The woman is gone.

Xiao Rushi left.

Chu Yun's mother left like that.

Chu Yun is like a dream.

I have no idea of ​​the warmth and softness that should appear when I see my mother.

This is completely different from the picture he imagined, or even completely opposite.

He even felt that he could do more like a mother than her.

At least in behavior.

Chu Yun lit another cigarette and drank a glass of wine.

Looking at the table full of delicacies, I didn't move any chopsticks. Chu Yun was like a dream and couldn't wake up for a long time.

Crack.

The door was pushed open.

It was not someone else who came in, it was Hong Shisan.

He sat next to Chu Yun with a strange expression. He ate two bites of food and drank a glass of wine. He didn't say a word.

"I've seen my mother just now." Chu Yun took a sip of cigarette and said with complicated eyes.

"I know." Hong Shisan nodded.

"It can be seen. It feels like I haven't seen it before." Chu Yun said bitterly. "She is not the mother I imagined."

"Why must your mother be the same as you imagined? She is an independent individual and an existence that everyone worships." Hong Shisan said.

"She took a photo with me before leaving. When she hugged my neck, she tried very hard and almost strangled me to death." Chu Yun spit out a mouthful of smoke and poured himself a glass of wine.

"I also saw your mother when I was breathing in the villa tonight." Hong Shisan said meaningfully.

"Have you spoke?" Chu Yun asked curiously.

"No." Hong Shisan shook his head and said. He hesitated for a moment, and then said. "I originally wanted to say hello. But the result-"

"How is the result?" Chu Yun asked.

"When I looked at her, I was scared." Hong Shisan said frankly. "Your mother may just walk past me calmly. But I felt a great panic. It took me great courage to even look up at her."

"But in fact, when your mother walked past me, she even smiled at me."

Hong Shisan exhaled a breath of turbid air and drank another glass of wine.

He rarely drinks.

But tonight, he was very uneasy.

He needs to rely on the final analysis to paralyze his restlessness.

"What impression did she leave on you after meeting you?" Hong Shisan asked curiously.

"I'm a little annoyed to her." Chu Yun said with a frown.

Hong Shisan was stunned.

Then he shook his head and said, "If she weren't your mother, you probably wouldn't have been like this."

Chu Yun did not discuss it.

He didn't want to continue the discussion either.

Tonight's meeting, from a certain point of view, he was not satisfied.

Even a little disappointed.

But Hong Shisan's words woke him up.

The mother is an independent individual. It is not a parasite that is attached to him.

She should have an independent life.

It should also have a unique personality and style.

Why do you have to live like Chu Yun imagined?

Why do you have to stay by your child’s side for 24 hours a day and take care of everything about your child?

Perhaps most women in this world will follow this template to be a gentle, kind and loving mother.

But it doesn't mean that everyone must do this.

At least Xiao Rushi did not do so.

No one can ask her to do so.

Chu Yun, who is most qualified, is also the least qualified.

final.

Chu Yun can only comfort his heart by "she may have difficulties too."

Even though such comfort could not resolve his inner regret.

Dingdong.

A text message came from the phone.

It's a string of strange numbers.

The content was to tell Chu Yun that he added his WeChat.

Chu Yun immediately opened WeChat and accepted his mother's addition.

My mother’s WeChat avatar is—her selfie.

Very fashionable and very lifelike. With some PS effects, she is said to be a fashionable beauty in her thirty years old, no one will doubt it.

Dingdong.

As soon as I added it, a message came from WeChat.

In addition to a photo of her and Chu Yun, he added a short passage: "It's the first time I'm a mother. If you say something, it makes you unhappy. What you do makes you uncomfortable. Be patient. I won't change it anyway."

Chu Yun was stunned.

Suddenly I wanted to laugh a little.

He sent an online picture of "Applause to the people of society" and added a line of words: "Life has dreams, and each one is wonderful."

...

Outside the villa.

Xiao Rushi moved forward slowly.

The old monk Weinan followed him. His expression was a bit complicated. But deep in his eyes, there was a hint of helplessness.

"Little monk. You seem to be in a bad mood?" The woman turned her head and glanced at the old monk. But she used the name of the little monk.

As the master, what she wants to call the old monk? No one can refute it, including the old monk.

"Why did you hide it from him? Why did you take all this on yourself?" the old monk said bitterly. "If it weren't for the old man's tough and domineering back then, Chu Yun should have lived with you since he was a child."

"Why are you a monk who doesn't have any wisdom than me?" The woman opened her red lips slightly. "Since the old man wants to take on the burden of taking care of him, why should I pretend to be hypocritical? And, do you really think that he will live with me and be happier than in the Chu family?"

When the old monk heard this, he fell into silence.

When he saw the lady again.

He saw the change of the lady.

Once upon a time, the lady was proud and casual.

But now, the lady has a faint demonic nature. Even the old monk feels thrilling invisible anger.

Almost thirty years have passed.

That grudge always lingers on her.

She is no longer the holy, straightforward and free-spirited beauty of heaven back then.

She was shrouded in darkness.

Corrupted by hatred.

Can such a lady really be a qualified and gentle mother?

tonight.

She is imitating herself.

The lost self.

Such a mother is already the image she can show off and is the most acceptable to Chu Yun.

Others. Even Hong Shisan would be scared.
To be continued...