Chapter 1389 It's Hard to Protect Yourself
"It doesn't matter?"
Yao Ruoyan laughed angrily at Zou Mengyang, "Zou Mengyang, if you want to get rid of me, you don't have to be stupid enough to raise a child for another man, right?"
"She also has difficulties. I can help her. It's no big deal."
Zou Mengyang's words made Yao Ruoyan even more angry, "If it weren't for Tianqi's sake, I wouldn't bother to care about you."
Before Lu Tianqi left, he said that he would help Zou Mengyang find a suitable cornea surgery as soon as possible. Her task was to take good care of Zou Mengyang.
For Lu Tianqi's sake?
Hearing what Yao Ruoyan said, Zou Mengyang sighed softly and said, "Ruoyan, I've actually been alone for a few months, which is quite good. You can go back."
"You ask me to go back, but I won't go back."
Yao Ruoyan stared at Zou Mengyang stubbornly. After knowing that Wang Min was a man and that he had not really cheated on her, her mentality had actually quietly changed, but she did not realize it.
"Ruoyan, why do you bother? I really don't need you to take care of me. With you here, I'm helpless."
Zou Mengyang was already accustomed to the furnishings in the room. Yao Ruoyan moved the items and he had to adapt again. This made him a little frustrated.
"No, I just want to stay and take care of you until you regain your sight or you find a suitable woman to take care of you."
Yao Ruoyan looked at Zou Mengyang's unfocused eyes and knew that she had been like this in the past.
"You don't have to look for fools or pregnant women anymore. Even if someone has troubles, it's not your turn to stand up for her. You can't protect yourself, so why are you pretending to be generous?"
"Yes, I can't even protect myself."
Zou Mengyang smiled self-deprecatingly and walked away with a guide stick.
He is a weakling now, so why should he do anything to save others?
Yao Ruoyan looked at Zou Mengyang's back and bit her lip. Did she go too far just now?
A motorcycle drove over and honked at Zou Mengyang, but his mind was so confused that he couldn't tell the direction of the sound, and his steps became messy.
Seeing that the motorcycle was about to hit Zou Mengyang, Yao Ruoyan rushed forward, hugged him and moved away, and the car narrowly missed him.
"Look, is this what you mean by not needing anyone to take care of you?"
Yao Ruoyan let go of Zou Mengyang, and she could feel his whole body shaking. Living alone in the dark is actually a very scary thing.
"It was just an accident."
Zou Mengyang quickly calmed down and said, "Thank you for saving me just now."
"Let's go back."
Yao Ruoyan sighed and supported Zou Mengyang. He did not refuse again, and the two walked silently together.
"Ruoyan."
Zou Mengyang hesitated and said, "What happened in the past, whether right or wrong, is in the past."
"Yes, it's over."
Yao Ruoyan nodded, "With time, those injuries will gradually fade away."
"Can you tell me why you called off the wedding?"
Zou Mengyang has been struggling with this question in his mind, "You and Hong Zhanpeng have such a deep relationship, and the wedding is also planned. What happened?"
Yao Ruoyan smiled bitterly and responded, "Can I not say it?"
"I want to know."
Zou Mengyang paused for two seconds and then said, "I donated my cornea to you just so that you and Hong Zhanpeng could be happily together. I didn't expect the result to be like this."
"He cheated."
Yao Ruoyan felt bitter when she mentioned this topic.
"You are pretending to cheat, but he really cheated and had a child. The woman came to visit. So I..."
Her voice was choked, "I can only quit and fulfill them. After all, the child is innocent, and I can't watch the child be born without a father."
"Damn it!"
Zou Mengyang cursed in a low voice, he didn't expect Hong Zhanpeng to do such a thing. Doesn't he love Yao Ruoyan very much?
He put his arms around Yao Ruoyan and said, "Don't be sad. Just because you leave him doesn't mean you will be depressed."
"Zou Mengyang, what were you thinking at the time? Why did you ask Wang Min to act in a play for me? I want to know too."
Yao Ruoyan raised her eyes and looked at Zou Mengyang. Since the topic was about cheating, she simply spoke out.
"I was misled by Feng Xinyuan at that time, and that's why I wrongly blamed you like that."
Zou Mengyang sighed, "I went to a bar to drink and met Wang Min. After I found out he was a man, I decided to put on a play for you. I just wanted to make you angry, but I didn't expect you to roll down the stairs."
"After you were in coma, I said a lot of unpleasant things. In fact, I didn't want to do that. I just couldn't control the dark side of my heart. I didn't feel good when I saw you in coma. When you forced me to divorce with death, I could only be
Forced to let go.”
"Later, I learned the truth from Feng Xinyuan, and I beat him up. I also know that the harm I did to you cannot be made up for by saying a few words of apology. The fault is mine, because I don't believe in your character."
"You had a car accident, and I rushed to the hospital and learned that you were blind. Seeing your breakdown, I followed my aunt's instructions and pretended to be mute to take care of you. I thought this was an opportunity to make it up to you."
After hearing what Zou Mengyang said, Yao Ruoyan asked, "You are treated as Hong Zhanpeng by me every day, do you really not mind?"
"I mind, but if I don't do this, I can't stay by your side. In order to accompany you, I am willing to pretend to be mute and accompany you as Hong Zhanpeng."
Zou Mengyang raised his hand and stroked his eyes, "Actually, I had planned to donate my cornea to you, but I was afraid that if you regain your sight and don't see Hong Zhanpeng, you would find out the truth about his death and collapse even more. So I have been
Put it off. I won't carry out this plan until he appears alive and it's time for me to disappear."
"You're so stupid."
Yao Ruoyan sighed, "I don't need you to do this for me. I can wait for the hospital's appointment and there will always be a suitable cornea for me."
The entire operation was arranged hastily, without giving her much time to think about what was wrong.
"I don't want to see you face the darkness. Although you look happy every day, I know you are lonely inside."
Zou Mengyang smiled bitterly and said, "It was only after I became blind that I truly realized the loneliness of a blind man. I am very glad that I gave you my corneas so that you can see the light again."
"Zou Mengyang, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me."
Yao Ruoyan withdrew from Zou Mengyang's embrace, "But I'm not great enough yet, and I can immediately write off all the hurt in the past. I need time."
She was very shocked in her heart. The marriage between her and Zou Mengyang turned into a tragedy because of a misunderstanding.
There will be misunderstandings, and the most fundamental reason is the lack of communication between the two of them.
He refused to say anything, but only made various self-righteous criticisms of her in his heart, which caused those hurts to breed.
Chapter completed!