Almost as soon as she entered the study, Xia Chuqi smelled the strong smell of wine and couldn't help frowning. This was the first time she saw Feng Xun drinking like this!

"How much wine did you drink?" she couldn't help but ask.

"Little girl, why are you here?" Feng Xun also had a look of surprise on his face when he saw Xia Chuqi. He thought she didn't want to see him at least tonight and didn't want to talk to him!

"I want to talk to you..." Xia Chuqi said in a faint tone. She had thought a lot in the study just now, wanted to question and scold her, but in the end she calmed down.

Feng Xun looked at her calm expression, his heart tightened, and his hand holding the wine glass couldn't help but increase his strength.

He had fantasized about the possibility that the little girl knew the truth, and fantasized that she might scold him fiercely or cry in pain, but he didn't expect that after she recovered her memory, she would be so calm that she was so calm that she was afraid...

He knew her personality, hated evil like a grudge, and was always full of passion in his bones. Otherwise, he would not fight with the other person for the loyalty of his friends. But now she is so calm and does not beat or scold him, has she decided to give up on him?

When he thought of her unwillingness to look at her just now, and her extremely calm attitude, Feng Xun's premonition of unknown things gradually grew. He subconsciously picked up the wine glass and drank the remaining half cup of whiskey in one go.

After drinking the whiskey, he picked up the bottle of open vodka on the table and poured half a cup. Seeing that it was about to pour it down again, Xia Chuqi walked up to take away the wine glass from his hand, and stopped him unhappily and said, "Stop drinking!"

"Don't worry, I just have a little wine, so I can't get drunk..." Feng Xun shook his head and smiled faintly, and was about to take back the wine glass from her.

"It would be strange if you don't get drunk!" Xia Chuqi glared at him and said unhappily: "You are drunk, how can I chat with you?"

Feng Xun sighed softly, but did not compete with her for this vodka, but his voice was unprecedentedly low: "What do you want to talk to me?"

Xia Chuqi originally had a lot to ask him, but when the words came to his mouth, they couldn't say anything. It all made her mind a little painful about her mother's death, their encounter, and how Alice was placed!

"Feng Xun, if I don't come to find you, will you have nothing to say to me?" Xia Chuqi finally spoke slowly and asked calmly.

Feng Xun looked up at Xia Chuqi in front of him, and was silent for a while before shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Little girl, I don't know what to say to you to make you forgive you... Your mother's death was indeed caused by me. I have been stopping you and don't want you to investigate, because I am afraid that you will know the result!"

Xia Chuqi lowered his eyes and asked in a low voice: "Since I'm afraid, why do you still accompany me to see Dr. Brown? It's not a matter of stopping me from asking for hypnosis to restore my memory? You know that if I restore my memory, I will know the truth!"

"The truth can never be covered. Stopping you will only make you hate me even more if you know it later..." Feng Xun said this, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "And I have kept it from you for too long, and I can't tell you myself, so it's better to remember it yourself!"

"You don't want to tell me in person, but you want me to recall it myself... Feng Xun, do you know that you're more cruel than telling me in person?"

Xia Chuqi finally couldn't maintain his calmness on the surface. He grabbed his collar with one hand, and various complex emotions surged in his heart, including anger, sadness, and disappointment...

She only felt that her heart had now fallen into the world of ice and fire, and she was so uncomfortable that she could not breathe!

"Do you know how desperate and painful I feel when I think of that memory? Do you know that I at least close my eyes. When you looked at me coldly through the car window, the situation that you saw me coldly appeared in front of me?"

When she said this, tears finally fell down again: "Feng Xun, do you know? I had sweared before that I must kill my mother!"

When Feng Xun saw her tears, his heart was also clenched by invisible force. He wanted to hug her in his arms, kiss her tears dry, and tell her that all this was caused by himself, and she should not be tortured like this!

"Little girl..." He slowly lowered his voice, his voice a little hoarse, waved his hand to open the drawer, took out an exquisite pistol from it, and then held her hand and put it into her palm.

"I owe your mother this life. If killing me can calm the pain in your heart, just shoot!"

He held her hand, pointed the gun in her hand at his heart, and whispered in a low voice: "The bullet has been loaded. Just pull the trigger to avenge your mother!"

Xia Chuqi had already let go of Feng Xun's hand, but he held his wrist and pointed the gun at his chest. Tears were still falling silently, and the hand holding the gun was constantly shaking.

He said that if he was killed, he would calm the pain and fired...

She did think about killing her mother's enemy, but never thought about what would be the result if this person was a man who had devoted all her feelings to her, satisfying all her love fantasies, and the man she had vowed to hold her hands and grow old together!

I still remember how happy and excited she met him on the streets of a foreign country for the first time. She was attracted by street artists and finally met an older brother who could speak the same language with her.

She gave him the only candy she had left, and he held her hand and accompanied her to find her mother. The happiness and stability at that time were not fake...

Even though she couldn't recognize him later and was kicked out of the house by her father, he provided her with accommodation and work, allowing her to find the direction of her life from the confusion of being denied by her family!

She still remembers that she was taken to the black ship by those terrible people and placed it on the auction table and was auctioned. It was him who fell from the sky to rescue her!

During the period when he was imprisoned by Pedro, he firmly believed that he would come to save him and let her hold on...

She remembered every detail of their relationship so clearly. They had experienced the sharing of hardships and hardships mentioned in the wedding vows several times, but now she had to point the gun at his chest!

Xia Chuqi finally threw the gun in his hand aside and cried bitterly in front of him.

Feng Xun hugged her in his arms without saying a word, lowered his head and kissed her hair on the top, and whispered: "Little girl, the mistakes in the past have been caused. I know that no matter how I do, it will not be able to repair the scars in your heart... I don't mind no matter how you want to take revenge on me, just don't leave me!"

Xia Chuqi hugged his neck and took a bite on his shoulder, even biting a trace of blood. However, he did not dodge at all, as if as long as she could relieve her breath, she wouldn't care how many bites she bit!
Chapter completed!