Chapter Thirty-ninth
Xueyan sat alone in Feixue Pavilion and stared out the window in a daze. The night breeze was slightly cool, stroking the curtains and stroking Xueyan's heart.
"Xueyan." Han Tian walked in. "What is a person thinking?"
"I...I don't." Xueyan's face turned slightly red. He had just been thinking about Han Tian when he suddenly came in.
Han Tian fiddled with a stringed lyre placed on the table. "I'm leaving here?"
"Leave here?" Xueyan asked in confusion. "Where are you going?" Xueyan felt a little reluctant in her heart. She shouldn't have asked him where he was going. It shouldn't have anything to do with her. She shouldn't care about it, but she still couldn't help asking.
"If I won't come back, will you still remember me?" Han Tian asked without answering her question. "Do you... miss me?"
"I..." Xueyan was speechless for a moment. Of course she would think of him, but how could she forget him, but she couldn't say it. Since she wouldn't come back, what if she thought?
"I only heard half of the song you played that day. Can I finish listening?" Han Tian didn't seem to care about the answer, and this answer was not that important to him.
Xueyan looked at him with a serious expression, and her face was no longer as arrogant as ever. This was the first time Xueyan saw him with such a solemn appearance.
"Okay." Xueyan nodded and sat under the window, her warm and slender fingers dancing between the strings. The elegant sound of the piano came out melodiously. Han Tian sat on the chair behind and listened quietly. It was said that good music could cleanse people's hearts. He didn't believe it when he didn't hear this song, but after hearing such sound, he had to believe it.
After the song, Han Tian asked, "What's the name of this song?"
"I haven't thought of the name yet..." Xueyan stroked the strings of the piano. She just played it casually, and she really never named it. I don't know if it was because she had never cared about it or she had not found a name she liked.
"It's called 'Hanxue Fu'." Han Tian said casually.
"Hanxue Fu." Xueyan thought about it, she liked the name very much.
Before Xueyan could agree, Han Tian said again, "Can you accompany me out for a walk? I have a wish to come true with me to see the stars."
Xueyan looked at Han Tian and felt a little sad. Is he really leaving? Never come back?
Is there something floating in his eyes? Is it sad? No, he is the cold sky in the demon world that is arrogant and will never be sad. But today is indeed different from the past, as if he has changed a different person, with a solemn expression, which makes people intimidate.
He said he was leaving, but he felt a little reluctant. Although he had avoided him in the past, he felt very at ease when he knew he was here. Now that he was leaving, he felt so sad. Xueyan bit her lip and nodded.
The two of them walked through the bamboo forest and came to the top of the cliff. The sea of flowers was as beautiful as ever, with colorful flowers blooming in the moonlight. Xueyan stood in the sea of flowers and turned to ask the cold sky that had never spoken. "Do you have a wish?"
"Of course there is." Han Tian was calm.
"What is your wish?" Xueyan asked with a smile. What would his wish be the Supreme Demon Realm who can turn his hands into clouds and rain in the Three Realms?
Han Tian did not answer, but just looked at Xueyan quietly. The deep affection in his eyes reflected the little person in front of him.
This time Xueyan did not avoid his gaze. Xueyan couldn't see Han Tian's feelings, but she didn't dare to face her own feelings.
The bright night sky, such a beautiful night, the soft evening breeze brings the fragrance of flowers to the heart, so comfortable.
Xueyan looked at Han Tian’s handsome face, and the moonlight reflected on his deep pupils, quiet and comfortable. His whole body exuded a mysterious aura, just like this beautiful night, which was breathtaking and made people dare not get close, but they were reluctant to part.
The two looked at each other affectionately, and the deep affection drowned Xueyan's eyes. Han Tian asked her softly. "Can I help you realize your wish?"
"What?" Xueyan was puzzled, feeling that Han Tian looked very strange in his solemn affairs.
Han Tian no longer looked at Xueyan, but turned around and looked up at the night sky. "Yes, don't you want to go back to heaven? If you kill me and complete the mission you did not complete three thousand years ago, it will be a great achievement for heaven. Heaven will naturally give you rewards, and you can go back to be a god."
"No!" Xueyan refused without thinking.
If Han Tian was killed, such merit would be enough to directly be named a god, and be highly respected in the heavens and admired by all people, but what is the meaning of the glory he exchanged for his death!
A trace of surprise flashed in Han Tian's eyes, and he calmed down. "Do you have the heart to kill me, or... you can't bear to part with him?" Han Tian asked lightly, and his unaware sadness appeared in his eyes, and he was still looking at the night sky.
"Who?" Xueyan was puzzled.
"The owner of this jade pendant." Han Tian turned his head and showed it to Xueyan. "He has also come to the world for you, right?"
"He...he is my senior brother." Xueyan explained. "I am the abandoned baby picked up by my master in the world. I was bullied when I was in heaven. It was my senior brother Ye Feng who has been with me and protecting me."
"That's right." Han Tian's tone was still faint, his eyes were still sad. "It's okay, I feel at ease if someone takes care of you."
Xueyan was a little angry. How could Han Tian suddenly say so many strange words for no reason? "Besides, you didn't do anything bad, why did I kill you?"
"You have a clear distinction between grudges and grudges." Han Tian smiled slightly, looked at her, and continued to look up at the night sky.
"Yes, you're right. I know I shouldn't hate you because you didn't do anything that I hate." Xueyan explained quietly, thinking that Han Tian would look so lonely because he was talking too heavily before. "Actually, I don't hate you. I just don't know how to face you and your own heart."
"I..." Xueyan raised her head suddenly. She liked Han Tian, but she didn't dare to admit it. "I just don't want to cause you trouble!"
"I know, I know everything." Seeing Xueyan so excited, Han Tian walked over, stroked her long hair, and comforted her. "I'm very glad that I met you, really."
"What?" Xueyan didn't know why Han Tian said so many strange words. These words were farewell.
"Then if I did something that you hate, would you kill me?" Han Tian lowered his head and asked softly.
Xueyan looked at his serious expression and didn't know how to answer. "I don't know, but we are destined to be together."
"Why?" Han Tian was a little surprised and looked into her eyes. Did she know that she was the most good spirit?
"Because... my senior brother came to the world alone in order to find me, and I have to return this friendship to him." Xueyan lowered her head.
Han Tian sighed secretly and asked in a low voice. "If you owe me, will you always remember me?"
Xueyan looked at his eyes, his eyes were very complicated. Xueyan was a little confused, unable to tell whether his words were serious or joking. She just looked at him with a close eye and didn't know how to answer.
"I'm very happy that when I was born, they didn't kill you, so that I could meet you." Han Tian saw Xueyan stunned and said in a low voice. "I'm leaving."
"Do you want to leave here?" Xueyan blurted out, feeling a little reluctant.
Han Tian nodded and did not answer.
Xueyan walked a few steps towards Hantian, looked at him and asked softly, "Will you... come back?"
"If I don't come back, will you miss me?" Han Tian asked softly, but she didn't need her answer.
So what if you think, so what if you don’t think, instead of being separated, it is better not to meet.
Han Tian pulled Xueyan's shoulder overdoubtically and hugged her in his arms. Xueyan did not struggle, but leaned quietly on him and felt his warm care. Han Tian lowered his head, Xueyan looked at his eyes, and these eyes that looked down on the world were deeply reflected in her somewhat panic. The two of them were close at hand, and Xueyan clearly felt his breathing and his pounding heartbeat. The two looked at each other for a long time but were speechless. Han Tian finally did not kiss her because he knew that there was no possibility of love. Han Tian raised his head and let Xueyan lean on his chest, hugged her tightly, and looked at the distant night sky sadly.
If possible, I really want to be selfish once, stop time at this moment, and you regard me as your life.
Xueyan looked at his back as he was gradually moving away and said silently in her heart: "I will miss you."
Xueyan understood that she and Hantian were not from the same world. There were too many insurmountable obstacles between them, but why did they miss it like this? This deep-rooted longing ate her little by little, making her unable to breathe.
Xueyan didn't sleep well that night. After tossing and turning, Han Tian was in her mind. She didn't know what love was. She only knew that she missed Han Tian very much, really, really, she had always tried hard to control her feelings, not to meet Han Tian, and tried hard to keep Ye Feng in her heart, but her true feelings were difficult to reverse.
On a night with full moon, it is still on the top of the cliff.
Han Tian looked at Xueyan and smiled. In his icy blue eyes, there was a deep affection and affection as always. What was rippling in Xueyan's heart, and it was a love that people could not let go.
"Xueyan, are you willing to be with me? Every day in the future, you and me are the only ones who are far away from the world, no matter how vicissitudes of life." Han Tian stretched out his hand and looked at Xueyan and asked.
"I..." Xueyan was still hesitating, her fingers were tangled together, her palms were sweating slightly, and she had a hundred agreed in her heart, but reason told her that she could not be sorry to Ye Feng.
Han Tian walked towards Xueyan and held her domineeringly. Before Xueyan could struggle, her soft lips covered her mouth. This affectionate kiss melted Xueyan's last concerns.
Forget it, just be presumptuous once. Xueyan snuggled in his arms and nodded hard. It turned out that only by truly facing the parting can she know her true feelings. It turned out that before she knew it, she had already had such a deep attachment to Han Tian.
But Han Tian let her go, gradually became transparent in front of her, slowly disappeared, Xueyan stretched out her hand, Han Tian was still smiling at her, but she couldn't hold it, couldn't hold it tightly, and dissipated in the wind.
"Hantian, don't leave..." Xueyan suddenly woke up and saw that she was lying on the bed of Feixue Pavilion. It was already dawn outside the window. Xiaoqi was opening her mouth and looking at her in surprise.
"Sister Xueyan...what is wrong with you?" Yu'er also turned her head to look at Xueyan in amazement and asked in surprise.
Xueyan calmed down and breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out to be just a dream.
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