Chapter 456 Kill me
Lan Ruoxian looked at Zhao Rong. His normal eyes had turned red, which was not ordinary red. The red one made people feel a little scared when they looked at him, but Zhao Rong was not afraid. He just raised his head and looked at Lan Ruoxian, and looked at Lan Ruoxian with his eyes. He said nothing, but at this time, it seemed that the effect of saying nothing was stronger than this.
After a while, Lan Ruoxian's emotions stabilized, and his red eyes slowly faded and finally returned to normal. Zhao Rong gave him a sigh. In fact, Zhao Rong was also worried just now. After all, this matter was too serious. If Lan Ruoxian suddenly became crazy and killed him, even if he went to hell, he would not be able to explain this matter clearly. He just wanted to cooperate with Lan Ruoxian, not to be killed by Lan Ruoxian.
He looked at Lan Ruoxian's eyes and said, "Mr. Lan, I can understand what you said. Perhaps, I don't understand that you want to die but cannot die, but my mood is similar to you."
As he said that, he sighed and walked slowly to the lakeside, looking at the rippling lake surface, motionless. After a moment, he slowly said, "I was born in Duke Ning and is the only descendant of Duke Ning's Mansion. Mr. Lan knows this. Mr. Lan kills some corrupt officials all year round, and probably knows my rumors. It is said that I, Zhao Rong, is a regular visitor on the Jinling Lake. I often get drunk on the flower boat and spend a lot of money for those "jinvs". He is the biggest playboy in Jinling City."
Speaking of this, Zhao Rong turned around and looked at Lan Ruoxian with a smile on his face, as if these rumors were not what he said. "I believe that if Mr. Lan hadn't seen me, I'd be afraid that I would think that I was like this?"
Lan Ruoxian nodded. He seemed to understand a little, but he also didn't understand. This person was very tired, and he might even be more tired than himself, because he wanted to die, but this person wanted to die but had to live. He had a heart that wanted to die, but he had to worry about his death all the time. Such a person was very tired.
Zhao Rong looked at Lan Ruoxian's nodding head, and his heart was filled with a smile. He looked at Lan Ruoxian and said, "Mr. Lan, my acting skills are not bad, right? After all, I started acting since I was five years old and lived a life of someone else." At this point, he smiled a little, but the bitterness that could not be covered in the smile. "Does sir, I, a playboy, feel that I am a very typical player?"
Lan Ruoxian nodded, which was indeed very typical. After all, if this person had not stood in front of him like this, he would have thought that Zhao Rong was a playboy. Zhao Rong's playboy seemed to have scattered from his bones, as if it was indeed like this, not disguised.
Zhao Rong smiled with a smile, looking at Lan Ruoxian and said, "Because, that playboy is not called Zhao Rong, and even I was not called Zhao Rong at that time. At that time, I was called Liu Mocheng, and Mocheng who did not succeed in everything."
Lan Ruoxian was a little surprised. In fact, he knew the name because it was a famous playboy in the story book and did not exist. Now, this person said that he was called Liu Mocheng at that time, and he seemed to understand something.
Sure enough, Zhao Rong continued to smile and said, "Yes, I'm on the flower boat at night, not myself, but Liu Mocheng. When I return home during the day, I'm me."
He pointed to the lake and said, "I have used as much bath water as this lake in the years. Every day, I will soak in a wooden barrel because I feel that I am dirty. Every night, I hide in a daze and let Liu Mocheng appear. I just live until last year, a full ten years, and these ten years are just waiting for such an opportunity."
Lan Ruoxian narrowed her eyes and looked at Zhao Rong and said, "Waiting for an opportunity? What opportunity is waiting for?"
Zhao Rong raised the corner of his mouth and looked at Lan Ruoxian and said, "Waiting for this opportunity that Emperor Tongguang is about to die."
Lan Ruoxian did not ask why he had to wait for this opportunity because he could guess it.
Zhao Rong continued to say, "My grandfather is very good to me." As he said, he looked at Lan Ruoxian with a smile on his lips, and then he slowly said with some regret, "It's a pity that he just saw my real talent and felt that I did this for the prosperity of the Ningguo Duke's Mansion, so he was wronged. He felt guilty in his heart, so he was kind to me, but he secretly seduced me to the side of the playboy, because he didn't like me, he liked Zhao Baoyu's family, so he wanted to make me nothing, but secretly wanted Zhao Baoyu to be kind to me."
Lan Ruoxian still didn't say anything.
Zhao Rong said again, "My father treats me well." Then, it was like a formula. He looked at Lan Ruoxian and continued, "It's a pity that he was only good to me before I was five years old and last year." He looked at Lan Ruoxian with a good temper and explained, "I can write poems before I was five years old, recite the Thousand-character essays, and the Analects of Confucius." As for last year, there is naturally no need to say it.
Lan Ruoxian was a little moved. At this time, he could only hear Zhao Rong continue to say, "My wife treat me well." Lan Ruoxian looked at him, but he heard him say, "It's a pity that it was when I showed that I had great potential to help her revenge."
Lan Ruoxian was already moved. He knew that his feelings overlapped with Zhao Rong's feelings, and even if they were different, they were very similar.
At this time, Zhao Rong knew that "they are all very good to me, but none of them are good to Liu Mocheng."
Lan Ruoxianmo, he knew that what Zhao Rong wanted to say was not Liu Mocheng, but Zhao Rong himself at that time. Wasn’t Zhao Rong the only one Liu Mocheng? Wasn’t Liu Mocheng the only one Zhao Rong?
He seemed to understand something about what Zhao Rong wanted to say. No one was kind to Zhao Rong, or no one was kind to Zhao Rong sincerely. All the good things were based on his identity as Young Master Yunhua. He wanted to die, but he had to live. This was not as bitter as Zhao Rong. After all, he could still die, and he was determined to die, but he just couldn't die. Zhao Rong had a heart that wanted to die, but he had to ensure that he was alive. Living towards death is probably the reason.
He smiled and felt his heart suddenly send off. He smiled and looked at Zhao Rong, and then slowly said, "I can help you, help you do everything, and help you not be so tired, but can you kill me after things are done?"
It's a very simple request, not seeking fame or wealth, just wanting Zhao Rong to kill him.
It seems, very simple
Chapter completed!