Just when Yu Qiu Shang didn't know what to say, the voice of the Water Atom Sutra suddenly came.
"Young Master, come here." Shui Yuanjing came up not far behind Yu Qiu Shang at some point and was waving to him. Yu Qiu Shang turned around in a hurry and walked quickly towards Shui Yuan Jing.
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"I'm sorry for bothering you. I..." Yu Qiu Shang's face turned red when he said this. After hesitating for a moment, he continued in a low voice, "My friend is not sensible, so he sent me a lunch box."
"It's Miss Asai." Shui Yuanjing glanced at the girl under the tree. He had also heard about Yu Qiu Shang and Cha Cha.
"Yes." Yu Qiu Shang responded with some embarrassment, and his face became even redder.
"They brought you a lunch box, why didn't you take it?" Shui Yuanjing pointed to Yu Qiu Shang's empty hands, "My girl came early in the morning and brought you a lunch box, why do you still say that she is ignorant?
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"This... As a company commander, I am eating in the cafeteria with all the soldiers in the company. How can I enjoy the delicious food alone?" Yu Qiu Shang retorted confidently, "Don't you, Mr. Suwon, always eat in the cafeteria? I am also
How dare you make an exception?"
"I also hope there is someone who can bring me food." Shui Zongjing chuckled twice bitterly, and then said in a low voice with sincerity, "This girl is so considerate that I will cook for you so early in the morning.
I've sent it to you. I've been waiting here for so long in the hot weather, why don't you accept it? Are you worthy of the girl's sincerity?"
"No." Yu Qiu Shang still refused to give in, "I have already thought about it and want to set an example for the new recruits. Once this case is started, what should we do?"
"Is there a provision in the military regulations that prohibits family members from sending meals?" Shui Atomjing simply told Yu Qiu Shang about the military regulations and asked directly.
"No...but all soldiers must go to the cafeteria to eat." Yu Qiu Shang, who had already memorized the military regulations by heart, responded in a low voice.
"Then why don't you take the lunch box to the cafeteria?" Shui Yuanjing asked with a smile.
"It's not good after all...the recruits will think that I am spoiled and spoiled, always carrying my identity as a young master..."
Yu Qiu Shang was mid-sentence, but was interrupted by Shui Atom Jing shaking his head.
"Young Master, haven't you always said that you don't live for others? Why do you care about other people's feelings?"
Yu Qiu Shang was choked up by these words of Shui Yuan Jing, and for a moment he didn't know what to say. After a while, the stubborn and awkward emotion in his heart did not allow him to be so easily in his last moment.
The emphasis was refuted, so he spat out: "Then I don't need to care about how she feels."
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At this moment, a burst of soft footsteps came. Shui Zongjing and Yu Qiu Shang turned their heads to look and found that Chacha had run behind them.
"Lord Shuiyuan, I'm very sorry!" Chacha bowed towards Shui Yuanjing and whispered apologetically. She obviously didn't understand what Shui Yuanjing and Yu Qiu Shang were discussing, and thought it was Shui Yuanjing because of Yu.
Qiu Shang ran to the door to get something without permission and scolded him.
"Little girl... I don't understand the military rules. I was rude to the adults and interfered with the training... I'm really sorry. This has nothing to do with the young master. I came here on my own initiative." Chacha said as she worked hard all morning.
He threw the bento on the ground and bowed to the Water Atom Sutra again, dismissing his hard work and longing all morning as worthless, and there was a cry in his voice, "I've caused trouble to you! I'm so sorry!
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Chacha was afraid that her abrupt move would cause trouble for Yu Qiu Shang, and she was extremely anxious at this moment. She bowed deeply again, tears already quietly rolling in her eyes. She didn't dare to get up, fearing that she would be suffocated by water atoms as soon as she got up.
When He Yuqiu Shang saw him crying, it made them even more unhappy.
However, how could Yu Qiu Shang not recognize the cry in her voice? He felt a sudden pain in his heart. He suddenly realized how absurd and rude his angry words just now were. He suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
I'm sorry for the girl in front of me.
I suddenly felt that my persistence for so many years had become a bit ridiculous.
Shui Yuanjing looked at Yu Qiu Shang, and Yu Qiu Shang understood what he wanted to say - are you worthy of the girl's sincerity?
The corner of Yu Qiu Shang's mouth twitched slightly, and his body also trembled.
Shaking for a moment, he suddenly saw a drop of crystal clear tears quietly falling on the grass in the thin shadow of Cha Cha under the scorching sun.
His heart suddenly softened, and he walked to Chacha and picked up the box of loose lunch boxes from her feet. Chacha was stunned and hurriedly wanted to take the lunch box back, but was stopped by Yu Qiu Shang.
"sorry."
Yu Qiu Shang whispered awkwardly, Cha Cha's tearful look made him feel distressed.
"But...I...military regulations..." Chacha said incoherently, not knowing what to say. He looked at Yu Qiu Shang for a while, and then at Shui Atom Jing for a while.
Yu Qiu Shang didn't know where an idea came from, as if he subconsciously remembered an action from the inherited genes. He slowly raised his left hand, and gently poked the girl's forehead with his index and middle fingers.
one time.
Chacha was stunned, took half a step back, and covered the spot on her forehead with her small hands. However, her face suddenly turned red and her tears miraculously stopped.
"Go back quickly, it doesn't violate military regulations." Yu Qiu Shang tried his best to smile.
The girl in front of him suddenly burst into laughter, but that smile made Yu Qiu Shang feel inexplicably heartbroken.
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On the way back to the cafeteria, Yu Qiu Shang just held the lunch in his hand silently without saying much. He felt a little embarrassed. He just said that he didn't care about other people's feelings, but what he did was different from what he said. After many years
The principles he had always adhered to were also slapped in the face by his own behavior. He was a little afraid that Shui Zongjing would take the initiative to speak up and bring up the embarrassing incident just now.
But the Water Atomic Scripture still says it.
"Child..."
Shui Yuan Jing does not use "young master", but uses the title "child".
"In life, no one can be so free and unrestrained, living only for themselves. Unless you have no father or mother, you are born out of a stone, and you live alone in the mountains, you have nothing to worry about."
Shui Yuanjing sighed, still looking forward, as if he had no intention of asking Yu Qiu Shang to reply, but said to himself: "You always have to get to know people... Some people are kind to you, and some are kind to you.
If people love you, there will be many, many people who will sacrifice a lot for you, just to be worthy of you. Your father is like that, your father is like that, your master is like that, so is Mr. Morita, and so is Miss Asai..."
"Yes, you can indeed live for yourself and not care what others think. You can indeed live your own life without paying attention to your identity as the young master of the Yuqiu family, nor do you care about those who are looking forward to the young master of the Yuqiu family.
people."
"But, are you worthy of them?" Shui Yuanjing turned his head, glanced at Yu Qiu Shang who was silent, turned his head back, and repeated to the empty grass, "Can you be worthy of them?"
"When you live your whole life...sometimes, you just want to have a clear conscience and be worthy of those who are good to you."
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After training in the evening, Yu Qiushang went to the dojo in Maple Leaf Mountain Castle as usual. Since he had to train during the day, he could only come to Kentaro Tian Shen to practice swordsmanship on his days off and at night.
"Are you worried?" Tian Shen Kentaro looked at Yu Qiu Shang practicing the starting position, but suddenly asked.
"Yes." Yu Qiu Shang nodded candidly. He understood that in front of the Sword Master, every fluctuation in your sword moves would be clearly seen by him.
"Would you like to talk to me?" Kentaro Tianchen asked casually.
Yu Qiu Shang hesitated for a moment and nodded towards Tian Shen Kentaro, but he didn't know how to speak. The incident in the morning was really too embarrassing for him.
"It doesn't have to be like this." Kentaro Tianchen stood up with a smile, picked up a wooden knife from the side, and slowly walked to stand opposite Yu Qiu Shang.
"Come on." Kentaro Tian Shen nodded slightly, put his right hand behind his back, and only used his left hand to hold the sword, "Use the sword to express your feelings."
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After several contests, Kentaro Tian Shen knocked Yu Qiu Shang's samurai sword away with one strike, and then laughed a few times.
"In this life, if you only live for others, is it worth it?" Tian Shen Kentaro calmly expressed what troubled Yu Qiu Shang, "If you only live for the feelings of others, what will your life be like?"
What’s the point?”
"Mr. Mingjian." Yu Qiu Shang nodded, "I don't want to live like a red leaf whose happiness, anger, sorrow and joy are caused by others."
Kentaro Tianchen nodded noncommittally, which made Yu Qiu Shang even more confused.
"Sir, do you think...living a life for others is worth it?" Seeing Kentaro Tian Shen being silent for a long time, Yu Qiu Shang couldn't help but ask.
"How do I know...everyone's answer is different." Tian Shen Kentaro laughed and sat down cross-legged, put his hands on his knees, raised his head and looked at the patio of the dojo.
"It's just... this is such a cruel world, and it's not easy for everyone in this world." The wrinkles on Tian Shen Kentaro's vicissitudes of life became even more bitter because of these words, "People have to have something they are obsessed with in order to survive. ah."
"Some people are wine, some are women, some are power, some are family, some are hatred and kindness, some are flowers, birds, wind and moon, and some are swordsmanship." Tian Chen As Kentaro spoke, he patted the wooden sword on his lap and sighed: "If a person is not obsessed with something, he probably won't be able to hold on, right?"
"Some people are obsessed with those who are important to them." Tian Shen Kentaro caressed his wooden sword, and at the same time glanced at Yu Qiu Shang, who was silent on the side, "What about you? What are you obsessed with?"
"Me?" Yu Qiu Shang sighed after being stunned for a while, raised his head in confusion, then slowly shook his head and said, "I don't know."
Chapter completed!