever happened in the past.

Treat it like a big dream."

Jiang Chan sighed: "Don't you think it's too cheap for her? In fact, I can't stand it. If anyone treats me like Qi Yan, I will crush her to death."

Liang Jingqi: "I know you want to vent your anger on me, and I can understand it, but that is based on the premise that Qi Yan doesn't know that I am her daughter. You don't know how much I envy Liang Xinyue, she has everything that I don't have

, I want everything that originally belonged to me."

"I also want to know what it feels like to be protected and loved by my mother. Because I have never experienced it before, I am particularly greedy." Liang Jingqi said as she glanced at Qi Yan sitting beside her.

"Actually, she feels bad," Liang Jingqi sighed, "I know she did something wrong before, but now she has paid the price, and her father is estranged from her again. If I blame her, she won't be able to hold on.

of."

Jiang Chan was very sensible: "It is precisely because you still accept her that she will suffer even more in the future. Speaking of Qi Yan, although his character is questionable, he really has nothing to say when it comes to his children."

Liang Jingqi blinked: "So, I really want to have such a relative. I have very few relatives to begin with, and I don't want to miss any of them."

Jiang Chan: "I don't know how to evaluate your character. You are both weak and brave."

Liang Jingqi: "I'm just comparing myself to my own. I'm always used to putting myself in someone else's shoes. In fact, this is not good. Sometimes I should think more about myself."

Jiang Chan: "This is what I want to persuade you. Thinking about others is a good virtue, but the prerequisite is to protect yourself and don't let yourself get hurt."

Liang Jingqi: "I know what you mean. If the result is good, I can accept some damage during the process. As long as it doesn't touch my principles and bottom line."

Jiang Chan: "For example, if Ye Min comes back to you, you will never accept it?"

"Yes." Liang Xinyue nodded: "I can forgive Qi Yan's injury because she didn't know about it. But I can't forgive Ye Min. He approached me with sinister purposes and used me as a substitute. This is a waste of my life.

love."

"I can't forgive Song Yao. Even if Qi Yan was the one who was wronged first, Song Yao and I have been dependent on each other for more than 20 years. I took care of her life so meticulously and thought about everything for her, but I didn't even cultivate a single emotion.

.She always looks at me like an enemy, and I can’t accept it.”

"She and Ye Min each stabbed me in the heart, but it was Liang Xinyue who was the one they protected and put in their hearts. This makes me heartbroken."

"Am I that bad? I can't compare to Liang Xinyue. No matter it's Song Yao or Ye Min, they all like Liang Xinyue. What about me? I gave everything to them, but they turned a blind eye and ignored me."

Leaning on the back seat, Liang Jingqi asked this question unconsciously.
Chapter completed!