Chapter 46: Silent
The night is getting darker at this time, as if there is a determination to swallow everything
The wind blew slowly on the leaves, making a rustling sound, and there was no sense of joy in this night.
Su Yiyang looked at Yu Beibei and Toby with his eyes wide open and said sternly: "Don't waste my time anymore!" Then, he abandoned the light and Le from the bar and ran out the door.
Wan Jinyou saw a faint figure squatting in the darkness from afar, and in an instant, the shouts resounded through the sky.
When Wan Jin ran to Ran Kongxia from a big breath, he was completely frightened.
"Kongxia, Kongxia, I'm here, I'm here." Wan Jinyou squatted down slowly, gently stroked Ran Kongxia's shoulders, and looked away. The bright red stinged Wan Jinyou's eyes.
“…”
Wan Jinyou helped Ran Kongxia up, but found that she was resisting, "What's wrong? Kongxia?"
"Jin You, Que Xinyan hasn't come back yet, he..."
Wan Jinyou was unhappy when he heard this, "What? It turns out that he is here. Do you still need you to worry about a big man? He doesn't even have..." Wan Jinyou covered his mouth and his words came to an abrupt end.
The night became more and more pure and colder, at least Ran Kongxia thought so.
Wan Jinyou sent Ran Kongxia home. Looking at Ran Kongxia's speechless and haggard appearance, he felt a wave of discomfort from the heart. The past is like the wind, blowing into the depths of his memory. A faint sadness slowly spread on Wan Jinyou's face.
Que Wu dragged his almost transparent body, looking at Ran Kongxia's position, empty, and with sadness, he staggered to a street lamp, thinking about Ran Kongxia's name, constantly blaming himself: "Qiwu, you bastard, how can you let Kong Naozi stay alone? Yan Tong, if you dare to touch a hair in Kong Naozi, I, Quewu, will never let you go!
Su Yiyang received a call from Wan Jinyou and learned that Ran Kongxia had returned home safely. His heart that had always been suspended finally let go.
Su Yiyang arrived at Ran Kongxia's home and before he could enter Ran Kongxia's room, he was stopped by Wan Jinyou halfway, "Let Kongxia be alone. Although she didn't say anything, I know Kongxia will not speak now, nor do I want to see anyone. Yiyang, you are too much about what happened today!"
Su Yiyang's expression was almost broken, he covered his eyes with his left hand, nodded helplessly, and his disrupted breathing had not yet recovered. He walked to the balcony with Wan Jinyou, and the two of them stared blankly at the ink sky.
"Sorry, I thought Kongzi could already deal with communication with others alone like a normal person." Su Yiyang held the railing with both hands, keeping his head hanging low.
"Yiyang, we don't really understand Kongxia's heart, so sometimes don't 'think'. Do you know how sad I was when I saw Kongxia? It seemed like I saw the little girl who had shrunk into a ball."
"I understand, I know..."
"I only realize now that it is not that we have changed Kongxia, but that Kongxia has changed us. She has not changed. She still loves to laugh, loves random thoughts, loves the second dimension, sometimes stupid and sometimes smart. Seeing Kongxia always looks very serious, and the same is true for people and things. Everything is considered for me, pretending to be strong and happy, and swallowing the suffering in my own stomach, so I cherish this friend. Therefore, I want to break her autism and demeanor little by little. Kongxia can do everything for my friends, and it is worth it to give everything I want to do for Kongxia. After saying so much, I no longer want to see Kongxia's empty and hopeless eyes." Wan Jinyou sniffed and quickly wiped away the tears at the corners of his eyes.
"I know, what you mean, let me leave first, I understand."
Although Su Yiyang has experienced a lot of time with Ran Kongxia, after all, the memories before he was twelve years old did not belong to him. Of course, the memories that became blank became something that Su Yiyang longed to know the most now. However, because he learned the less sadness in the side-to-side, Su Yiyang never asked about it again.
Today, it happened again.
Wan Jinyou sat on the sofa dumbly. Xia Mao felt something and did not make a sound. He quietly walked into Ran Kongxia's room. His claws hung on the bed and found Kongxia covering the quilt without moving. In order not to disturb Ran Kongxia, Xia Mao walked out of the room gently, continued to lie behind the door, and quietly waited for Ran Kongxia.
While recovering, Que Wu quickly returned to Ran Kongxia's home. As soon as he opened the door, he looked at Wan Jinyou's door god's face and glared at him.
"Is Kong Naozi back?"
"Quewu, Quewu, you are really a Quemini. As Kong Xia's friend, I feel it is very necessary to talk to you."
"I'll ask you if Kong Nail is at home?" Que Wu didn't listen to Wan Jinyou's speech at all, waiting anxiously for the answer. If it weren't for the small area behind the threshold, Que Wu would have run towards Ran Kongxia's room early in the morning, so how could he care about so much?
"I'm back, but you are not allowed to disturb Kosuka now."
“Hohu~”
Que Wu's tense body and nerves stretched out, and breathed a sigh of relief. His limbs were stiff and he walked to the sofa, and sat down slowly and unnaturally.
"Qewu, why don't you stay by Kong Xia's side all the time?" Wan Jinyou almost jumped onto the sofa and said angrily at Quewu.
“There’s something to do.”
“Is it more important than Aokatsuki?”
“There is no comparison between the two.”
"Haha~ I knew that none of you men is reliable, and you lost your chain at critical moments!" Wan Jinyou grabbed the water cup that Que Wu picked up and smashed it on the coffee table.
"Mr., this is my and Kong brain. What are you involved in?" Que Wu bent his body and picked up the water cup again, Gulu, Gulu, and finished drinking in one breath.
"I can tell you that Kongxia is my lifelong best friend. If something happens to Kongxia tonight, please kill you first." Wan Jinyou didn't know when he held the fruit knife and suddenly shook it in front of Que Wu.
"Shouldn't it be that guy Su Yiyang? Am I the number one?"
"I don't care about that much. You can be as far away as Kongxia in the future. I finally knew the injury to Kongxia's arm before, and it was not right, Quewu? Men are a disaster."
"As for it? How old is the person, are you still afraid of getting lost?" Que Wu said it was wrong and he needed treatment.
Wan Jinyu's fire came up instantly, and he pointed at Que Wu's nose with a fruit knife, "If Que Wu hadn't been for the sake of being Su Yiyang's brother, I would have killed you in minutes! How much do you know about my Kongxia? I admit that Kongxia is sometimes stupid, but her IQ is very high..."
Que Wu glanced sideways, "Have you gone off the line?"
"Sure enough, your savage tongue is not something I'm going to say. I'm going to talk about the key point. When Kong Xia was a child, she had severe autism and had a very low sense of existence. No friend was often bullied by her cousin."
"Isn't that guy Su Yiyang hurts Kong's brain too late, why are he bullying again?"
"Please respect me, please ask questions after the talk."
"Ok!"
"On the day of Kongxia's tenth birthday, I happened to be sick and did not attend her party. However, it was also from that day that Kongxia had changed completely. She liked to stay alone in an inconspicuous place, squatting and fiddling with the small wooden sticks on the ground. Her father said that Kongxia and other children played hide-and-seek together that day, everyone found it, but forgot Kongxia. It was dark, Kongxia was afraid of darkness. For this reason, Kongxia stayed in Jetstar Park next to the block for a night, and her family searched everywhere. That was the first time I saw her mother in pain. The next day, the next day, Kongxia stayed in Jetstar Park in the neighborhood. Her family looked around.
Kongxia actually went home alone. No matter who asked what happened that night, Kongxia just said nothing. Her eyes were like what I saw not long ago. After that day, Kongxia's mother found a long wound on Kongxia's feet. Although it was already inflamed, Kongxia did not tell anyone. After that, Kongxia seemed to be more and more easily ignored. Even if Su Yiyang, who had suddenly changed, was with her, she was worried about gains and losses. You should know now that what Kongxia feared the most was to be forgotten."
“…”
"Do you know how Kong Xia's injuries were done?"
"Oh... I was injured by falling, and I was so stupid that I ran to that place because I met a gangster."
"In other words, Kogaya is not just forgotten by you? You actually..."
"No, I haven't forgotten. I promised Kong Nailu will definitely pick her up home."
Wan Jinyou's tight fist slowly loosened. Looking at Que Wu's firm eyes, he had to believe that what he said came from his heart.
"You can go back!"
"Ahhh? I..."
Que Wu stood up, pulled Wan Jinyou up, walked straight to the door, and opened Wan Jinyou and pushed Wan Jinyou out, "My man, thank you, I won't give it!" Then, locked the door.
Wan Jinyou was stunned again, staring at the closed door, with countless doubts, countless inexplicables, and countless unwillingness. He muttered in his heart: "No matter how you say it, I should stay, Que Wu should have left, right? Hey, why did he say thank you to me? Seeing that he was sweating profusely, it was because he had to go home that he had to go back for a long time.
Que Wu walked to Ran Kongxia's door and found Xia Mao lying on the ground. He shook his eyes and Xia Mao obediently gave in. Then, he followed Que Wu silently and looked at Ran Kongxia who was lying on the bed with no face. In the little guy's heart, he could roughly sense something unhappy happened to Ran Kongxia. He sat obediently by the bed, with no other noise except for looking at his eyes.
Chapter completed!