Chapter five hundred and seventy-first conversation between brothers
At this time, the office of the director of the Tianzi Group was locked, and Lu Yongsen did not need to report first as usual.
He asked other staff lobbies for a while and learned that Park Jianwoo was being locked in the confinement room at the moment and was reflecting on it. So he asked the location of the confinement room and went straight to him.
After a series of hardships through life and death, Lu Yongsen has already gained a lot of fame in the sixth department of the National Security Department.
Even his deeds were spread to the recruit camp of the special training camp.
Although he is far from comparable to Lin Feng's various legendary experiences, it is enough to admire all the recruits who have just reached a special cause.
Even Wang Weiyu, who has always liked to have a cold face and is known as the Iron-faced instructor, would reveal a rare and proud smile when he mentioned in front of the new recruits that Lu Yongsen was the soldier under his command.
Because of such a little fame, Lu Yongsen was not hindered from visiting Park Jianyu this time. Most people would nod at Lu Yongsen politely when he heard Lu Yongsen's name.
Once upon a time, Lu Yongsen imagined that if one day he could be like Lin Feng, he would only need others to admire his name and say respect, it would definitely be a great feeling.
But when others will respect his name at this moment, he will lose the mood he used to be.
It seems that something that once valued very much does not feel that it is so important after the mind is mature. It is a kind of growth and maturity of the state of mind.
When Lu Yongsen came outside the door of the confinement room, Park Jianwoo was lying on the wire bed in the confinement room, moving his back to the door.
It seemed as if he had lost all interest in the outside world, as if nothing had to do with him.
Perhaps the best word to describe Park Jianyu's mood at this time is, "There is no greater sorrow than death in the heart"?
"Park Jianwoo, someone is here to visit you!"
Suddenly, a guard walked out of the confinement room and shouted impatiently to Park Jianwoo in the room through the observation hole.
Park Jianwoo seemed to have heard nothing and continued to lie there without moving.
Seeing this, Lu Yongsen couldn't help glaring at the young guard and said, "Comrade, I have never seen you before. You have graduated from the special training camp, right?
Please be careful when speaking. When Park Jianyu was playing with the Japanese in the axis of the earth, you might still be practicing marching under Instructor Wang Weiyu!”
The guard was a little dissatisfied when he heard this and said, "He colluded with Japanese spies, and Secretary-General Zhang said he was helpless!"
"Secretary General Zhang is not responsible for us. Some things he doesn't have to say, so open the door." Lu Yongsen said lightly.
"Yes." The guard saluted and opened the door of the confinement room, let Lu Yongsen walk in, and then shut the door honestly again.
At this time, only Lu Yongsen and Park Jianyu were left in the entire confinement room.
"What, for the sake of a Japanese girl, even my brother ignored me?"
Park Jianwoo was still motionless.
"How long has it been? I am familiar with where Park Jianwoo went? Where did Park Jianwoo go with passionate and determined to achieve results in this industry?
Where is your pride? Where are your ambitions? Where have you gone?"
Park Jianwoo still didn't turn around, but said in a calm tone, "If you are here to persuade me, then save money, Yongsen, we brothers are brothers, but there are some things that even brothers cannot empathize with.
My heart is completely dead, nothing you say is useless."
Lu Yongsen smiled and said, "I don't know how to tell you some things, but I can understand you because there are people in my heart who can't let go."
Organizations need to make us an emotionally-free machine, devote ourselves to appointing and the country, but we are mortals, flesh and blood, and emotional.
No one knows everything we do and cannot be recorded in history, and I think it is unfair.
But so what?
There is no fairness in this world, only choices.”
"Yongsen, what made me feel discouraged was not just because of feelings. But what I paid so much was the exchange for was distrust that I stopped.
I have done so much for the organization and promised the organization that since I brought her back, I will definitely get the information we want from her.
But the organization doesn’t have to trust me at all, and it also doubts me because of this!”
Speaking of this, Park Jianwoo slowly turned over and sat up, lit a cigarette and started smoking.
Lu Yongsen looked at Park Jianyu's haggard face and found that he, who was originally clean and neat, had lost his former spirit and became very haggard, as if he was over ten years old.
Park Jianwoo took a few deep breaths of cigarettes and said, "Yongsen, do you know that it is the Japanese spy you mentioned that saved my life more than once. She betrayed the organization for me.
If it weren't for her, I don't know how many times I've died. I'm a person with flesh and blood. She saved me so many times. Shouldn't I help her plead for mercy? Why did it become a collusion enemy?
Our organization is a cold-blooded and ruthless machine. When we enter this machine, we become one of many parts and have no feelings since then.
I have been thinking about it for a long time. Such a job is really not suitable for me. I have already asked the organization to resign. No matter how they deal with me, I don’t care."
When Lu Yongsen heard this, his brows frowned slightly and said, "Have you really made up your mind?"
Park Jianwoo nodded.
"If the organization agrees to your resignation, what are your plans? What can you do if someone like you return to the normal world?"
Park Jianwoo thought for a while and said, "I don't know, I haven't thought so much yet. Let's take one step at a time."
Lu Yongsen was silent for a moment and said, "Jianyu, do you want to know what I think?"
"Tell me."
Lu Yongsen pulled a chair and sat down, lowered his head, and whispered to Park Jianyu, "I think there is something wrong with the system of our organization."
Park Jianyu obviously didn't expect Lu Yongsen to say this, and couldn't help but be stunned and said, "What do you say?"
"In fact, the organization is not distrustful of us, but is afraid of us."
Lu Yong paused and then said, "That is why they are determined to control us and keep us absolutely obedient and loyal!"
"Fear us? Why are you afraid of us?"
Park Jianyu was shocked by Lu Yongsen's words, because in his opinion, Lu Yongsen's words were undoubtedly questioning the authority of the organization!
Chapter completed!