Chapter 1402: As long as the child does not want him
Since deciding to divorce Bai Chuchen and giving her a chance to make a new choice, Jin Mobei has worked hard to change himself little by little.
"Mo Bei, to put it simply, I only want this child and have never thought about remarrying you."
"If I want to remarry you, I won't want this child."
"The child will not be an opportunity for me to remarry you."
"She exists because I really want a child."
"I've thought about it. I like children so much, but I can't do intimate things with others for the time being. I don't know the quality of the other person's child through artificial insemination."
"You are the best choice."
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"I no longer want to suppress my desire for a child, and I don't want to deny that the child I once lost is the eternal pain in my heart. Even if I try hard to ignore it, it still hurts when I mention it."
"I can get out of my failed marriage with you, but I can't really let go of the pain of losing my baby. The only option is to have another child."
"I can give double the love I once wanted to give to this child."
While Bai Chuchen was talking, his hand gently touched his lower abdomen...
The baby in her belly was still too small to feel her presence, but she seemed to be able to clearly feel that she and the baby could sense it.
"Now I am capable of raising a child, and I am confident that I will get better and better in the future. Raising a child is not a big burden to me. Moreover, such a burden is a sweet burden to me."
"No matter how tiring or painful the days are, I have survived it, not to mention such sweet hardships. I firmly believe that I can let my baby grow up healthily..."
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"Mo Bei, marriage can't guarantee me anything. I will never know what will happen tomorrow. I frankly don't trust you."
"The marriage with you was the one I was most proud of, and it was also the one that hurt me the most. A marriage certificate doesn't restrict anything. If it can restrict anything, you and Chu Xingguang..."
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When Jin Mobei heard Bai Chuchen mention Chu Xingguang, he wanted to speak but was interrupted again by her...
"I don't want to mention the past things anymore. They are all in the past. I have no intention of arguing with you. I am not yours now, and I have no right to argue with you."
"But, I have to be honest, I have not forgotten it."
"We are fine now, but no one's guarantee can beat the catalysis of time, which will change a lot of things you once thought would never change."
"We were very good in the past, and you are no worse to me than you are now, but people say things will change, and the heart says it hurts. Those days were really painful, and I don't want to walk the same path again, and I don't want to bear it anymore.
Unknown future harm.”
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"Mo Bei, I will not deprive you of your rights as a father. You are the father of your child, and I will not erase this."
"From the time you are pregnant with the child to his birth and then to his growth, I will not stop you from appearing by my side. When he is born and is sensible, I will tell him that you are his father."
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"I considered the child's household registration issue when I decided to have this child."
"Yesterday when I found out I was pregnant, I went to find Gege. Please ask Gu Yanshen to help me find connections in the future. His connections in Ancheng are just a household registration issue and it is not difficult."
"Zi Ge has promised me that Gu Yanshen will help me. This morning, Ge Zi has already called me and Gu Yanshen has agreed."
ps: Maybe some relatives can't understand Xiaobai's thoughts, but if you read their stories in full, you should be able to understand what Xiaobai's concerns are...
Chapter completed!