Chapter 71. Words are light, life is heavy
The next morning, Eri Hayakawa was woken up by the noisy moving sound. She knew that the moving company she contacted had arrived.
She pushed the door open and found that there were two bodyguards in decent suits standing at either side of the door.
"Miss Hayakawa, good morning, what book do you have next?"
"...I want to go for a walk in the park, that...thank you very much for guarding the student bookstore below."
Listening to the other party's unfamiliar name, Eri Hayakawa was flattered and took two steps back, subconsciously trying to bow again.
"Miss Hayakawa doesn't need to thank us. This is our job." The bodyguard on the other side smiled and said, "It's still early anyway, so Miss Hayakawa can go to the park to stroll around. Do you need us to accompany you?"
These two bodyguards looked very humble, but Eri Hayakawa knew that this was just their job and that her identity had not changed much because of their jobs. She shook her head.
"No need, I'll trouble you at home." She spoke politely and continued to walk down the stairs.
When she reached the stairs, she vaguely heard the teasing of the two bodyguards above.
"What, 'I'll trouble you at home', no one will come to this dilapidated home. Damn, there is no induction light installed at the stairs, which makes me fall. I'm really lucky. I'd better move it back to Fukuoka."
He cursed, and although his voice was lowered, Eri Hayakawa still heard it.
But Eri Hayakawa did not go up to refute. The two bodyguards said it was true that there was nothing in her family, and no one would go to move the furniture idle, but that was her home, where she had settled in the past.
But in the future, this family will be handed over to Bai Fan.
If Bai Jun would definitely understand that this is his own home, he would definitely treat it properly.
Hayakawa Eri felt at ease again.
No matter how others think, it has nothing to do with herself. She lives not for others.
Eri Hayakawa left her current home and ran to Sakurai Park.
She hasn't been to Sakurai Park for many days. She goes to the hospital once every morning. Today, her mother will go through the transfer procedures, so she has time to come to Sakurai Park.
Eri Hayakawa glanced at the empty park. Unexpectedly, Bai Fan did not come here today, nor did he see the shadow of Tsukishima Risa. The entire Sakurai Park seemed very quiet. She sat casually on the bench that was the same as before.
"I don't know if Bai Jun saw that letter." She murmured to herself.
"Not only did I see it, but I also guessed that you would come here." Bai Fan's voice suddenly rang in his ears, which made Hayakawa Eri shake and turned around in panic.
At some point, Bai Fan had already stood behind the bench and looked like he had been squatting for a long time.
"I felt like a fool high school student who was squatting early in the morning, and I felt like I was a teenager who was full of puberty. " Bai Fan dusted the dew stained with his body and sat next to Eri Hayakawa on his own.
“…” Hayakawa Eri.
Eri Hayakawa leaned against Bai Fan and always felt that she was about to suffocate. She swallowed her saliva, her face flushed, and she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.
The situation in front of her felt even more embarrassing than being caught by the teacher in the fiction copy. She wanted to open her mouth several times to talk to Bai Fan, but in the end she closed it helplessly. After all, she gave Bai Fan the diary yesterday, and there was also a lot of content that was ashamed to see others.
She was already very thin-skinned, and now she was suddenly caught by Bai Fan, and she really felt that she was having some difficulty breathing.
"I'll read it." Bai Fan was not that bad at all and kept silent. He turned around and said, "To be honest, I was really surprised, because the one who wrote that kind of thing was Eri."
Eri Hayakawa's pink lips trembled, her eyes looked cautious, like a little hamster blocked in the corner of the wall, and her voice sounded very difficult.
"Hand, has Bai Jun troubled? People like me..."
"Putting aside that question, Eri, I still want to say something to you."
Eri Hayakawa looked at Bai Fan's expression as he looked over.
As usual, he was neither surprised and joyful, nor disgusted and angry, and his face was as calm as ever.
"A little more confident."
"Be more confident?" Eri Hayakawa's eyes dodged and repeated uncertainly.
"Yeah, be confident."
Bai Fan stretched out his hand and lifted up the thick and long bangs on Hayakawa Eri's forehead.
Those smart eyes were revealed, but they were still escaping from looking at me.
"Eri, you are actually very beautiful. Your appearance is not inferior to others. Your family background is also enviable. To be realistic, just with your family background, there will be many people who will curry favor with you. You are so powerful, why can't you be confident?"
"But...but...I don't have any advantages myself."
"Eri, you cook very well, look good, and have good academic performance. Although your health is not good, your health can improve your health later. Such a girl is called "no advantages, so why do you still have advantages?" Bai Fan asked back.
Eri Hayakawa couldn't see clearly, but he could see clearly.
She actually has many advantages, but her natural physical problems and personality problems have caused her acquired inferiority complex.
There was not much time left for Bai Fan, so he couldn't continue to change Hayakawa Eri, but as a friend, he couldn't continue to watch Hayakawa Eri.
He must make Eri Hayakawa realize that she is actually very good and very good, so that she can go from being an inferior person to being a confident person. Even if she is even more arrogant, it doesn't matter, because self-pride is better than inferiority.
But there is not much time left.
"Eri, you said you like me, but to be honest, you don't know how to respond to this relationship when you are now. If you can be a little more confident, maybe I will fall in love with you. By that time, even if you marry Eri, there will be no problem."
"I want to say something more. My relationship with Risa Tsukishima is just an ordinary friend. I don't have any feelings for her. She treats me the same way. That girl is just particularly obsessed with the kendo, so she keeps pestering me. Do you understand?"
Bai Fan pressed his forehead tightly against Hayakawa Eri's forehead.
"So, Eri, has become better. Next time I meet, maybe I will start pursuing you, and I will be with Aunt Riko in Fukuoka, so don't be wronged."
His words were light, but his voice was heavy.
Because words are light, life is heavy.
If this can change a girl, it would not be an exaggeration to use her voice.
Moreover, Eri Hayakawa is indeed a girl he likes in a good wife and mother type. It is actually very good to have such a wife.
Bai Fan looked at Eri Hayakawa's red face and nodded slightly, and also touched her little head.
Early morning, park, morning light is very good—
Chapter completed!