Chapter 445 A Desperate Life
However, it’s a pity that Xu Lei’s ideas were just extravagant hopes after all.
She envied Qiu Mucheng very much, envied her for finding her trust and finding the man who could make her life entrust her.
Tears are just like rain.
Who would have thought that the miss between her and Ye Fan would become a regret that she could not make up for in her life.
....
"Xiao Lei~"
"Are you asleep?"
Just as Xu Lei was crying, the sound of Ye Fan asking softly suddenly came from outside the room.
Xu Lei suddenly felt calm, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and tried not to let Ye Fan see that she had just shed tears.
She is a proud woman. Even in front of Ye Fan, she doesn't want to show her fragile side, which makes Ye Fan worried.
"No, Brother Xiaofan."
Xu Lei opened the door and laughed softly.
But no matter how well she concealed her, how could she escape Ye Fan's eyes?
"Xiao Lei, what's wrong with you?"
"Is it okay?"
Ye Fan asked worriedly, and his words were full of care and pity.
Xu Lei is even younger than him.
It was originally a youth, but now it has endured the suffering that she should not have endured at her age. Over the years, Ye Fan felt that Xu Lei’s life must be very bad, right?
"No, Brother Xiaofan."
"I'm fine."
"Just when I heard you call Miss Qiu, I suddenly missed my parents a little."
"When I am sick and helpless, I only realized how good it is to have a relative?"
Yes, only when it is cold can you truly realize how warm the bed is?
Only after being betrayed by your relatives in public did you realize how happy it is to have parents’ protection.
"In the past, I was alone in Jiangdong. Although I had no relatives, at least I still had my parents at home, so I went back to see them all during the holidays."
"When you encounter setbacks or loneliness, you can talk to your parents and complain about your pain. When you are sick, some people will greet you and some people will care about you."
"But now, my parents are no longer there, and now the Xu family can't go back. Suddenly I feel that the whole world is the only one left."
"Brother Xiaofan, have you heard a word?"
"When parents are there, life still has its origin. When parents are there, life is only home."
"My parents are a solid wall between us and the God of Death. Now that the wall is gone, we will face death directly."
In the room, the dim lights swayed slowly.
The woman fell on the body of the woman in front of her, only the haze on the ground was sprinkled.
With a long skirt on the ground, Xu Lei's eyebrows and eyes were slightly red. She stood by the window and said, while looking out the window with no spirit. The smile at the corner of her mouth contained endless loss and sorrow.
In the eyes of outsiders, she is the goddess of Jiangdong, the daughter of the Xu family, she is brilliant, and she is noble and majestic.
But who knows what kind of sorrow and sadness is behind a person's glamor.
Just like Xu Lei now, her parents died early and her family was ruthless. Brother Xiaofan, who she thought she could rely on for her whole life, had already started a family and became her dependence.
Even though Ye Fan can still accompany her now.
However, she knew very well that Ye Fan was leaving after all and would return to Yunzhou.
Sometimes when I think about it, Xu Lei doesn’t know why. As she walks through life, she is the only one left.
As he saw Xu Lei's emotions became more and more depressed.
Those beautiful eyes became increasingly dimmed.
It is like the beautiful snow lotus on the Tianshan Mountains slowly withering.
The glory is dimmed, and the light is lost.
Is this still the beautiful president of Hongqi Group?
Is this still the Jiangdong goddess who is fighting against Li Er?
The girl in front of her is just like a fallen girl who has lost confidence in the future.
Think about it, no matter how strong Xu Lei is outside, she is just a weak woman after all.
Qiu Mucheng suffered grievances outside. After returning home, at least Ye Fan comforted him and his parents confide him.
But what about Xu Lei, she has nothing?
My parents died early, and my only friend was Ye Fan. But he had already started a family and became someone else's man.
He no longer belongs to himself, nor is he just her brother Xiaofan anymore.
Xu Lei doesn't want to disturb Ye Fan's life.
Therefore, no matter how many things or how much pain she had in the past, she could only bury them in her heart alone.
After all, human ability to withstand is limited.
Those negative emotions cannot be expressed or vented, and they will eventually be almost desperate like Xu Lei is now.
There is no more fighting spirit in the future and life.
It's like an old lady who is about to die, dead and full of haze, and there is no point in the anger of a woman in the flowery season.
However, just as Xu Lei's will became more and more depressed, suddenly, a melodious piano sounded in his ears.
The piano music is graceful and melodious.
It is like a clear spring flowing in the mountains, or a gentle breeze in the valley.
It is refreshing and fascinating!
Not only did it take away all the haze in my heart, but even the depression and loss before it were swept away at this moment.
Until the end of the piano music, the afterglow remains, making people feel endless aftertaste.
After a long time, Xu Lei came to his senses from the melodious song.
"Brother Xiaofan, the only thing you haven't changed over the years is the melodious harmonica sound."
Xu Lei looked at Ye Fan, but said with a smile.
When we were at the Chu family, Xu Lei and others often sat by the river and listened to Ye Fan's harmonica.
At that time, when I heard the sound of Ye Fan's piano, no matter how much fatigue and boredom was in a day, I would be wiped out.
Looking at the woman in front of him, Ye Fan did not respond to her words, but put down the harmonica and looked at her: "Xiaolei, no matter what the future will be, I hope you remember that you still have me."
"Uncle and aunt are gone, then I am your way, and I am your way back!"
"Do you remember my promise to you back then?"
"When I am strong, I will protect you for a lifetime of peace!"
"Even if you get married and take care of your husband and children in the future, and truly find your own happiness and home, Brother Xiaofan's promise is still there!"
"Anqi is my sister, you are even more so."
"How about the parents not here?"
"How about uncle and uncle ruthless?"
"So what if the family is unrighteous?"
"Even if you betray your relatives, I will be your only relative!"
"As for tomorrow's affairs, you don't need to worry about it."
"Believe me, no one can force you to do what you don't want to do, and no one can force you to marry."
"My sister Chu Tianfan cannot tolerate any bullying!"
Boom ~
The words are majestic and loud.
There was a clanging sound throughout the room.
Xu Lei was shocked and panicked.
Those eyebrows looked at Ye Fan, but they were shining with an inexplicable light.
Xu Lei was stunned at that time, her beautiful eyes were red, but she burst into tears in an instant.
In my ears, Ye Fan's heart-warming excitement.
Chapter completed!