I never thought I would fall into this situation.

When I was watching some medical documentaries, like many boring audiences, I brought myself into the role of the patient, and then easily came to a conclusion that if I really had any incurable disease, it would be better to end myself. In this way, I could suffer less physically and perhaps less mentally. Watching myself slide little by little to the edge of death is simply the most terrifying thing that humans can experience. The desire to survive will continue to torture my heart, and the individual's powerlessness in life and death will eventually become a weapon to torture themselves.

So, I hope that if one day I can't decide whether I can continue to live, at least let me control my own death.

This is a stupid and extremely superficial idea for me.

Lying on the ground, I could feel the twist of my body. If nothing unexpected happens, I probably... broke one leg? Otherwise, what happened to touch this leg on my chest? Judging from the feeling, this should be my left leg, right?

pain.

It hurts so much.

I tried to relieve the pain by gasping for breath or other ways, but I was frightened to find that I could not do anything. Not to mention screaming or moving my hands, I couldn't even move my head. There was still a clear feeling everywhere in my body, but the body couldn't move.

I began to be scared.

There was a strange blur in front of me, with large pieces of gray and white reflected in my eyes. I didn’t feel that the pain on my head was going to hurt, but the cold feeling made me feel very uncomfortable.

By the way, I seemed... I was hit by a car.

The pain from my legs and the fear that I could not control my body surged into my heart like a tide. I began to feel my chest tightening, and there was a thudding sound in my ears like a drumbeat. Helplessness and fear instantly drowned my 25-year-old and a straight man who claimed to be. This pain and helplessness, strange and extremely violent feeling, was strange and extremely violent. I even wanted to cry, but after blinking a few times, a single tear could not flow out.

My eyelids seem to be moving.

This kind of thing that is not something that is discovered at all in normal times even makes me feel a little excited. Does this mean that other parts of my body can move?

Just as I was trying desperately to get myself moving, a sharp sirens suddenly came from my ears. The ambulance came.

That's great, I thought from the bottom of my heart, the ambulance is here, at least I'll be saved.

I want to survive.

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I was thrown onto a hard stretcher bed by two doctors, and the sides of the bed were really hard and narrow. In addition, the ambulance was driving very fast, I even suspected that the backs on both sides would be directly stuck. Although it hurts and is uncomfortable, I could barely endure it. After all, I used a short period of discomfort to get treatment as soon as possible. This kind of transaction is actually very fair.

The atmosphere in the vehicle was very tense. I wonder if they usually work in such a high-intensity environment, or because my injuries were particularly serious. After getting on the car, I relaxed a lot and even started to think randomly in my mind.

"The trauma of the brain, unconsciousness, and the open fracture of the left leg, they will definitely not accept it if they send it to the Second Hospital, so they will report it to the Fourth Hospital!" I could barely see a man in dark blue clothes shouting into the cab, "Drive directly to the Fourth Hospital!"

Wait a minute, I didn’t realize it? I was shocked suddenly, it wasn’t right, I was still awake!

I tried to yell at all without reaction, but naturally I couldn't make any sound.

"There was no response to the shoulder patting and verbal calls, and there was no response to the pain!" The man in dark blue first patted my shoulder, shouted a few words, and then pressed my fingernails twice with a pen that seemed to be a metal shell. The pain was very painful, but it was not as good as the pain coming from my legs. To be honest, I no longer care about the pain on my legs. Compared to the feeling on my legs, what I was more afraid of was that the doctor in front of me who looked very unreliable, who turned around and threw me directly into a morgue, and left it for a night before burning it... By the way, I wasn't already dead, right?

"Heart rate is 131, blood pressure is 95/60. He lost too much blood, so he must have been in shock." The doctor in the dark blue clothes quickly relieved my concerns. At least he would not treat me as a dead person. "Brother Wang, hurry up!"

"My fucking throttle has stepped into the gas tank!" A roar came from the cab, "Why is Ningyuan's traffic in the morning more fucked than the capital?"

The body of the car shook violently twice, and then there was a more violent bump. I even thought that some serious traffic accident occurred in the ambulance where I was located was about to overturn. To be honest, if this is the case, I probably should have died today - within ten minutes, there were two serious traffic accidents. I don’t know what unethical things I did, but God can’t stand it anymore.

Fortunately, the car didn't overturn. After a few more bumps, the vehicle braked suddenly and stopped. I heard the tailgate of the car beside my feet "click" and someone opened from outside, and then suddenly the voices of people rushing into the car. "You fucking want to die? Just run over from the green belt? Is it the one that was predicted to be bleeding and shock?"

"That's right! Push in quickly!" The doctor in dark blue clothes seemed to have become accustomed to the abnormal behavior of the driver Wang. He and a few others pushed me out of the car, and then I saw the blue sky, the green translucent plastic canopy, a particularly high hall, and the off-white ceiling. After passing a silver stainless steel door, I was pushed to a bed.

"Come on, three, two, one!" The bed sheet under me was lifted up amid the slogans of a group of people, and I was placed on a slightly soft and slightly bed.

"Create an intravenous channel, take a shot of deproterion, 500 milliliters of 70,000 units of dextran quickly inject 500 ml, check the blood type, stop the bleeding immediately!" A man's voice sounded in the direction of my left foot, "Open fracture of the femur of the left leg, accompanied by decondom injury, go to the supervision! Please consult the orthopedics and the gods."

This person's voice sounds confident, at least he should be a middle-level manager, right?

"The hemostatic method is not tough enough, put two tourniquets on..." His voice suddenly paused, and another voice lowered his voice and asked, "Isn't it a big boss again?"

"Don't say boring things like this." The middle-level manager said angrily, "Contact the imaging department and ask them to prepare for ct..." he paused and asked, "Did the blood type come out?"

"Type A, rh positive." On my right foot, a female voice reported, "but they are all frozen, in the heater..."

The middle-level manager said angrily, "Is it still time to wait for the heater to wait for the heater to heat up manually? Heat up manually, and then pressurize and inject in!"

What is artificial heating? I was actually quite curious. But... I couldn't move my head and didn't even say it, I couldn't even turn my eyes left and right.

"Coma score 3 points, deep coma. The pupils on both sides are not as large as two millimeters on the left and one 5 millimeters on the right, which responds to light." Another young doctor shook his pen-shaped flashlight in front of me, reporting a bunch of words that I didn't understand very much in the direction of my left foot.

"Deep coma, there may be brain hernia." The middle-level manager said a few words, "Where is the family?"

By the way, I...my parents, my wife, are they here?

"The police are already in contact, but they haven't found it yet." Another male voice replied, "I'll go and run away from the hospital."

"There is brain injury, Dr. Xu, your team will take care of this case." The middle-level manager suddenly said at my feet, "Sun Lien is still in the clinic?"

"I'll call him over." The female voice said before, "Send the person to the CT room first. I'll call Sun Lien and go there immediately."

I was lying on the bed, wondering. Are all the people in this hospital so reckless? I asked the leader to see a doctor, but he didn't bring a respectful title?

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As it turns out, I was probably unsuccessful. This group of doctors specially invited me to see the doctor, and they were young doctors who looked very unreliable.

Are you planning to shirk my death to this poor young man and take the opportunity to destroy his career?!

I seem to have begun to accept my fate that I will die. I can even take this opportunity to joke calmly. It’s a pity that these doctors did not have the opportunity to be shocked or even cheer for my open-mindedness and cheerfulness.

Even if I want to die, at least I have to wait for my children and grandchildren to be full of children. I am lying on the bed in the sun, slowly closing my eyes, right? I broke one of my legs and bleeding from my head. I can't even speak to death. It's so cruel.

I don't want to die.

The young doctor who was called stood beside me, right next to the CT machine beside me. I could see his face from the corner of my eyes.

I guess the check is over.

The young doctor stared at my...head? Or about a few centimeters of air above my head? Anyway, his eyes didn't look like he was looking at me. The poor guy showed a confused expression on his face. To be honest, if I were called by other colleagues to take the blame, my expression might be worse than him.

"Lien, what do you think?" The voice of the middle-level manager rang throughout the inspection room. He seemed to be talking to the room through the room with a microphone.

I saw a magical scene, and the confusion and confusion on the young doctor's face disappeared immediately, and instead he was calm. "The problems on the legs are not the most important. First of all, we should clarify the degree and range of brain damage. The hemostasis on the legs is enough, and the range of uncondom injuries is relatively small. Compared with obvious trauma, I care more about why he fell into a coma."

I almost screamed, Doctor Xiao Sun, please be a little honest, okay? You were obviously staring in a daze just now with a serious and confused look on your face!
Chapter completed!