Volume 5 (19) Goodbye, Junyu
A new day.
The rising sun has slowly shone on the huge unknown tree in the yard. The leaves on the trees are slender, densely shaded so that there is almost no trace of sunlight.
Zhu Sihuai and Tuosang went outside to pick fruits and melons. Zhu Yu stood alone by the small window in the house. For the first time, he saw the boarding yard clearly. It was a solid earthen wall covered with grass and mud. Several very simple houses were hidden under the huge tree, and the breeze was blowing.
He looked at the opposite side, and the room opposite was quiet, and he didn't know if there was anyone.
He withdrew his gaze, turned around, and looked at the simple and slightly dim room where he was in, and looked at the old clothes on his body. His clothes had already become ragged and dirty when they were in the desert, and the weapons and several things on his body disappeared. It was not until after he woke up that Zhu Sihuai told him that these things were taken away by Mr. Lanying.
Although he could not guess what Mr. Nongying would do after taking these things, he must have made sense.
In this life, he had never been in such a simple place, nor had he ever worn such old clothes, but for some reason, he felt particularly novel. That feeling was more indescribable than being in a magnificent mansion.
After a while, he faced the only window of the earth wall again, and saw a woman standing under the big tree, with her back facing her, her head slightly raised, as if observing a squeaking bird or insect on the tree.
The woman wore red clothes with very rough texture and colors, and simply tied her hair bun, but she stood there casually, like a newly grown poplar, charming and graceful, tall and handsome.
It was obviously the first time I saw it, but I had a strange familiarity in my heart.
He walked out of the open door. The woman was about to turn around, but he had already hugged her waist tightly from behind: "Jun Yu..."
Those hands were almost like iron hoops, which made people unable to move. Jun Yu put his hand on his hand and was very happy: "Zhu Yu, you have finally woken up!"
"Zhu Yu, if you rest for another two days, we will be able to get on the road soon. Mr. and Sister Shu and others have booked a big ship to go south. This ship was chosen by Mr. himself. The place we went to was beautiful and beautiful. It set off in a month, and there are many interesting people who will go with you. Can you go with us?"
Zhu Yu's head was buried on her shoulders, silent.
"Zhu Yu... Didn't you agree to go with us? Don't you want to? Let's go together, okay? I really hope to take care of you! At least, at least, let me take care of you..."
"Go with her, at least I can see her in the crowd every day!" Zhu Yu hugged her harder with both hands, but another real voice in his heart was shouting wildly. "Jun Yu, [31 Novel Network �
"Zhu Yu!"
"Jun Yu, come with me!"
These words circled in the chest and circled in the mouth. However, both the chest and the mouth were like iron locked doors. It locked the words and thoughts firmly, and let it struggle and tumbling like a beast in the prison, like a punishment on a red-burning cannon, and it could not escape the slightest.
The iron hoop-like hands were wrapped around her waist. Jun Yu had to say anything, but she couldn't even say a word. It was a feeling of almost heartbreak. She lowered her head and a drop of hot tears fell on Zhu Yu's hand.
The hot tears burned the hands and the heart. Zhu Yu suddenly let go of his hand and took several steps in succession.
Jun Yu turned around.
Zhu Yuru was struck by lightning and stared at the face opposite him who was completely unfamiliar but as familiar as imprinted in his heart. She was no longer a little boy on the snow, nor a brave warrior on the horse's back. She had already returned to her true face. Her eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, like water, like a blooming flower, like a beautiful tree. The beauty that was so close that people could no longer breathe.
His breathing slowly paused, his chest almost suffocated. They were the clouds in the sky, the snowflakes on the top of the mountain, the dreams in dreams, and the ideal fantasy... Zhu Yu reluctantly raised his hand, but his hand became increasingly weak. He wanted to grab it but couldn't hold it; he wanted to keep it, but he couldn't keep it. Just like time, even if he held it in his hand, it would slowly flow away from his fingertips.
"Zhu Yu!"
"Jun Yu!" He suddenly ran over again and hugged her fiercely. The fanaticism in his heart broke free from the cage like a beast: "Jun Yu, I want to go with you to a place where no one knows us, only the two of us, and in this life we are the only two of us! I want to be with you, instead of just watching you from a distance..."
Jun Yu also hugged him fiercely, and his mind suddenly became blank.
The sun occasionally sprinkled stars from the lush branches of the trees, shining on the two people who were hugging each other. The world was completely silent, leaving only the sound of each other's breathing and heartbeat.
I don’t know how long it took, but Jun Yu suddenly let go of his hand, took a step back, and stared at Zhu Yu in a daze.
Feeling that his hands were empty, but such a real and profound hug would stay in memory forever. Zhu Yu raised his head and suddenly became extremely calm in his heart. He quietly looked at the woman he had seen for the first time in his life: "Jun Yu, if it weren't for Tuosang, you would definitely like me!"
If Takusan hadn't! But Takusan had been there, right? Since Takusan had been there, how could he allow him not to exist?
The deeper the pain of heartbreak, the calmer Jun Yu's heart became. She also looked at Zhu Yu quietly: "Tuosang has always been there, and he will always be there! As long as I am still alive, I hope to see him every day and be with him every day."
Zhu Yu nodded and stared at her: "Jun Yu, I hope you will not be happy at all in the future, and I hope Takusang is not as good as you imagined. In that way, you will think of me every day, regret it every day... Regret about what wrong choice you made..." He suddenly laughed, "But, this seems unlikely, right? So, Jun Yu, you will be happy every day and never think of me, right?"
Jun Yu nodded and shook his head, without opening his mouth.
"Jun Yu, I will never think of you again in the future!"
"Well! Don't think about me! Don't think about me."
"Zhu Yu, where are you going?"
"It's enough for me to know where you are, so why do you know where I am? Maybe when I get old and tired, I will come to see you to see if you are good or not, and if you have ever regretted it..."
"Zhu Yu..."
"I'm tired, I want to go and have a rest."
Jun Yu nodded and looked at him. He walked into his room without looking back and gently closed the door.
After a long time, Zhu Yu came to the small window and saw Jun Yu standing beneath the big tree, her eyes were very confused. She stood for a long time, then sat down on the spot, staring blankly at some crawling ants and scattered fallen leaves on the ground.
The dim earth walls, nameless trees, simple houses, and the remaining fallen leaves all looked so colorful and brilliant because of her sitting there.
Even the simple clothes and rough colors of her body became so light and gorgeous because of her own face, like clusters of begonia and beautiful clouds. It was more wonderful than the grace of her walking from the snow of Qiansi Academy, and more pleasant than the spirit of her singing and singing in the square of Hanjing Garden.
A voice was in my mind and deep in my heart, and shouted enthusiastically: "I want to be with her, I must be with her forever!" My legs suddenly lost their minds, and all my consciousness clamored to run towards her, hugged her, and pulled her to escape to a very far place. There were no idle people waiting for that place, only her, only herself, only herself and her...
However, a sound of footsteps sounded, and it was Tuosang and Zhu Sihuai who were out. Immediately, Tuosang's gentle voice was: "Jun Yu, why are you sitting on the ground? Your health is not well yet, the ground is very cold."
Then, he gently helped her up and smiled and said, "Are you thirsty? This is melon, this is grape, and the pear. I brought some back to you. Do you like it?"
Zhu Yu quietly took a few steps back, left the window, and lay on the bed suddenly, tears fell in his eyes... The night had completely enveloped the sky of this oasis, and faintly, someone played the six-stringed lyrics and sang a sad song of separation, like complaining and crying. It was the sadness and desolation that could only be revealed after experiencing war and separation of life and death.
Zhu Yu lay straight on the bed, his heart was brought to the sky by the sad tune, to the clouds, to the endless sky to be buried... In such a crying sound, there are pasts that can never be returned to and dreams that can never be done! However, those pasts will always be engraved in the deepest part of the heart until death, until one last breath is taken until the eyes are completely closed!
Goodbye, past!
Goodbye, Jun Yu!
Chapter completed!