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Chapter 190 The first difficult step

Chen Mange had been struggling for a long time, and after seeing Ye Nanxian's calmness, he decided to speak out.

If Ye Nanxian cannot tolerate or accept it after saying it, then she should give up.

Perhaps the fate with Ye Nanxian is not as strong as he thought, and perhaps no man would tolerate this.

Chen Mange was gambling, but she felt that Ye Nanxian would not be such a superficial person. These two emotions made her tangled and uncomfortable.

Seeing Chen Mange's uncomfortable look at this moment, Ye Nanxian whispered: "I said don't force yourself. Just wait until you really want to tell me, and then tell me. I don't have to know now. How about it? Do you need to eat something and try it?"

Seeing Ye Nanxian's encouragement, Chen Mange was somewhat encouraged.

"good."

Ye Nanxian got up with a smile and went to make a bowl of millet porridge for Chen Mange himself.

The millet porridge is sticky and looks very sweet, but Chen Mange still feels a little disgusting, but under Ye Nanxian's gaze, she pours it into her mouth bit by bit.

It should be considered a sip because she can't taste it.

Everything she had eaten over the past few days made her feel tasteless. She even thought there was something wrong with her taste, but later she realized that everything was caused by her own psychological effects.

She still couldn't pass this level of her.

Chen Mange's stomach continued to surging, but he tried his best to endure it.

Ye Nanxian felt very distressed when she saw her like this.

"Don't force yourself, take this thing slowly."

"I know, it's not as strong as before, maybe I can ease it."

Chen Mange smiled faintly, but Ye Nanxian could see that she was holding on for 2.

"Mange..."

He wanted to say something, but the doctor's footsteps sounded outside.

"Mr. Ye, please come out. I want to talk to you about Miss Chen's condition."

This Miss Chen is definitely not Chen Mange, but Chen Luoluo.

Ye Nanxian's eyes tightened suddenly.

"Go quickly, I'm fine."

Chen Mange also knew that Luo Luo's condition could not be delayed, so he hurriedly urged Ye Nanxian to pass.

"and you……"

"I'm fine. Even if I have something to do, I'll be fine if I vomit. Luoluo is important. I can't go over to see her now. I can only be at ease if you take good care of her for me."

Chen Mange was anxious and worried. No mother could be calm when she learned that her daughter's condition had changed, and she was no exception.

Unfortunately, now that she appears in front of Luoluo in this way, she can only scare Luoluo.

Ye Nanxian saw the strong eyes flashing in Chen Mange's eyes, and said softly: "I'll come when I go. Do you know if you have any discomfort?"

"I understand, don't worry."

Chen Mange quickly came to the bathroom and vomited loudly the moment Ye Nanxian left.

She was a little discouraged. Maybe she really couldn't get through this psychological level?

But if she continues, can she have what she wants? Others try every means to destroy her happiness. Will she want those people to get what they want?

No!

Can't!

She tried hard to stop herself, and then stood up little by little with the wall.

Chen Mange is very weak now, and it is very likely that a gust of wind will blow her, but with her perseverance, she walked back to the ward step by step.

Ye Nanxian hasn't come back yet, and I don't know how Chen Luoluo is doing.

Chen Mange can't take it down for a moment.

She has been back for a few days, but she has never seen Luo Luo before, and she doesn't even know how Luo Luo is now.

What did Luoluo experience during her disappearance?

Why did Ye Nanxian bring this nursing home if he stayed in St. Petersburg Hospital?

Is it because Tang Ziyuan did something to Luoluo or Ye Nanxian?

Chen Mange suddenly realized that many things were out of her control, even beyond her cognition.

Tang Ziyuan is no longer the Tang Ziyuan he knew before, which determines that the Tang family and the Ye family are likely to be incompatible in the future.

And she must know everything that happened during this period.

Thinking of this, Chen Mange stood up gently, pushed open the door of the ward, and walked out of the door of the ward for the first time.

She needs a lot of courage to get out of here, especially when she walks out of this room alone.

When she just pushed open the room, Chen Mange felt that people from all directions were looking at her, as if they were on a boat. The pairs of eyes that looked like wolves and tigers, and the pairs of eyes that wanted to pull her clean with their eyes made her feel creepy and uneasy.

She took her foot, which she had just stepped out, and even wanted to close the door and be an ostrich and turtle for the rest of her life.

Actually, this is not bad, right?

With Ye Nanxian here, no one dared to come in and hurt her, let alone do anything to her. She just couldn't get out.

But the moment Chen Mange closed the door, Ye Nanxian's concerned eyes appeared in his mind again.

He will be kind to her because of love, responsibility, and guilt. But how long can a person's emotions last?

How long can she spend Ye Nanxian’s relationship like this?

People will always be tired.

Now Zi'an's whereabouts are unknown, Luo Luo is like this again, and she has become a human being or a ghost. Is these burdens going to be pressed on Ye Nanxian's shoulders?

Chen Mange thought of the fact that he had just said he wanted to be confident and match Shang Ye Nanxian, but why did he retreat again at this moment?

She leaned against the door and gasped, even trembling all over. No one knew how fearful she was of the crowd, nor did she know how uneasy she was of the outside world, but she had no choice.

Either she will be an ostrich protected by Ye Nanxian for the rest of her life, enjoying Ye Nanxian's efforts to her with peace of mind, or she will step out, overcome herself, find herself, and become a wife who can match Ye Nanxian.

She has actually thought about how to choose the two choices, but it is just that the first step is difficult to take.

Chen Mange took a deep breath, worked hard to build his mind, and then suddenly opened the door.

Because of her sudden appearance, many people subconsciously glanced at her.

Those eyes made Chen Mange feel uncomfortable, but she gritted her teeth and persevered.

Can't back down!

Can't retreat!

She is Chen Mange! Ye Nanxian’s wife! Luo Luo’s mommy! Now everyone needs her to stand up, everyone hopes that she can get better, right?

Chen Mange gasped heavily, feeling cold sweat dripping along her forehead little by little, and her legs were as heavy as if they were filled with lead, but she still did not retreat.

After everyone looked at Chen Mange, they withdrew their gaze and went to do whatever they should do. After all, this is a sanatorium, and they have seen any strange patient, but Chen Mange is just too thin and weak.

When those eyes evacuated, Chen Mange's entire back was wet.

She is like a newborn.

Seeing everyone doing their own jobs, she suddenly wanted to cry.

In fact, taking this step is not as difficult as you think, isn’t it?

Chen Mange was so excited that she wanted to tell Ye Nanxian that she could do it now, but when she thought of where Ye Nanxian was now, Chen Mange fell silent again.

Luoluo!

The doctor was talking about Luo Luo's condition.

Chen Mange was a little anxious at this moment, and she quickly raised her foot and walked towards the doctor's office.

Someone still looked at her on the road.

At the beginning, Chen Mange would suddenly stop and feel that it was difficult to move forward. Later, she overcame it. Although she was slower, she was still calm. Although her back was sweating and her palms were pierced by her fingernails, she still persevered.

Gradually she discovered that many people actually just looked at her and went to another place.

Chen Mange gasped, trying to ask someone else where the doctor's office was, but he didn't have the courage to speak.

She suddenly realized that this incident made her lose the desire to talk to others.

She resisted everyone except Ye Nanxian.

This perception made her very frustrated, but she did not retreat.

Ye Nanxian’s love and Luoluo’s illness are all encouragement and encouragement to her.

She gritted her teeth and turned around, and finally saw a familiar figure.
To be continued...