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Chapter fifty-six, my heart is disturbed

Hehuan can see me empty, but I can’t see me empty.

Only Li Yu and Su Mengjie were present and could see Hehuan.

Strictly speaking, Hehuan is not even a ghost, it is just an illusion created by consciousness.

"It's been a long time, I haven't been here." The monk Kongwo clasped his hands and murmured: "When I was a little novice monk, my master took me to Jingchan Siyu. I sat here for five years. In the past five years, I realized a lot and thought a lot. When I returned to Jingchan Temple, I had already forgotten it..."

"Abbot, have you really been here?" Jingsi said in surprise.

"Amitabha, that was very young."

Kong our abbot came to the Hehuan tree and meditated quietly.

The wind and snow are falling slowly.

My heart is empty but I can't calm down.

At this moment, Kong I clasped my hands together and said, "You said I could seek peace here, but why did my heart get even more confused?"

"Because at that time, your heart was even more confused," Li Yu paused and said, "You said you were here to meditate... Actually..."

"You are running away."

"That year, when China was in danger of survival, you escaped, escaped the war and fled from your family in the name of becoming a monk, and came to this Jingchan Temple and became a monk... Well, you didn't become a monk directly, but became abbot directly. As for why you could become abbot directly." Li Yu smiled slightly.

Gu Taisan and Ye Manman were both confused, and Jingsi was even more angry. She rolled up the monk's robe and looked like she was about to take action.

In his eyes, Li Yu's words were directly insulting people.

"What did you say... believe it or not, I will kill you..."

"Your brother died on the battlefield, your parents died in war, and you have lived to this day, seeking quietness in the name of meditation, but not being able to be quiet. As long as you are still alive, you will not be able to get peace. This pain has tormented your first half of your life, and the time of torture will continue to grow as your age gradually increases, and continue to become your nightmare."

Li Yu narrowed her eyes slightly.

The Seethrough Panel also changed.

Name: Huang Daniu

Gender: Male

Race: Human

Note: Looking for quietness but not quietness. Although it is shameful to escape, it is really useful for survival - but after surviving, you will be greeted with endless spiritual torture...

"Congratulations to the host for achieving the achievement: not using supernatural powers to see through a person's truth."

“Reward: Water Shoes”

"Shuihang Shoes: literally."

With the reward, Li Yu's eyes lit up. Although the achievements cannot be completed repeatedly, the rewards are generally quite generous.

Restraining the idea of ​​forcibly taking it out, Li Yu continued to look at Kong me.

My expression, which was originally empty and uninterrupted, finally changed...

He became like a humble old man, and the expression on his face finally turned into a bitter smile and a look of being seen through.

"How do you know these..." Ye Manman looked at Li Yu incredibly.

Gu Taisan, who was standing beside him, paused and said, "Actually, I probably guessed it."

"Guess?"

"Combined with age and the reason why our abbot came here, you probably know what happened... I am a local, and I know that this place was a barren mountain and ridge in the past, and there was no people within a few kilometers, and even ascetic monks would not come here - although everyone in that era was no different from ascetic monks, every young man, every young man, every Taoist priest, every monk came out to fight, is it really reasonable to sit and practice ascetic here? And there is no supplies within a radius, what can I do here? Of course, it is a refuge. It is because people are rarely visited so that I can stay away from war." Gu Tai Sanyi said seriously: "Maybe it is reasonable to become a monk now, but at that time, it can only be said... this young man has no blood. At that time, even monks would tie earth cannons to blow up the bunkers."

"Why are you so clear..." Ye Manman was stunned.

"Because my grandfather died in a protection battle, leaving only my grandmother and my father." Gu Taisan grinned and raised his head high: "Although I have never seen that grandfather, he has always been my pride. Even though he died in the first battle and the first charge, he... is still my pride, the great grandfather who sacrificed his life for the country."

Ye Manman expressed his respect in awe and paid tribute to Gu Taisan's grandfather.

Sacrifice to that hero.

The open space is very large, and basically anyone present can hear Gu Taisan's words.

Jingsi didn't help this time, and looked at the abbot earnestly, hoping that the abbot could give an answer.

Even if it's just a pale negation...

But Abbot Kong smiled bitterly and clasped his hands together.

"Amitabha, this place was indeed the only place that could allow me to find peace back then, without war, no killing, and no death."

"It's a pity that this allows you to find a quiet place, but it has become your nightmare after many years. Your inner demon came here because you abandoned the responsibilities you should bear. What you found was only temporary peace, but the bitterness is for the rest of your life." Li Yu carried his hands on his back and said calmly: "And, Huang Daniu, you are not a monk at all, but just a fake monk in monk's skin. This fake monk can directly become the [abbot] of Jingchan Temple..."

A shocking sentence.

Even though our abbot abandoned everything at that time, the identity of a monk is real...

How could real bald heads and temples be fake?

A series of problems made Jingsi completely unable to face. She could only look at the respected abbot with a begging face and shouted: "Abbot, this is fake. Even if there is only this one, this must be fake..."

I didn't answer

Seeing that the abbot did not answer, Jingsi turned around and yelled at Li Yu, "Damn Taoist! You are lying! You are definitely lying! Why do you target the abbot so much? Is the abbot blocking your way of wealth or something?"

"Although he looks very much like a monk now, it is not like you shave your head. If you recite scriptures and Buddha, you are a monk. You need the elders of the Buddhist temple to slap him, become a monk, and wash dust to be considered a monk..." Li Yu took out his phone with a calm expression: "It just happened that when he came back, he played with his phone and Baidu Jingchan Temple... The Internet is so developed now that you can basically find it directly, such as this one, which is quite famous. It was posted on the homepage to promote it before. I also had the habit of surfing the Internet, so I also had a little impression..."

The mobile phone shows black and white photos, as well as Baidu Encyclopedia.

Jiningjing Zen Temple - Hero Temple.

In 1933, 38 monks from all over the temple, including the abbot, participated in the border guerrillas.

The following year.

The monks of quiet Zen.

All destroyed-
Chapter completed!
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