Chapter 171: Stepping through the iron shoes and finding nowhere
Lin Fan continued to flip back with confusion in his heart.
"Today is the day for a re-examination. There is not a good news. The doctor actually found out that I had rheumatoid heart disease. The doctor said that I can only live for more than ten years at most and I must not have children. Otherwise, the condition will worsen significantly. If I have this child, it will be very dangerous. It is very likely that I will die in the delivery room where I have children."
"I just cried once, and Xingyuan also advised me. He told me to give up asking for this child and ask for it when my health is better in the future."
"I know he is comforting me, and the doctor has already explained my situation very clearly."
"But I decided to have this child, but Xingyuan had a big fight with me about this. He scolded me for the first time and would never allow me to have this child. I know that he was worried that my condition would worsen."
"But I know I won't live long, so I want to leave Xingyuan with a child. At least after I die, someone will be with him."
"Recently, Xingyuan often goes out and says he is going to find a cure for me, but he is disappointed and down-and-out every time he comes back. He says he can do everything, but he can't save me. But in fact, I'm quite optimistic, whether it's birth, old age, sickness and death, but unfortunately I can't see the child in my belly born."
After another long trivial matter, it was suddenly recorded in a diary of one day.
"Today someone suddenly came to look for Xingyuan. I don't know this person, but it seems to be Xingyuan's old friend. The two of them had a big fight."
"Later, Xingyuan found me helplessly and told me that he was leaving and going back to the place called Kunlun Domain, leaving a jade pendant for the child."
"I asked Xingyuan why he wanted to leave. Xingyuan refused to say that, but said that if it goes well, he would come back to find me."
"I understand Xingyuan's love for me. If it weren't for the real important matter, he wouldn't have left, so I agreed to him leave."
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"Today is the sixth month after Xingyuan left. The child is almost born. The child is very obedient and has not tormented me in his stomach. I just don't know if Xingyuan can come back. He will definitely want the child to open his eyes and see him."
"The child's name is Lin Fan. This was decided before Xing Yuan left. He said that his child will be ordinary and safe and happy all his life."
“…”
"I'm almost out of reach. Xingyuan still hasn't come back. The child is only a few months old. Although I have asked Qingshu to take care of him more in the future, I am always reluctant to let him go. This little guy bites his fingers every day, which is so stupid. I really can't let him go."
"Xiaofan, I don't know if you will see this passage in the future. Maybe when you grow up, you will complain about why you have not been with you since childhood. You even hate me and your father, but you must always remember that your father and I really love you."
"Zhang Qingxia's last writing."
After reading the full diary, Lin Fan sat blankly on the bed.
The sky outside was getting darker.
His eyes were a little red, and he could feel his mother's deep love for him from this diary.
He didn't expect that his mother's death was because she was seriously ill before she gave birth to herself.
He didn't expect that his mother died so early because he had aggravated his condition.
He didn't expect that his father had always loved him, and he was not as heartless as he thought he had abandoned his wife and children.
Lin Xingyuan even decided to give up returning to Kunlun Domain because of himself.
Lin Fan took a deep breath, and he looked out the window and said with some gritted teeth: "Kunlun Domain!"
"What happened in Kunlun Domain that forced my father to leave me and my mother!" Lin Fan's eyes showed a firm look: "My father is a powerful swordsman, who is he who actually killed him."
Lin Fan clenched his fists and thought to himself that sooner or later, these things will be visited by himself in person by himself and investigate all of this!
Lin Fan was already relieved of Lin Xingyuan's departure at this time.
He just wanted to find out why Lin Xingyuan left at the beginning.
Lin Fan wiped off two tears from the corner of his eyes, and then he pushed open the door and looked outside the house.
"Chuchu." Lin Fan shouted.
Jin Chuchu was lying on the sofa with some dinner on the coffee table.
Obviously, Jin Chuchu was so hungry that she ordered takeout, but this girl didn't eat a bite.
Jin Chuchu woke up when she heard Lin Fan's voice. She rubbed her eyes and looked at Lin Fan, with a happy smile on her face and asked, "Boss Lin Fan, you haven't eaten yet, I'll go and heat up these takeaways and eat first."
"Are you hungry?" Lin Fan asked.
Jin Chuchu shook her head slightly: "It's not too hungry."
"Go out and buy some biscuits and go," Lin Fan said.
"Let's go?" Jin Chuchu was stunned and asked, "Where are you going?"
"Divine Sword Villa!"
After Lin Fan finished speaking, he walked out of the door with big strides.
"ah."
Jin Chuchu looked at Lin Fan in surprise. She could see that Lin Fan had already let go of his obsession with his father at this time.
"Okay!" Jin Chuchu nodded quickly.
The two went out and bought some biscuits and bread. On the way, Jin Chuchu and Lin Fan ate some casually.
This time they came, they were familiar with it.
They easily came to the Divine Sword Villa.
Under night, Lin Fan and Jin Chuchu walked into the square used for martial arts practice in the Divine Sword Villa.
"Lin Fan pulled him." Jin Chuchu looked at Lin Fan on the side with eager eyes and said, "For you."
As she said that, she handed over the jade pendant that Lin Xingyuan left to Lin Fan.
Lin Fan nodded slightly, then took over the jade pendant.
Just as this complete jade pendant was placed in Lin Fan's hand, a purple light came from the direction of the bedroom where Lin Xingyuan was before.
Lin Fan and Jin Chuchu looked at each other, rushed to Lin Xingyuan's bedroom, and then found that a pit was exposed in the bedroom, and the shape of the pit coincided with the jade pendant in Lin Fan's hand.
After Lin Fan placed the jade pendant in the pit, a mechanical rotation sound came from the ground. Then, a secret passage leading directly to the ground appeared beside them.
"Boss Lin Fan, this is the sword score and sword your father gave you in the first time." As he said that, Jin Chuchu handed the rusty iron sword and a sword score to Lin Fan.
Lin Fan was about to reach out to pick him up, but at this moment, outside the bedroom, a black shadow quickly entered the room and snatched the sword score and the iron sword away.
Chapter completed!