I have obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Chapter names must be in the format. The leave chapter is never placed in the VIP volume, because that will make me feel very uncomfortable.

How difficult is it to be? I wish I could reach out and pull out this abrupt chapter, or even unconsciously make the action of pulling.

Because of obsessive-compulsive disorder, rewards and updates are never explained in the title. That irregular bracket will make me very, very uncomfortable.

In this book, I mistakenly put the leave request chapter in the official chapter, and I specially asked the editor to delete it (the author of the VIP chapter cannot be deleted, I have to find the editor, but I cannot ask the editor to do such trivial things again and again).

The reason for the uncertain update this month is that the management has already mentioned many times in the book review area, but some people still say they don’t know.

Of course I understand that some people don’t like to read it and don’t want to read it.

Now you should see it.

I thought that there was no need to tell readers all about personal difficulties, and if the update is king, it would be no update.

But now it seems that it is better to talk about it.

I can't ask every reader to understand the author's aunt, but the many things and the low mood themselves really affect their state.

Maybe some authors can write as many words as they want. But I am a very emotional person, and sometimes I even fall into my own imagination and cannot escape emotions.

It's not the plot, the subsequent plot has actually been arranged, but the busyness of reality and the depressed mood make me very anxious. The more anxious I am, the lower I feel. I always feel that I can't catch that feeling, and I will only stare at the document.

I even wonder if I am not suitable for this industry.

The increasingly commercialized online literature model cannot tolerate willfulness at all, but I am too emotional, unable to catch up with the update, and lack sufficient self-control. I need to be affirmed, too repetitive, and always doubt myself... It seems that these are not the qualities that a successful online literature author should have.

...

Sorry to dump these trash emotions.

This shouldn't be something readers need to consider.
Chapter completed!