Chapter 1635 Trauma
A week later, Qiao An'an's condition stabilized. After a full body examination, she met the conditions for discharge.
Qiao Shaohan went through the discharge procedures and took Qiao Anan back to Qiao's house.
Lin Xiaoya walked into the room carrying a tray and saw Qiao Anan lying in a daze. She sighed, put the tray on the table, and called, "Anan, get up and eat something."
"good."
Qiao Anan stood up obediently, sat down at the table, picked up her chopsticks, and stuffed food into her mouth one after another.
Lin Xiaoya sat on the edge and looked at Qiao An'an like this, feeling pain in her heart.
Qiao An'an regarded herself as a robot. Lin Xiaoya gave her instructions and no longer refuted.
She only lay in bed in a daze every day, eating and sleeping. She couldn't even find the energy to draw.
"An'an, you are in confinement now, so it is not appropriate to go out to enjoy the breeze. In half a month, we will go to Country L to relax."
Lin Xiaoya brought the chicken soup to Qiao Anan's hand. Qiao Anan drank the soup in one breath and ate the chicken silently.
"An'an? Mom is talking to you."
"good."
Qiao Anan nodded and replied perfunctorily, "You make arrangements and I will cooperate."
She had no idea where to go or what to do.
"Mom, I want to see the baby."
"I will take you there when you are out of confinement."
Lin Xiaoya's answer made Qiao An'an suddenly excited and said in a sharp voice, "No, I want to go now."
"An'an, calm down."
Lin Xiaoya was a little frightened by Qiao Anan.
"Mom, I want to go now."
Qiao Anan looked at Lin Xiaoya with tears in her eyes, and Lin Xiaoya had no choice but to agree, "Okay."
"Thank you, Mom."
Qiao An'an laughed again, "I'm going to change clothes and go see the baby."
She went to the cloakroom to change clothes. Being able to see the baby made her eyes look brighter.
Lin Xiaoya was even more worried. Qiao Anan obviously had an emotional problem and was suddenly sad and happy.
"Mom, I've changed my clothes, let's go."
Qiao Anan changed into a plain dress, which made her look paler.
Lin Xiaoya knew that she could not persuade Qiao An'an, so she reluctantly held her arm and went downstairs.
Qiao Shaohan drove the two of them to the Qiao family cemetery.
Qiao Anan was quietly leaning against the car window in a daze along the way. Lin Xiaoya looked at her silently, and occasionally exchanged glances with Qiao Shaohan through the rearview mirror.
Both of them realized that there was something wrong with Qiao An'an's psychology, but if they took her to see a psychiatrist, she would definitely be very repelled.
When they arrived at the cemetery, Qiao Shaohan parked the car, and Lin Xiaoya helped Qiao Anan get out of the car.
"The baby is so young, so there is no tombstone."
Lin Xiaoya took Qiao An'an to a warmly decorated cemetery. Because she didn't know the gender of the baby, there were toys that boys and girls loved to play with on the ground.
"Baby."
Qiao Anan knelt down on the ground and reached out to touch the small grave bag. Her baby stayed quietly in it.
She didn't cry aloud, she just shed tears silently, crying for the child who had no chance to be born.
Lin Xiaoya felt very sad when she saw Qiao An'an being so sad, and cried against Qiao Shaohan.
"Stop crying."
Qiao Shaohan comforted Lin Xiaoya, "An An's mood is already very bad. If you cry, it will increase her psychological burden."
"What should I do? She looks a bit like the early stages of depression. I'm so worried."
Lin Xiaoya sighed, "Qinru is not in the country, so we can only wait until we go to country L and let Qinru enlighten An An."
"I understand your anxiety, but I also believe that An An can adjust her emotions and get over this sadness."
Qiao Shaohan is more open-minded than Lin Xiaoya. After all, if he is anxious anymore, it will only make Lin Xiaoya's nerves break even more.
"Alas... a bad fate."
Lin Xiaoya also didn't expect that Qiao An'an would like Du Yuanhang so much that she would force him to get married. The bad relationship ended, leaving Qiao An'an with only indescribable heartache.
Qiao An'an had cried enough, leaned over and kissed the small grave bag, and said softly, "Baby, mom is sorry for you. You can only return to the sky and continue to be a little angel. You must choose a good choice for your next reincarnation.
Mother."
"An An, you have been kneeling for a long time. The ground is cold, please get up quickly."
Lin Xiaoya reached out and helped Qiao Anan up, "Let's go back, you need more rest."
"good."
After seeing the baby's cemetery, Qiao Anan felt more comfortable and followed Lin Xiaoya.
She will keep the baby in her heart and pray silently for him so that he can be reborn into a good mother's belly smoothly.
After returning home, Qiao Anan's mood seemed to be normal and she would chat with Lin Xiaoya.
"Mom, thank you for taking care of me. I'm fine now."
"It's okay."
Lin Xiaoya nodded, knowing that Qiao Anan said it was okay, but how could the trauma in her heart be healed so quickly?
"Mom, I want to draw."
Qiao An'an's words made Lin Xiaoya relax. She was willing to draw, at least she wouldn't think about it anymore.
"All your painting tools are here. When you are tired from painting, just lie on the bed and rest."
Lin Xiaoya moved all Qiao Anan's painting things to the room and put them by the window.
"good."
Qiao Anan nodded, stood up and stood next to the easel, but did not write for a long time.
Lin Xiaoya just looked at Qiao An'an and didn't make a sound to disturb her.
Qiao An'an finally raised her hand to draw on the drawing paper. After a few minutes, a portrait of a baby was formed. The baby's facial features were more like hers.
She just wanted to draw a portrait of the baby, but she didn't know what the baby looked like. She just assumed that the baby looked like her.
Lin Xiaoya knew what Qiao Anan was thinking, her nose felt sore and she almost cried.
"Mom, does the baby I drew look good?"
Qiao An'an turned her head and looked at Lin Xiaoya, who nodded, "It looks good, she looks a lot like you when you were a child."
"Yes, my baby is at least half like me."
Qiao Anan smiled and nodded, "I want to hang the portrait so that I can look at him often."
"An'an..."
Lin Xiaoya felt very uneasy. Is Qiao Anan planning to let go of this child?
"Mom, I'm fine."
Qiao Anan comforted Lin Xiaoya in turn, "I just want to leave a souvenir. After all, it is my first child, so it has a different meaning."
This is the eternal pain in her heart, and she will keep it well.
"An'an, don't hide your worries in your heart. Mom is afraid that if you hold it in for too long, you will have problems."
Lin Xiaoya looked worried and stroked Qiao Anan's face, "You used to love to laugh so much, but now you always have tears in your eyes. Mom is very worried about you."
"Mom, I'm fine, really."
Qiao Anan insisted that she was fine, but she didn't want to speak out about her depression. She didn't want her parents to worry about her.
There are some things that she can just take care of herself.
Lin Xiaoya could only shake her head helplessly. Qiao Anan was unwilling to say it, and she would not force it.
Chapter completed!