Chapter 3036 Instinct
"I...Okay, I'll tell you."
Wan Lin looked at Milo and Tang Jun, bit her lip, and decided to tell the story.
"When I first became popular, I found out that I was unexpectedly pregnant. I was very panicked. I thought your father would take responsibility, but he never thought of marrying me. When he heard that I was pregnant, he immediately asked me to abort the child.
.I didn’t agree, so he simply disappeared and left me to face this situation alone.
I hesitated for a long time before making the decision to go to the hospital and plan to have an abortion. After all, if I got pregnant out of wedlock, my career would be ruined. But the doctor told me that my uterus was defective, and I would abort this pregnancy, and I would not be able to get pregnant again.
This was a bolt from the blue for me. I didn’t understand why God did this to me. I could only choose to give birth to you secretly. I didn’t dare to let people know about my pregnancy, so I hid in a very closed village.
That period was really difficult. I was counting the days every day. I didn’t dare to answer the script, and I didn’t dare to answer the agent’s call. I knew that the cost of giving birth to this child was very high.
, because new people emerge in this circle every day, and I will be replaced soon.
But I don’t want to give up the opportunity to be a mother. If I can’t have another child in the future, at least I still have a child in this world. There will still be a chance to get to know each other in the future.
I didn't dare to go to the hospital for a prenatal check-up. I hid for ten months after I was pregnant. There were all kinds of rumors about me from the outside world, and I didn't dare to make any response.
On the day of delivery, I did not dare to go to the hospital. The midwife in the village delivered the baby to me. God had mercy on me. I had not had a single prenatal checkup and gave birth under such simple conditions. In the end, I was able to give birth to a healthy baby safely.
daughter."
When Wan Lin said this, she burst into tears.
Milo could imagine Wan Lin's difficulty at that time and comforted her, "Mom, stop talking. That's enough."
"No, now that I've said it, let me finish it all."
Wan Lin calmed down a little and continued, "After giving birth to the baby, I didn't even sit for a day, so I took the baby on a random bus. I didn't know where I could go with the baby, and I had no idea where I could go with the baby.
I don’t know how to settle the child.
But I know that if I want to hang out in this circle, I will definitely not let people find out that I am a single mother. I am not willing to withdraw from the circle. I want to get ahead, but what about the little baby in my arms who is waiting to be fed? All the money I have is spent, and I can’t support myself.
You are a problem for yourself, let alone having to feed a child.
When the bus passed an orphanage, I saw a life-saving straw and immediately asked the driver to stop. I got out of the bus, reluctantly put you in a cardboard box, and put it at the door of the orphanage.
If I don't let you go, we will both starve to death sooner or later. If you have a place to stay, I can also work hard to fight for the fame and fortune I want. After being abandoned by that man, I want to stand out even more and become something he can climb up to.
Sorry.
I hid far away, waiting for someone to pick you in. But I waited for a long time and no one came out. I had no choice but to step forward and pinch your thigh cruelly. You burst into tears, alarming the orphan.
People in the courtyard. I finally saw someone carrying you in.
I left in despair. Before I left, I wrote down the location of the orphanage. I thought that one day I would come back to pick up my child. But I didn't expect that this day would drag on for more than twenty years.
I have been away for nearly ten months, and when I return to this circle, no one remembers me. I am not willing to lose my original status and let my agent take over dramas for me. As long as I can make money, I will do it.
Acting. In the past 20 years, I started acting as a bit player, and step by step I finally reached where I am today.
In fact, I didn't want to participate in this TV series originally. When I found out that it would be filmed in this city, I agreed. I wanted to come back and find my child. The orphanage is still there, but I didn't have the courage to go in and find you.
I don’t know whether you will look like me or that man, but no matter who you look like, I can recognize you at a glance.”
Hearing this, Milo asked Wan Lin tentatively, "That day in the restaurant, I picked up your lipstick and wanted to return it to you. Did you actually recognize me?"
"Yes."
Wan Lin nodded, "I met you by chance in the restaurant that day. When I saw your appearance clearly, I immediately knew that you were my daughter. You were so close, but I ran away in embarrassment.
After I met you, I always thought of you, but I didn't know how to stand in front of you and tell you about your life experience. I was afraid that you would resent me.
I saw the hot search and found out that you married Tang Jun. I am happy for you. If you marry into a wealthy family, your life will get better and better. You don’t have to care about your life experience, so I don’t want to disturb your already peaceful life.
, decided not to recognize you.
This drama has already reached its finale. I still have a few scenes before I can finish filming and leave this city. Originally, I thought we would never meet again, but I didn’t expect you to participate in this drama, or...
Play my daughter.
That recognition scene almost made me emotionally collapse. At that time, I thought that God had deliberately arranged this encounter so that I could get to know my daughter through the scene. So all my emotional expressions were
It’s true.”
"Mom, I had the same mentality at that time."
Milo looked at Wan Lin with tears in her eyes, "I simulated the scene of mother and daughter recognizing each other countless times in my mind. Through the dialogue, I expressed this emotion, which was a kind of redemption for myself.
Because I’m not sure if I have a chance to find my biological parents, maybe I won’t be able to find the source in my life. It’s useless for me to struggle. I just need to look away.”
"After I acted with you, I couldn't calm down emotionally for a long time. I almost thought that the two of us recognized each other like that. If the director hadn't called to stop, I couldn't tell whether we were recognizing each other or acting against each other."
Wan Lin sighed, "When I saw the shelf falling down on you, my first reaction was not to let you get hurt. I was away recently, so I rushed forward and pushed you away without thinking. This is the instinct of being a mother.
Bar.
I heard everything you said in the ambulance. In fact, I was already awake at the time, and I didn’t know how to face you, so I kept my eyes closed to make you think I was still in a coma."
She glanced at Tang Jun and said, "I didn't expect that Tang Jun had already seen through all this, so he would deliberately push you away and ask me about the truth back then. I knew it was useless to deny it, he would definitely find out. After all, everyone
If you do it, it will leave traces."
Chapter completed!