Chapter 298 Doubt(1/2)
In the early morning, the sky was slightly bright, and He Tiantian opened her eyes.
She picked up the phone next to the pillow and gently pressed the power button, and the black screen lit up instantly.
The clock on the screen displays: 05:30.
He Tiantian slowly sat up, put on her clothes lightly, and then carefully got out of bed.
In the dormitory, the bed curtains were closed and the room was dark.
Apart from a few breathing sounds and small snores, there was no other sound.
He Tiantian put on her sneakers, walked out of the dormitory quietly, and then gently closed the door.
During the whole process, she barely made any sound.
After walking out of the dormitory and onto the playground, she resumed her normal breathing and steps.
When she came to the playground, she first moved her wrists and ankles, and did a few HIIT exercises, awakening her body functions in the shortest time.
Then, she started running.
The plastic track that was just built in the County No. 1 Middle School in recent years was 400 meters per lap, and He Tiantian couldn't count it. She adjusted her breathing and ran lap after lap.
From the moment the sky dimmed to the first ray of sunshine, He Tiantian stopped.
There were beads of sweat on her forehead and neck, but her breathing was fine and not too disordered.
Although there was no suspicious count, He Tiantian had an approximate number - it was another ten kilometers, and all the muscles in his body seemed to be activated.
He Tiantian wiped her sweat, did a few stretching exercises, and then trotted to the cafeteria to help Zhou Zixuan and the others buy breakfast.
"Tiantian, you are so self-disciplined that you actually run every day!"
When He Tiantian returned to the dormitory, Zhou Zixuan, Wu Xiaohan and others had already gotten up.
They were either washing or making the bed.
Seeing He Tiantian coming back early carrying several bags, they hurriedly gathered around.
Taking away his own breakfast, Wu Xiaohan couldn't help but sigh.
Zhou Zixuan said as she should, "Tiantian is a great fairy, self-discipline is the minimum."
Their classmate, He Xian'er, is a master who can leap into the air, draw a bow and shoot an arrow. He can be said to be a martial arts master.
I just go for a run every day, that’s all.
"Too!"
After hearing this, Wu Xiaohan couldn't help but nodded, pinched his belly, looked at the soup-filled pork buns in his hand, and said with a smile, "Just now I was thinking whether I should go for a run with Tiantian tomorrow."
"But after listening to Brother Xuan's words, I think so. Tiantian is a great fairy, but we are just mortals brought by Nuwa Empress to make up the numbers. We need to be self-disciplined, lose weight, etc., so we don't need to care too much!"
He Tiantian was speechless, "You are exaggerating too much. I just feel that I am too thin and want to gain some muscle -"
"Bah! Listen to what He Xian'er said in Versailles, 'I just think I'm too thin'!"
Wu Xiaohan had a look of bitterness and hatred on his face, "This kind of rhetoric is as hateful as eating too much and not getting fat! How can skinny people like you know the pain of fat girls like us!"
Wu Xiaohan is not considered fat. His weight is between size S and size M. According to formal standards, he is definitely a standard weight.
But nowadays, women generally have body anxiety and appearance anxiety, and she still can't help but feel inferior.
I always feel that I am fat, that I am not self-disciplined enough, and that I am not good enough.
Unlike some men who are ordinary and confident, even though they are less than 180cm tall and do not have eight-pack abs, they still despise a girl who is 160cm tall and weighs 110cm as a fat person.
Even some boys in Class 7, Grade 2, are secretly rating and ranking the girls according to their age or class.
Appearance, height and weight, academic performance, artistic talents, etc. are all the criteria used by boring boys to judge girls.
According to such standards, Wu Xiaohan is naturally an ordinary ordinary person, and he is even ridiculed as a "fat girl".
Even some girls, such as Zhou Zixuan, a young talented girl who is sought after by some boys, actually agree with boys' comments about girls.
Wu Xiaohan has a cheerful personality, but he can't stand the viciousness around him.
Sometimes, she would fall into deep self-doubt and self-loathing.
Of course, when Wu Xiaohan said this, it was not because he hated He Tiantian, but because he felt aggrieved.
Wow, she doesn't eat much, she just doesn't like to exercise, and as a result, she has a lot of flesh all over her body.
He Tiantian, she is already thin enough, she is definitely a bm girl, but people think she is too thin, so she tries every means to gain muscle and gain weight.
Feeling Wu Xiaohan's inferiority complex, He Tiantian restrained her smile and said to Wu Xiaohan seriously: "How can you be a fat girl?"
"You are fat for your standard weight, so isn't Su Lei in our class George?"
Su Lei, well, he is one of those boys who secretly ranks girls.
He Tiantian just laughed at this.
I weigh 180 and have acne all over my face, but I still have the nerve to point fingers at girls?!
"puff!"
When Wu Xiaohan heard the word "George", he couldn't help but laugh, and a big black pig with a fat head and big ears suddenly appeared in his mind.
"And Zheng Duo, he's quite thin, but he's as good as a bamboo pole. Doesn't he look good?"
He Tiantian cited another boring boy who liked to tell girls what to do.
"...No, it doesn't look good!" Wu Xiaohan smiled and shook his head.
Even Zhou Zixuan couldn't help it, "Yeah, those boys are fat, thin, and average-looking, but they actually have the nerve to dislike girls!"
"Besides, even if someone is a little fatter, eating their rice will still dig their ancestral graves. Why should they be so fussy about it and insist on it?!"
As expected of "Brother Xuan of society", he speaks sharply.
He Tiantian started laughing.
After some fun, He Tiantian said seriously, "Xiaohan, I run because I want a healthy body, for myself, not to please others."
"As long as we are healthy, it doesn't matter whether we are fatter or thinner, darker or whiter, let alone what others think of us."
Wu Xiaohan doesn't really have low self-esteem, she just cares about her weight.
After hearing He Tiantian and Zhou Zixuan's persuasion, her worries disappeared.
Yes, why should I live in other people’s mouths?!
As long as I am healthy and as long as I have no influence or harm to other people, then what I am like has nothing to do with others.
Especially those ordinary men in the class. If she was really cheated, she would be stupid.
"That's right! I am who I am, why should I care about others?"
Wu Xiaohan uttered heroic words, picked up the buns, and started chewing them.
He Tiantian and Zhou Zixuan couldn't help laughing again when they saw this.
"Actually, when it comes to self-discipline, I think Chen Nan's persistence in learning can be called self-discipline!"
He Tiantian happened to see Chen Nan's bed and suddenly said this.
"Yes! Chen Nan studies too hard. He goes out before dawn every day and hides on the stairs to read even after turning off the lights at night!"
Mentioning the model worker Chen Nan in the dormitory, Wu Xiaohan and Zhou Zixuan couldn't help but nod in unison.
"As for the introspection about body shape, appearance, etc., we can let it go for a while, but we can learn from Chen Nan's 'self-discipline'."
He Tiantian said it jokingly.
"That's right! We are students. Comparing appearance, talent, and figure is the only way to compare!"
"Yes! Sisters, roll up!"
Shouting such silly slogans, He Tiantian and the other three burst into laughter again.
However, the topic of "self-discipline" came to an end. They hurriedly finished their breakfast and trotted to the classroom for early self-study.
In this way, He Tiantian began to enter a regular and busy study life again.
Running, going to class, going to the library to look up information in my spare time, repeating the same thing every day, time flies by very fast.
In a blink of an eye, the weekend has arrived.
Early on Saturday morning, He Tiantian finished her run, went to the canteen to eat, then carried her backpack and prepared to go to the long-distance bus station to catch a bus to the provincial capital.
"Classmate He Tiantian!"
He Tiantian had just stepped out of campus and came to a bus stop on the street when she noticed an inconspicuous car parked in front of her.
The driver's window was rolled down, revealing a somewhat familiar face.
It was none other than the major named Yuan Hao.
"Major Yuan Hao, hello!"
He Tiantian walked closer and greeted the other party politely.
"Don't be so polite, just call me by my name!"
To be continued...