266 Crisis of Confidence
Smoky Rain Tower
After reading Rong Yun's letter, Yan Qing's expression showed unprecedented fatigue. She closed her eyes and held the letter's hand and trembled slightly.
"Master, the city has just been sent to the news. The wife of the General of Zhenguo will go to Xiangguo Temple to pray for blessings tomorrow... I secretly meet with several red ladies..." After Chu Chen reported, he saw that Yan Qing's tired expression had not changed. He closed his eyes tightly and never opened it from beginning to end. He lowered his head slightly and whispered, "Why would it be better for someone to secretly stop this matter?"
Chu Chen didn't understand who the women carefully trained by the Ghost Sect were not one in a million. Yan Qing was one of the seven masters of the Ghost Sect. His talent, ability and appearance were impeccable. What was Lin Qiaoxi's dissatisfaction? The elder Ghost Sect had never arranged a spy in the Rong family and secretly engaged Rong Yun and Rong Ze.
Yan Qing took a deep breath, dissipated the fatigue on his expression, and shook his head gently.
"sit."
Chu Chen sat down and glanced at Yan Qing nervously for a moment, instantly calming down. Chu Chen admired her very much and secretly felt that she had to learn more. Not to mention anything else, she couldn't do this.
"Chuchen, can I take the initiative to ask you a question?" Yan Qing looked at Chuchen, who was sitting opposite her with a little nervous expression. For some reason, she thought of the directness when she first entered the Ghost Sect. Lan Rongyue was two years younger than her, but when she first faced Lan Rongyue, she was not nervous, but afraid.
Even though she tried hard to suppress her discomfort, she still lowered her head and knelt down. She still remembered that Lan Rongyue frowned slightly at the time, looking very disappointed at a group of about 20 of them. She told someone to take them to rest, and she personally trained the next day.
Since Lan Rongyue came to Yanyu Pavilion last time, she has brought Chuchen to let Chuchen get in touch with the affairs of the Ghost Sect. She was a little puzzled at the time, but now she understands it a little. Chuchen has a stubborn twist. Among the girls in Yanyu Pavilion, she is not the smartest, but she is the one who is the most persistent and able to see her identity the most clearly.
"If you can help the Pavilion Master, Chu Chen Zhi will speak in everything."
"You say, are you destined to be looked down upon and inferior to others when you are born in a brothel?"
Rong Yun wrote a letter asking about Rong Lian's poisoning. Although she tried her best to hide her words, she still saw the meaning of blame. Since Jinling determined each other's feelings, she has been helping Rong Yun with all her strength, and even shared a lot of information about Jinling with Rong Yun.
At this moment, seeing Rong Yun’s words a little bit of blame and inquiries, Yan Qing felt that since he entered the Ghost Sect, even no matter how tired he was, his heart had never been so tired.
"Does the Pavilion Master want to hear the truth?"
Yan Qing was slightly shocked and nodded.
"When the Chen family was fired, I was sold into a brothel, and from a daughter-in-law to a brothel prostitute, before the Chen family had an accident, I thought that after I was in the forefront, my mother would find a good husband for me, and from then on, she would become a father and mother, and be in the same position as her father and mother."
Chu Chen's tone was very heavy, with tears in the corners of his eyes, but a smile on his lips.
Yan Qing wanted to stop him, but he didn't want Chu Chen to uncover his scars, but he was interrupted by Chu Chen's heavy voice.
"The Chen family was fired. I was only ten years old. After the Chen family was convicted, I was immediately sent to the brothel. I was humiliated that night. At that time... I saw despair. You know the methods in the brothel. I cannot survive or die. I just spent a year like that. In a year, I experienced the hell on earth, and I was used to seeing all kinds of faces. I knew that Zhenniang took over the brothel. Zhenniang once said, if I wanted, I would let me leave. I chose to stay, and Zhenniang also
I covered up the shameful past of this year for me. Just three months ago, I also felt that this period of time was shameful. But three months ago, when my master came to Yanyu Pavilion, I stroked the piano for the master for the afternoon of the zither, but I suddenly realized that even if that period of time was not ashamed, it was my past. I had no way to change the past, but when I think about it, was it because of the past? I am content with the present even if I die."
Chu Chen took a deep breath and said, she realized that that period of time was not so difficult to talk about.
"Have you ever thought about getting married?"
Chu Chen smiled and said, "I don't want to see someone who can accept all my past one day in the future and feel relaxed and happy to be with him. Maybe I will spend my life with someone like that." This sentence reminded her of Lan Rongyue.
Unlike the gentleness of a lady from a family, Lan Rongyue is persistent, domineering, and her ability is no less than that of any man. Yan Canglan chose to accept her without reservation.
There are very few men like Yan Canglan in the world, but there is no other woman like Lan Rongyue in the world.
If you can ask for it, Chuchen only wants to ask for one person with one mind, and be together with a relaxed and happy life.
“Is it relaxed and pleasant?”
Yan Qing couldn't help but recall the time she and Rong Yun were together. The two met, got to know each other, and fell in love. But the more she went, the more tired she felt. Is the mansion really her destination?
At this moment, she was suspicious.
Chu Chen nodded and thought, Could it be that Rong Yun said something in his letter that made the Pavilion Master unhappy?
Looking at the appearance in front of her, Chu Chen didn't dare to ask, because even if she asked, she couldn't answer Yan Qing.
Because, unless she is particularly lucky, she will not be able to find the person who can accept everything about her, especially if she cannot have children. This is one of the reasons why she was willing to follow Zhenniang for the rest of her life.
"Maybe it was because I was too tired before and didn't want to force it."
"Are you forced?" Yan Qing sighed deeply, and after a silence, he ordered, "You will send a command on my behalf to Jinling. From today on, the information provided by the Ghost Sect to Rong Yun needs to be asked by himself. Unless it is related to people's livelihood, the Ghost Sect will not provide the information in person. As for the wife of the General Zhenguo secretly asking Hong Madam to see him, no one in the Ghost Sect will interfere."
"People Master, isn't this absurd..." Chu Chen asked in surprise and lost his composure.
"I am the head of Qingyan Pavilion, not the third young lady of the Rong family, my master is the current queen." Yan Qing seemed to be warning himself not to forget his identity.
"I understand."
Yan Qing felt heartbroken. If Rong Yun believed her, she would not have asked this question; if she didn't believe it, it would be useless for her to explain.
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