In a blink of an eye, several days passed. Bai Shu was in a state of pain. His spirit collapsed several times, and he supported himself with amazing perseverance. At this time, Bai Shu no longer thought about restoring his cultivation. He just wanted to become a normal person again, eat and sleep.

If Lu Jingxiu appears next to Bai Shu again, Bai Shu cannot guarantee that he will not kneel down and beg for mercy, begging Lu Jingxiu to help him end this painful life. But Lu Jingxiu left for more than three or five days this time, as if he was about to go and never return.

If he was a normal person, he would have died long ago without eating, drinking, sleeping and staying for so many days. But Bai Shu did not die, but after his health was poor to a certain extent, he basically remained unchanged.

If Lu Jingxiu is still in the Forget Moon Water Pavilion, Bai Shu gritted his teeth and persevered like this, at least he could do it for Lu Jingxiu to see it. But now Lu Jingxiu is not in the Water Pavilion, no matter how much pain Bai Shu suffered, he is really the only one who knows it.

Early this morning, Bai Shu was about to go out when he was called by his maid. After inviting him, the maid handed Bai Shu a small box and explained: "Sir, I passed by the door of the water pavilion this morning and told me to give you this box."

Bai Shu didn't even have the strength to smile bitterly, but he knew in his heart what was in the box. It was not a simple pill, but another kind of pain.

"Didn't your husband come in?"

"No, I went there in a hurry again."

"I didn't talk about my return date?"

"Yes, my husband has never said he will stay or stay!"

Until the maid left, Bai Shu had not come to his senses. He sat at the table, staring at the small box that had seen twice, dazed, but lacked the courage to open it.

Before this, Bai Shu was not only full of fear of separation, but also had never been afraid of anything like this. God knew that this last blue pill would take away something from Bai Shu.

But following Lu Jingxiu was also the path that Bai Shu chose himself. Lu Jingxiu asked Bai Shu the first morning and thought it out clearly. If he regretted it in the future, it would not work.

Bai Shu did what he said and never regretted the decision he made. So Bai Shu sighed lightly, sighing that his fate was tragic and the impermanence of the world.

He opened the small box and ate the last green pill, but just sat on the stool in a daze, too lazy to move.

Because for a long time, Bai Shu's daily state was sitting in a daze, silently enduring great physical and psychological pain. Now even Bai Shu doesn't know what he can lose.

Soon Bai Shu had the answer again.

On the first day, Bai Shu found that he had lost his sense of smell. The fragrance of lotus flowers and the seductive summer wind all lost their taste in an instant.

In fact, for such a long time, the fragrance of flowers in the Forget Moon Water Pavilion was one of Bai Shu's few dependencies. But in this situation, Bai Shu couldn't even smell the fragrance of flowers, and the few beautiful things in his life were also disillusioned.

The next day, Bai Shu lost the ability to speak. He cried out loud, but couldn't even make a sound. At this time, he just wanted to shout Dong Se or Ling Wen'er's name, but he couldn't do it.

On the third day, Bai Shu lost his hearing, and followed by death silence. The sound of wind and water, the singing of birds and flowers all had nothing to do with Bai Shu.

On the fourth day, Bai Shu lost the light. Just before the night and day completely changed, Bai Shu had already lost the ability to see things. Bai Shu didn't know how long it took, but Bai Shu knew in his heart that there was never such a long and pure night in the world.

If Bai Shu was in the Forget Moon Water Pavilion before, he could at least sing and enjoy the moon, drunken flowers and play in the water, then now, Bai Shu has completely lost any beautiful things in life, even extremely ordinary things.

Bai Shu cannot eat when he is hungry, cannot sleep at night, has nothing to smell, is silent when he hears, cannot see his eyes, and cannot speak. Bai Shu is now a completely useless man, and the only thing he has left is a heart that is gradually cold and unwilling to be at peace.

Bai Shu lay motionless on the bed for many days. He didn't want to go out the door and let anyone see his current waste. Bai Shu would rather die.

During this period, Bai Shu didn't know the stars and the bright moon in the night, and the cold and cold weather in the day. He knew nothing except that he had become a useless person.

After the fantasies and longings that were once active in Bai Shu's mind turned into bubbles, they floated in Bai Shu's mind again and again in a broken way, causing heart-wrenching damage to Bai Shu again and again.

Bai Shu really felt that he was dead. Until a long time later, Bai Shu moved slightly. He found that he could not lift his arms or sit up, and every part of his body was no longer under his control.

Bai Shu finally lost his ability to move and was about to rot dryly on this wood collapse, and was eventually forgotten by the world.

Maybe some people won’t forget me, Bai Shu thought so in the end, because even if he dies, he will not forget those who have given him warmth.

Bai Shu has always been so simple.

Until the end, Bai Shu gradually couldn't feel the existence of his body. He became more and more difficult to breathe, and his consciousness in his mind became more and more blurred, and he eventually fell into a dying chaos.

At the last moment, Bai Shu felt a sense of liberation.

I think Bai Shu has been dependent on the best woman in the world for many years, and has a love affair with the little princess of the Demon Sect. He also has the kindest fairy sister in the world who is even more close than her own sister, and even a beautiful and unparalleled friend like Ye Taoling.

Bai Shu has been in the pile of powder all his life, not to mention that Taixu and the Sword Sect have both been available in front of Bai Shu. The things he got are enough to be worthy of his life.

But people are always greedy, and Bai Shu wants far more than that.

On the other hand, after more than a month of long journey, Ye Taoling finally returned to the easternmost Biluo Mountain and met her favorite East China Sea.

But for some reason, meeting Donghai again did not make Ye Taoling feel the same joy as before, but only made her feel deeply regretful.

Because Ye Taoling sat side by side with Bai Shu in Tengxiao Square and watched the sea together, she knew what it felt like to watch the sea with others.

That's why Ye Taoling felt deeply regretful.

As if on the cliff, Ye Taoling stood alone at the wind, her black hair was swept up by the sea breeze, and her red clothes were covered with chill.

She looked at the vast East China Sea from afar, but for some reason, her vision gradually became blurred. She only saw the scene of Bai Shu and herself gently embracing each other in the small boat under the moon.

Donghai's appearance changed suddenly because of Ye Taoling's longing.                                                                                                                       

The names of two people were written in the middle of the paper, the three words Ye Taoling with neat work and the two words crooked Bai Shu. This was the first time the two of them wrote each other's name, and Ye Taoling put them away as a souvenir.

Ye Taoling still remembers a saying that Bai Shu said at that time: Only separation needs to be commemorated. If you are often together, you don’t need to commemorate such things!

Ye Taoling picked up this thin piece of paper and covered it in front of her. Through this letter, she looked at the East China Sea. In her hazy vision, the names of Bai Shu and Ye Taoling became softer with the ups and downs of the waves.

After only a year, Ye Taoling stood on the cliff again, next to his cliff coffin, but suddenly he didn't want to lie inside, sleeping alone, and listening to the waves of a thousand years.

On the first day of Ye Taoling's return to the Sword Sect, he stood on Rugu Cliff for an entire afternoon. It was not until the evening that Ye Taoling broke a wooden sword with a willow branch and went on the sword tomb on the way up the mountain. He placed the sword made of the willow branch in front of the sword tomb of the sword that Li Anyi used during his lifetime.

The homonym of Liu and Liu is originally a sign of reluctance and is only mentioned when it is separated. However, over time, the meaning of the word Liu has also been extended to the sustenance of longing.

In the Sword Sect, friends' farewells between them are indispensable to the wooden sword made of willow branches. Before Li Anyi, Ye Taoling had never broken this wooden sword for anyone.

If it weren't for Bai Shu, Ye Taoling wouldn't have done this at all. But now Bai Shu taught Ye Taoling how to love and express feelings. Ye Taoling naturally thought of this and did it here.

However, the disciples in the Sword Sect didn't know that Ye Taoling also had a similar relationship with Li Anyi. Everyone only knew that Li Anyi died of the character of killing, and died at the hands of Bai Shu, a genius of Taoism in Taixu Temple.

Everyone also knew that it was Ye Taoling who saved Bai Shu's life under Yu Qiuhan's hands.

It seems that since Ye Taoling and Bai Shu met, the heart of the Taozhu in red has not belonged to the Dongluo Sword Sect, but to only an outsider.

So when Ye Taoling returned to the Sword Sect, everyone found that the hairpin behind her head was unknown, and there was a sword named Xingyu hanging around her waist. Many people didn’t like Ye Taoling so much for the first time in their lives.

But as long as Ye Taoling explains Li Anyi’s incident, everyone will return to Ye Taoling’s side regardless of her life and continue to spoil her to heaven.

Unfortunately, Ye Taoling did not, and she did not explain anything. Everyone didn't know that Ye Taoling visited the sword tomb at night, and even more so, the fact that Bai Shu's cultivation was destroyed was true.

Therefore, many people sadly thought that Ye Taoling didn't care about Li Anyi's life or death because of Bai Shu. Especially when everyone remembered the previous rumors about Ye Taoling and Bai Shu, no matter who it was, as long as they really fell in love, they would become unrecognizable, even if she was Ye Taoling.

In the past ten years of Dongluo Sword Sect, Ye Taoling's unattainable position has become shaky for the first time. But despite this, many people still like Ye Taoling unshakably.

How could my dream that I have protected for ten years be broken because of some rumors!
Chapter completed!