36.
A world that only 50% know
She met Aunt Yan, and the woman who smiled when she first met turned pale in just a few days.
Aunt Yan sat blankly in the mourning hall, her body beneath the black dress was hunched and withered.
Cheng Luo walked to Aunt Yan and looked up at the black and white photo hanging in the middle. The young man in the photo was as cheerful as ever, and his eyes seemed to be light, like the sun.
When she noticed someone coming, Aunt Yan raised her head. Her eyes were swollen and her eyes were covered with blood. Since her son passed away, she hasn't closed her eyes for several days. She cried and she couldn't shed a drop again.
"We found this while sorting out the relics." Aunt Yan pulled out a neat stack of paper from her bag.
Cheng Luo took it and looked it up and found that it was a suicide note.
"I guess I don't have any hope, I'm not just writing in a hurry on the plane..." As she said that, Aunt Yan's lips trembled. She looked at her son's photo and felt sad. She was fighting all over her teeth.
Cheng Luo held the paper, the handwriting on it was extremely messy, and a picture suddenly appeared in his mind.
The shaking cabin, the crowd of people roaring, the sharp cry of the children...
She saw that she had not only taken out paper and pen from her backpack, but she wrote these words with a desperate heart.
[All assets in the zoo belong to my cooperation equation, Miss Luo, when God gives you this ability, you must assume the corresponding responsibility, I believe in you.]
[Not only, stay on May 20, 2020.]
"It's not just that he didn't listen to me since he was a child. I didn't let him go to England. He insisted on going. Now, he didn't even have a ashes left... a strand of hair was left for me."
"More than just, how do you ask your mother to live in the future..."
Aunt Yan knelt on the ground and hit her forehead one after another, even though she was so thin that she didn't stop.
"Mom!" The eldest daughter came over and hurriedly stopped Aunt Yan, "Don't do this, I'm there, and Xiao An accompany you, don't do this..."
The eldest daughter hugged Aunt Yan and cried. Xiao An, the young man next to her, didn't quite understand what was going on. Seeing her grandmother and mother crying, she also cried.
When the scene was chaotic, a thin man came over.
His eyebrows and eyes were more than just a little similar, his temples were white and his mental state was not very good. Compared to Aunt Yan, he still looked a bit rational.
"Are you Cheng Luo?"
"Yes."
"I'm very happy that you can come here." Dad He glanced at Aunt Yan, who was almost fainting. "We were surprised to see that suicide note. Since it was more than just a dying wish, we had nothing to say."
Dad He and Aunt Yan are both kind-minded old men. He sighed faintly, his eyes flushed: "It's not just that this child has been kind since he was a child, but he is particularly good to kittens and dogs. You said that you are such a good person, why did you leave just by saying that you can leave?"
“…”
Cheng Luo had no choice but to answer.
The black and white photos were not only smiling at her, but she thought of the unwilling young man who came to see her for the last time at dusk and dusk.
Cheng Luo could not understand the mood of He's father and Aunt Yan. She was vaguely an orphan, and she entered the entertainment industry with her arrogance and slowly made a career. At that time, Cheng Luo thought that even if she died one day, no one would know, and she would not set up a mourning hall for her.
result……
She is really dead.
I went to the chaos of the world alone and spent too long and long years, maybe fifty thousand years, maybe one hundred thousand years, or one fifty thousand years, and I can't remember it clearly. When she was lonely for a long time, she turned into loneliness. When she experienced the evolution of the prehistoric world and the alternation of life and death, she could no longer resonate with death.
Even if the young man named Wuji had stood beside her, smiled at her, and reached out to help her, she still could not feel sad.
It's so ruthless and so sad.
"You will take good care of that zoo, right?" Dad He looked at Cheng Luo, with hope and panic in his eyes.
Cheng Luo moved his fingertips slightly and nodded: "More than just my wish. He is gone, I will fulfill it for him."
Dad He touched the corner of his lips and smiled pale and powerlessly.
He wiped away tears with his fingertips: "Thank you, I don't just know I'll be happy..."
"Yes." Cheng Luo turned around and was about to leave. After thinking about it, he left two words gently: "Take care."
Without looking at Dad He's expression, she quietly left the mourning hall.
The drizzle was still falling, and there was no one on the empty road.
She, Yu Yu, walked alone, with no way out, no way back, and no purpose.
There was always more than the scene before his death in my mind. What he had to do his best was his dream, and that dream was handed over to her, a woman he had known for not long.
dream……
What was Cheng Luo’s original dream?
She won the award, won the queen of the video, and took photos of works that everyone likes. In fact, she was also working hard step by step in that direction. At that time, she was kind and love to laugh, smart and cheerful, liked to socialize, and also liked to dress beautifully, and posted a selfie.
But……
Everything she worked hard to get was taken away, and her dreams, body, and future were all gone.
And what about Cheng Luo? God arranged her to other places.
No one can tolerate such bone-eroding loneliness, no one can tolerate a life without the sun, the moon, the stars, and the concept of time. Cheng Luo had thought about death, but as the first life in the universe, even death was not allowed.
The endless life took over her emotions as a human being, and gradually turned into a god admired by all things.
They called her Longzu.
"Cheng Luo..."
In a trance, Cheng Luo heard someone calling her again.
She looked up slightly and saw a young man wearing a white shirt standing in a hazy place of rain and fog.
"I'm leaving." He's not just still fair and clean, his smile is cheerful, "If you have time, go and see my parents. My mother likes you very much."
Cheng Luo stood there without saying anything.
"It's really the last time, Miss Rooftop."
He turned around and left with a cool gesture.
She closed her collar that was wet by the rain, and her lips curled slightly, saying, "Goodbye, Mr. He who was attracted by my whirlwind."
*
It was already 10 o'clock in the evening when Cheng Luo returned to Forest House. It was probably because of this empty disaster that Shi Mo had not appeared, and Cheng Luo didn't care much about it. Since that person was a big man, he was not afraid of him talking nonsense.
After entering the house, Cheng Luo took out the pill that had been ground before, sprinkled it into the feed as much as possible, and handed it over to the little devil who was feeding the animals.
Immediately afterwards, Cheng Luo came to the backyard of the villa, which was the main place where resentment gathered.
The weather was even more gloomy when it rained. The empty courtyard was only the roar of the wind. The old locust tree standing on the ground was shrouded in the darkness, and the leaves were whispering, like ghosts.
Cheng Luo looked around and slowly stroked the ring. It would be more than just recruiting workers tomorrow. She had to handle all this today. She made up her mind and walked directly under the locust tree. Then she took the ring and placed it at her feet.
"Eat it, drink blood."
Chapter completed!