If you reject such a request, it would be an unforgivable crime. I quickly accepted Ying's kindness and left the warehouse in a mess. () (Baidu search:, the fastest update to read novels)

Looking back, it took me a long time to fall asleep when I slept next to Saber last time, and this time I must not be much better.

While thinking about sleep problems in distress, I walked towards my bedroom.

Then, I saw the blue and white figure standing quietly on the doorstep of my bedroom.

"Saber, haven't you rested yet?"

"Yes Shirou, because he wanted to tell Shirou something, so he kept waiting here."

“Saber can come in and say.”

I called Saber into the room. Saber looked around the furnishings in the room and suddenly said something.

"Sure enough, I feel a little uneasy."

"Well, what does Saber want to say?"

"Shirou, I had a strange feeling last time I was in your bedroom. Now it seems that it is too empty."

Saber seemed to have discovered something important, and Saber stared at me with serious eyes and said.

"Is there any problem?"

"Don't ordinary people like to put their favorite things in their bedrooms? Like Rin and Sakura, they set up their bedrooms very warmly. Koshiro's room is nothing, and it is so empty that it is uneasy."

"Because I didn't put it here..."

"Shiro, for anyone, the bedroom is the most private and relaxing place. () No matter who it is, there will be something that private people don't want to communicate with others, so everyone will keep it in the bedroom. Shiro, your feelings are not ordinary."

Saber's scrutiny eyes made me uneasy.

"Sword, saber, don't say it so seriously."

"No, this is a very serious matter. Shirou's spirit of sacrifice is unusual and he does not care about himself. You probably didn't think about yourself from the beginning."

A trace of care appeared in the girl's clear eyes.

I couldn't understand the girl's words for a moment, and I looked at Saber blankly.

Slightly silent.

She closed her eyes, as if she had made up some decision and looked at me calmly.

"In the morning, I had a dream."

“…”

"Servant doesn't dream. What I see is your dream and your past. The master is also connected with the spirit of the server before. If the bond is strong, you can see the other person's past."

"What I saw in my dreams - is mine, the past?"

"Yes, I understand this is an act that violates your heart, but I can't refuse. Please forgive me, Shirou."

"fool--"

I am the same with this. In the past, Saber has not become a server, and I have read it several times. (Baidu search:, the fastest update to read novels)

"Idiot, that's not Saber's fault. There is no way to see my dreams, right?... Moreover, I am the one who should apologize. Seeing my boring past will make you unable to sleep."

"No, I only saw the dream this morning. And what I saw was not the latest."

Saber explained seriously.

“When did it happen?”

"A big fire. All I saw was that scene."

The steady eyes were talking as if they saw something.

"Shirou is very similar to me, so I can understand your mistake. If you just keep going like this, I don't know what will happen. - because I can understand it too."

"How can I do the wrong thing? I want to be a just partner like my father."

"So, that's wrong. Shirou, that accident is not your fault, you don't need to bear that responsibility. - You don't have anything to compensate."

That's of course.

It was just an accident, I was just a victim.

Of course, I feel uneasy about the luck that only I can survive.

"You can't forget that accident. So, as long as you still remember Shirou, it won't change. Isn't that painful?"

"Pain-?Me?"

No, of course it will be painful.

Because that is natural, so many people die, it is such a hell.

So I think I'll be in pain for sure.

Moreover, if this is not the case, wouldn’t that matter be meaningless?

"Well, it's really painful to think about it. But that's the end. You can't do anything even if you do this."

Saber was silently silent, just ruthlessly twisting his wrist.

"...At least, Shirou must live a good life. Don't care about yourself."

"Saber, don't worry, I'll be doing well..."

"Shiro has been practicing magic."

Saber suddenly brought up another topic.

"This is my daily compulsory course, so I've been sticking to it."

"Can Shirou stop?"

"What--?"

"Shiro used an amazing magic yesterday, which will bring you a lot of burden. So I hope Shiro can stop practicing magic. Moreover, I hope Shiro will not use dangerous abilities in the future."

"There is no problem with the pause, but I didn't use it yesterday, and didn't we win?"

"Whether you can win or not, Shirou's safety is the first goal. My sword is extraordinary. If Shirou's body is broken after projection, it may be that Shirou had sequelae in the morning."

"I'm thankful for Saber, I've responded very well now, don't worry about Saber."

It’s better not to mention the thing in my body, it’s the guarantee that I can still fight.

"The more Shirou uses magic, the greater the burden on his body. One day, Shirou will not be able to support him."

"I understand what saber means. Before I could never do it, I stopped using projection-"

"No, Shirou, I'm not just referring to projections. When Shirou uses any magic, the magic will flow to me, and the effect is more obvious when I'm weak. So, I hope Shirou can stop completely."

"What-? We have a lot to do and we have to get the Holy Grail together. How can we stop?"

How could I stop using magic altogether? In that case, I wouldn't be able to do anything.

"I will fight for the Holy Grail, Shirou only needs to protect himself. No matter how necessary the goal is, your life is the most important."

"I won't agree, didn't Saber agree that I'm going to fight too?"

"Shirou, I just agree that you are a qualified master, but fighting is too burdened by Shirou and it must be forbidden."

"And then you want to fight alone until you are covered in bruises?"

I couldn't help but get angry.

Saber's face froze, but this time she was not angry, and only a sad expression appeared on the girl's delicate face.

"Because this is my duty, Shirou. No matter what the result is, I will continue to fight. Shirou, your duty is to be alive. My life has ended a long time ago, and your life still has a long time, so no matter what happens, Shirou must be responsible for his own life first."

"Saber knows I won't agree. From the day my dad saved me, I decided to be a partner of justice like my dad. I will never stop when necessary!"

"Is Kiritsugu Emiya..."

Saber became silent thoughtfully.

"Kietsugu, how did Saber know this name?"

"Yes, Kiritsugu Emiya. Ten years ago, he was my master in the last Holy Grail War."

The field of vision becomes narrower.

I supported my body that fell backwards with my hands.

"You said, dad, is your master?"

"Well, ten years ago, Kiritsugu Emiya summoned me and participated in the Holy Grail War as a saber. In the end, he betrayed me and abandoned the Holy Grail. Because only the servant can touch the Holy Grail, the man used the last spell to forcibly destroy the Holy Grail with my hands. As a result, the town was surrounded by flames-"

Is that the fire ten years ago? Even my dad is entangled in it.

Looking back, my dad is also a magician. Since he has lived in this town all the time, it cannot be unrelated to the Holy Grail War.

"In other words, was the fire that happened ten years ago when my dad destroyed the Holy Grail?"

My eyes turned black.

"In Shirou's heart, Kiritsugu Emiya is an amazing person. However, he is not that kind of person in my memory."

It seems that I will hear a bad story. I want Saber to stop, and then remain silent and want to learn more about Kiritsugu's past.

"In a word, he is a typical magician. He is only interested in his own purpose and eliminates any obstacles. In him, there is almost no human emotion. Even during my battle, he only spoke to me three times..."

Could such a cold person be a father?

My heart was chilling like it was frozen.

"He is not cruel, nor is he a murderer. However, he has no emotions. Just like he uses me as a prop, he also regards himself as a prop."

"There must be something that can suppress many emotions and kill many enemies that makes him believe and even do so. So he was chosen by the Holy Grail. However, before his purpose, the Holy Grail, he ordered me to destroy the Holy Grail... To be honest, I have never cursed the existence of the curse and the people who betrayed me as I did at that time."

——Saber's words have authenticity.

No, it should be all true.

If you think about it carefully, I only know what kind of person Kiritsugu was ten years ago and then.

I can't know what Kiritsugu was like before that--and there is no need to know.

Even if Emiya Kiritsugu is a cold man.

The person who adopted Shiro Emiya was really a fool like a child.

So, for me, this is only true.

But what makes me feel a little sad is.

If Kiritsugu is really a cold person, then his end is too empty-

"If his goal is to be a partner of justice, his actions are completely unworthy, and his actions without glory, and the consequences of the killing will not be consistent with justice in any way."

"Maybe Kiritsugu, Emiya, lost his direction. No matter how great his beliefs are, if he goes astray, he will pay a heavy price. Shirou, if you do not restrain your spirit of sacrifice, one day it will become a burden to you."

Is sacrifice also a burden? I, who is inexperienced, cannot understand this emotion.

However, Saber's heavy expression seemed to have paid such a price.

Yes, she said that she is very similar to me.

"I'll go back and rest first. Shirou shouldn't force himself too much."

Without waiting for my answer or not, Saber turned around and left.

She has said that whether to insist on using magic and stick to her own path depends entirely on my own choice.

I leaned against the corner and thought.

Will you lose your own path even if you have the right goal?
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