Chapter 119
When he was analyzing Xia Xinfei's emotional world, he did not see her pain, nor did he see her humility, but he only focused on her attitude towards herself, but did not think deeply about why all this was.
It is tiring to love someone, but it is tiring to hurt someone. The former is because he cannot get the thoughts in his heart, and the latter is because he has to try every means to cut off his love. The two will tear each other and will eventually suffer both losses.
After coming out of the bathroom, Mu Zixuan had already lay on the bed again, but she was sleepless, so she poured herself a glass of red wine and walked to the terrace with her glass.
The evening breeze in summer is very soft, giving people a very comfortable feeling, especially the body that has just been bathed, which seems to be refreshed in an instant.
Now, she kept shouting in her mind that was Beishuihua.
I took a sip of the red wine in my hand, and I don’t remember when it started. She had had so many years of worry. The kind of youth that was released was so worth remembering, but she seemed to have been lost forever.
Her hair is like the wind, just like her mood, chaotic and entangled, and letting go will make you feel unwilling, but keeping it will hurt your heart and soul. Anyway, it is not the best choice no matter what.
"When will you become a drunkard?" Mu Zixuan didn't fall asleep at first. He was leaning against the wall, staring at her playfully, with teasing in his eyes.
"Would you like to have a glass?" Everyone says that alcohol can relieve sorrow, but I don't know whether it is true or false.
"What's wrong?" Mu Zixuan turned around and took out the bottle of red wine she had opened. Of course, he didn't forget to bring himself a cup.
"It seems that we have never drunk wine alone." Xia Xinfei walked to the small table and sat down, looking at him under the soft moonlight, which made her heart even more touched.
"That's right. Come on, let's have a drink for this rare opportunity." He raised his glass and touched her lightly, his eyes shining with bright light.
"cheers." The wine glasses clinked and made a crisp sound. Xia Xinfei raised her head and actually dried up the wine in the cup.
"Do you mean to get drunk?" Mu Zixuan frowned. She thought she was drinking mineral water?
"I really want to get drunk, but so what? Can you really forget all the pain when you are drunk? But what after you wake up?" Xia Xinfei shook her head. What is the pain now is the heart, but what is the pain after you are drunk is the body and mind.
"Don't worry! I will be responsible for you." He raised his head and drank the wine in the cup. As the lie touched his throat, he felt a little relieved. If it was her in his life, then why should he fight against life?
"You should know that you will never be responsible for what I want, but you can never afford to give me what I want." Because he had already given it to others, it was so funny that he thought he would never fall in love with others in the past few years, and he ran back stupidly.
"You are not me, how can you know I can't afford it?" Mu Zixuan certainly knew what she was talking about. This should be the most peaceful negotiation they have ever had since their marriage!
"The reason is very simple, because you have given it to others." With a self-deprecating smile, wine is really a good thing! After two glasses, I told you about all the issues I had never been involved in.
"Have you misunderstood something?" Mu Zixuan's hand holding the wine trembled slightly. This was not difficult to see from the shaking liquid.
"Maybe!" Xia Xinfei looked up at the sky and forced back the tears of grievance. Sometimes, she was really too susceptible.
"Xia Xinfei, can you believe me?" He looked at her with an extremely sincere look, not giving her a chance to escape.
"Can I believe you?" Everyone seems to know some things, and they don't have to point them out.
"You might as well give it a try." As Fei Siyuan said, Beishui paintings are just a kind of ignorant love in his youth. Since he has missed it, why try to save it again?
"But I'm worried that it will be doomed." Now I'm already covered in bruises. Do she still have the courage to love?
"Then I'll be with you." If they are destined to be a loveless marriage, then he is also trapped in it, right?
"This sounds very good." Xia Xinfei turned her head and thought about whether she should let go of her putting her heart down again.
"Yes! So, are you moved?" Mu Zixuan never admitted that he was tempting Xia Xinfei now. He didn't know why, but he suddenly worried that she would refuse.
"Okay, cheers for us." Regardless of whether he was in the end or not, at least she could still retain this beautiful memory.
"Cheers." Mu Zixuan's handsome face raised a charming smile. He refused to think about what the real motive for his behavior was. Now he just needs to realize that he is Xia Xinfei's legal husband.
"Zixuan, has anyone ever told you that you are a very annoying guy?" Xia Xinfei obviously felt slightly drunk after a few cups of throat.
"No." Without thinking, the answer was given. Because the man dared not, and the woman only liked him, how could he feel that he hated him?
"Haha! But you really hate it." Xia Xinfei said as she poured another glass of wine, but Mu Zixuan didn't want to stop it.
"I know." Drink it! Perhaps getting drunk is a good way to relieve worries. Although it is not permanent, being confused for a while is actually very good.
"Don't shake it, I'll be dazzled." He stood up and held his face with both hands. They were so close that they could feel each other's breathing.
"I didn't shy, it's you who got drunk." Alas! Mu Zixuan looked at the bottle of wine on the table. This girl must not know much about wine, so she chose a bottle of strong wine with such a high concentration.
"No, you're talking nonsense. I've only had a few drinks, how could I get drunk?" Xia Xinfei stood staggeringly, and if she accidentally fell into Mu Zixuan's arms.
"Okay, you're not drunk, I'm drunk." Mu Zixuan knew that it would never work to tell a drunk person.
"Mu Zixuan, I really want to know how many people have touched you here." Xia Xinfei's fair fingers stopped on his lips and gently touched them back and forth.
"If I said no, would you believe it?" The powerful big hand held her waist, her eyes full of evil spirits and temptation.
"I don't believe it." Xia Xinfei shook her head. She wasn't really drunk, she was just a little drunk, so how could she be charmed by him?
"Why?" Mu Zixuan knew that she would not believe it, because he was not very sure about this. You must know that Xia Tong kissed her lips while she was drunk, and the reason why he knew was because she showed her photos.
Chapter completed!