Chapter three hundred and fifty second impulse
On the afternoon of March 9, Yu Qiuhei returned to his home in Kuroda City. Yu Qiushang, Yu Qiuyuyu, Naoe Seimonmaru, and many other children were playing in the courtyard, while Yu Qiuzen and a few little girls seemed to run to Masayuki Sanada to play with him to play with his newborn child who was just a few months old. Yu Qiuhei knew that it would be Sanada Nobuyuki in the future.
He sat on a stone bench and watched as more than a dozen children play among the flowers not far away. Unconsciously, the sky gradually darkened. A strange sadness suddenly surged in his heart. This sadness came so violently that he almost couldn't breathe, only to feel empty in his heart, his head was a little out of control, and he couldn't lift his energy at all.
He calmed down and tried to find the reason for the sadness. Then he suddenly realized that the children had been called back by Naoto Ii to have dinner. The courtyard that was still lively just now was empty. Longko and Honda Tada and others who followed him had been beaten by Yu Qiuping to the Tianshou Pavilion. No one noticed that their Highness Hongye had been sitting here alone for so long.
What if I died here...what would happen?
Yu Qiuping suddenly had such an idea in his mind - a suicide urge. He suddenly wanted to die here, without thinking about anything, and leave the world forever. He didn't know why he suddenly had such an idea. He had been doing well before, but why did he want to commit suicide after watching the children play for a while? But this impulse came so violent that his right hand completely ignored the control of his brain and trembled and touched the ribs in his arms.
"No..." Yu Qiuping kept roaring in his heart, but his right hand continued to tremble and held the ribs. The next moment, he seemed to be about to pull out the ribs, then wipe his neck or stab him in the stomach.
However, this rib was unusually stubborn. Yu Qiuping's right hand was pulled out for a long time, but he didn't pull it out. It seemed that Semei Shi Toshi was so spirited that he didn't want to see Yu Qiuping leave like this. During this period, Yu Qiuping felt that reason was gradually returning to his body, and the resistance of his right hand gradually slowed down. Gradually, he calmed down again, took out the rib from his arms indifferently, and looked at its fairness through the moonlight.
Speaking of which, he had never pulled out this ribbed slug. When he first arrived at Oda's house, he wanted to pull out the ribbed slug in the secret room and stab Oda Nobunaga directly, but he couldn't pull out the ribbed slug. This ribbed slug was too tight. Over the years, he had never enjoyed this ribbed slug, but he had been keeping him close to his body. Whenever his belief in revenge was shaken, he would rely on its coldness to strengthen his will.
I haven't pulled it out for so long and wiped it, so the ribs may have rusted.
Yu Qiuping held this idea and held the hilt of the ribs with his left hand, trying to pull it out. However, just a second before his strength, Imakawa Kaede's voice suddenly came from behind him.
"Ping? What are you doing here?"
Yu Qiuping was stunned when she heard this and looked back. Imakawa Kaede was wearing a light blue kimono, and the graceful curves of her body were outlined to the fullest. Her face was a little strange, and she was looking at Yu Qiuping with a somewhat surprised look.
Yu Qiuping quickly put the ribs back into his arms, forced a smile on his lips, and whispered: "I'm thinking about things."
The suspicion on Imakawa Kaede's face did not fade away, and his clear eyes seemed to have the ability to penetrate Yu Qiuping's heart. Yu Qiuping did not dare to look directly at her worldly face, and lowered her head guiltily, staggering her gaze.
That thing - I want to detonate Sumata Castle and kill Oda Nobunaga, and then get Ozawa Mino into the war, that great rebellion will kill countless people - I haven't told her yet. How can I have the right to tell her?
The next second, a warmth suddenly came from the cold palm. Yu Qiuping raised his head in surprise, and Kawakazuki was smiling warmly and holding his hand.
"I'm back for dinner," Imakawa Kaede whispered: "The food is going to be cold."
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Yu Qiuping had a very awkward meal when he was preparing for dinner. He understood that Imakawa had noticed his abnormality, so he tried hard to perform normally and make her feel at ease. But the harder he tried to perform normally, the more abnormal he was. He was always humorous, trying hard to tell a few jokes to make everyone happy, but the jokes he told were colder than the other. The atmosphere at the dinner table gradually became awkward, and Yu Qiuyou and Yu Qiucen were both confused and whispering about their father's jokes was not funny at all. Yu Qiushang tried hard to make him happy after Yu Qiuping told each joke, but this action seemed particularly distressing in Yu Qiuping's eyes.
"Dad feels so strange today!" Yu Qiucen muttered in a low voice, "It just feels strange."
"Cen'er, dad is tired today." Imakawa Kaede whispered quickly before Yu Qiuping explained, then rubbed Yu Qiu's little head and helped her to take care of her head. "Cen'er finished her meal, and was not allowed to pick on food."
After dinner, Long Zi came in to help clean up the dishes. Yu Qiuping stood up silently and walked to the corridor on the third floor of Tianshou Pavilion, put on the fence, and looked outside. However, when he looked down at the ground that was six or seven meters away from him, his whole body suddenly began to twitch violently again. The urge to immediately jump out of the third floor and jump off the building was once again strongly, making it difficult for him to resist. He had not had such an impulse before, but it was not strong, and he did not take it seriously. However, after he had tried to pull out the ribs before, he suddenly became nervous.
The remaining reason in his body made him squat down in a hurry, sitting on the ground, leaning against the wooden guardrail, gasping for breath. He pressed his ankles tightly with both hands, making it less easy for him to stand up, thus suppressing this terrible impulse.
However, at this moment, Imakawa Kaede suddenly opened the door of the room and walked out - he happened to see Yu Qiuping, who was leaning against the fence and looking at Yu Qiuping with a ferocious expression. She was shocked, hurriedly ran towards him, then squatted down in front of him, and looked at Yu Qiuping with great tension.
"Hei? What's wrong with you? What's this for?" Imakawa Kaede asked in a low voice in horror.
"I..." Yu Qiuping smiled awkwardly, looked at his posture, and joked in a strange tone: "I'm sitting on breaststroke legs."
"I don't know what you are talking about." Imakawa Kaede muttered because of Yuqiuhei's strange voice, "Are you under too much pressure recently? I think you have been very strange for the past few months."
"Ah? Is there any?" Yu Qiuping panicked and asked tentatively.
"Yes..." Imakawa Kaede pursed her lips and blinked slightly, as if she wanted to recall something. After a while, she murmured with uncertainty: "It seems that after the operation of Sumata Tucao... you have been becoming weird all the time."
"Clam?" Yu Qiuping's heart skipped a beat again, and sweat came out from his forehead.
"Did you hide something from me?" Imakawa Kaede suddenly felt something. His little head tilted and pressed his body on Yu Qiuping, looking at Yu Qiuping's expression from a close distance. Yu Qiuping was stunned for a moment, and he was distracted from his eyes again in a little embarrassment, not daring to look directly at Imakawa Kaede's eyes.
I promised her... I will never hide anything from her. I will never lock myself up and suffer pain, and make her at a loss. I have always said what I did, right? Isn't it? I broke up with her for the sake of suffering alone at the Imakawa family back then, so how much sadness and trouble she had brought to her? Do you remember?
Should I tell her about her plan?
Because the plan will be implemented sooner or later, Feng'er will know sooner or later. It is meaningless to hide it from her. It is just a cowardly turtle that will make things worse and make Feng'er even more sad.
There is no need to hide it from her anymore.
Tell her that even if she scolds me or beats me, she always has to speak out.
Yu Qiuping gritted his teeth, turned around and was about to speak, but a blush suddenly appeared on Imakawa Kaede's face.
She used her soft little hand to hold Yu Qiuping's hand and quietly pressed it on her stomach.
"Have you not been with you recently...you have become so strange?" Imakawa Kaede said softly: "Have you been looking for another woman outside with me recently? I have heard of the rumors that you are hiding in the Kinya of Sumata Castle."
"That's...that's not!" Yu Qiuping's face turned red. Unexpectedly, Imagawa Kaede suddenly said this, interrupting his original thoughts. "How could I find a woman outside?" He protested loudly with some resentment, and at the same time came to his senses-he did not have a room with Imagawa Kaede for more than ten days.
"Well, I'll tell you good news." Imakawa Kaede straightened up slightly, and the waist-length whispered slightly in the evening breeze. She stretched out a finger and slapped slightly on Yu Qiuping's nose. Her eyes drooped, and she whispered shyly: "The reason why I haven't had that with you for more than ten days..." She stretched out her tone and looked at Yu Qiuping's curious eyes with satisfaction.
"It's because I seem to be pregnant." She quickly said this sentence, then bent down and got into Yu Qiuping's arms. She wrapped her hands around Yu Qiuping's neck, and rubbed her neck like a child. "We need a new member again!"
"Really?" Yu Qiuping was also stunned, then smiled happily and said, "Are you sure?"
"It should be right." Imakawa Kaede whispered in Yuqiuhei's ear, "That's not here for almost a month. I also went to see the doctor today... The doctor said it is very likely that it has it."
"Really! That's great!" Yu Qiuping suddenly felt excited and hugged Imakawa Kaede in his arms tightly, "I plan to give birth to a little girl for me this time, it's still a bad guy!"
"You foolish liar." Imagawa Kaede muttered for a moment, but she also laughed happily in Yu Qiuping's arms, feeling Yu Qiuping's powerful heartbeat. However, she couldn't see it when she was huddled in Yu Qiuping's arms. Although Yu Qiuping's laughter did not stop, the expression on her face suddenly became even more sad and hesitant.
枫儿怀孕了…
家里又要有新成员了.
是一个还没有出生的小宝宝.
Should he be allowed to live in the war at the moment of his birth? Should he tell Feng'er to rebel when he is pregnant, when he needs someone to accompany him the most and take care of him most, and he will immediately involve Ozawa Meinong in the war, displaced countless people and died of unlawful death.
Tell her that her husband will soon let the child play freely in the courtyard with his own hands, will he never return?
我到底该怎么办.
Things were too annoying, Yu Qiupi didn't want to think about it, but just hugged Imakawa Kaede into his arms.
"Hei! What are you doing?" Imakawa Kaede said in surprise, "This is in the corridor!"
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Chapter completed!