Chapter 58 That's not you!
"If you don't tell me the specific way to bring people out, it doesn't matter. I'll wait for you to explain later. If you don't tell me why I want to go to that world, it doesn't matter. I know you will definitely say it in the future. But... Zhang, do you still remember what you promised me?" Matilda opened her arms and blocked Zhang Haoxuan.
Her eyes were particularly anxious and firm. Wang Zhenzhen was curling up something not far from her back and sobbed twice.
"I will tell you, Madie, but not now." Zhang Haoxuan said as he looked at the girl.
"No, Zhang, you promised me that you will not use killing to solve the problem unless you have to." Matilda did not give in.
"It's a must now!" Zhang Haoxuan raised his voice.
"Then tell me!" The girl's voice became louder.
For a moment, the atmosphere in the room was particularly solemn, with two people, one big and one small, staring at each other. Although Amidala came in immediately, she stood beside her and could not speak, while Wang Zhenzhen always looked weak and helpless.
"I need to use her for experiments." Zhang Haoxuan finally spoke, "I want to know whether she can still exist if she kills her and leaves this world, it is related to..."
He suddenly closed his mouth and swallowed the last sentence back, but Matilda obviously knew what he was talking about.
But this did not relax the girl: "Even so, there is no need to be so urgent, right? And there are many experiments to do, you can do it one by one."
"I can't wait, Marty, I can't wait," Zhang Haoxuan shook his head vigorously. "It's fine if the first time in Captain America and the Star Wars prequel, but before in "I Have a Date with Zombies", you were in danger again, and I can't stand it and I don't want to endure it!"
"That doesn't need to be done now. You just brought her out. You said that we have unlimited time!" Matilda said anxiously.
"Get out of the way, Mati, I have decided, I don't want to drag it down any more." Zhang Haoxuan said in a stern voice.
But this didn't work much, and even had a similar effect. The girl bit her lower lip and raised her chest again: "If you really insist on doing this, then use me to do the experiment."
Zhang Haoxuan looked at her expressionlessly and asked word by word: "Do you have to do this, Madie?"
Matilda took a deep breath: "Zhang, you have succeeded, you brought the new character out of the movie, you have enough time and energy to study slowly, and you need to be so impatient."
She bit her lower lip again: "If you really want to persist, then let me do it. Anyway... I'm the first one you brought out... Even if... even... you can bring one again. It's confirmed now, isn't it? And maybe you can bring two more in the future to make up a pair of twins."
At the end, Wang Zhenzhen had already brought the ingredient of being angry, and Amidala had already shown a worried look.
Zhang Haoxuan didn't say anything for a long time, nor did he express his expression. Then, he squatted down in front of the girl: "Last time after listening to your words, I always wanted to say something to you, Madie, but for a series of reasons, I never said it, and I don't know... I think that...but now, I just want to tell you..."
He reached out and held her face, neither angry nor dissatisfied, with great seriousness and determination: "Yes, I can bring you out another one, after I have discovered the rules; yes, I can bring you two, after I find the rules in the future; I know how to please you, I know how to make you fall in love with me, it is very simple, very simple; but... no matter how many you are in front of me..."
His tone suddenly increased, and his eyes became particularly gentle: "That's not you!"
That's not you! Although it's just a short sentence, it's enough to tell everything. Matilda's mouth began to tremble slightly, and her eyes began to turn red. Finally, she stretched out her arms to wrap around Zhang Haoxuan's neck, buried her head on his shoulders, and her petite body shook slightly.
Zhang Haoxuan didn't say anything anymore, but just held her in his arms, rubbed her back, with an expression of infinite attachment, as if there was no one else in the room.
Amidala, who was always standing next to her, still didn't speak, but her eyes showed obvious envy and... a little bit, even she didn't notice it.
Then, a voice rang out: "I...I can help you."
The person who spoke was Wang Zhenzhen. She had already stood up and adjusted her emotions at this time, took off her glasses that had been worn with crooked expressions, and her expression was quite dim.
Matilda turned her head in surprise. Like Amidala, her face was disbelief, and Zhang Haoxuan regained her previous indifference to her. Although she was still squatting on the ground, she didn't say anything.
"I think...I think I roughly understand... what Mr. Zhang is going to do..." She smiled bitterly.
In fact, Wang Zhenzhen is not a stupid person. She is also very caring as a primary school teacher. However, her weakness and scrupulous personality make her look stupid and stupid, and only makes her bad things. This cannot be blamed for her. Most supporting actresses in Hong Kong TV series have this problem more or less, otherwise how can the screenwriter promote the plot?
Amidala had explained to her in detail before, but it was difficult to accept emotionally. After that, Zhang Haoxuan's rough attitude made her collapse for a while, and eventually she became out of control.
But after Matilda appeared and interrupted Zhang Haoxuan, Wang Zhenzhen finally calmed down, and then listened silently to their conversation, roughly understanding what Zhang Haoxuan wanted to do.
"Anyway... I can't do anything... Anyway... I can't accept it... Anyway... Anyway... I'm that kind of person..." She said in a desperate tone, "Since... since I'm in that second part... I can't care... Then I can't care here..."
Although I feel a little angry, the feeling of sorrow is more than death is very obvious, and there is a sense of dying.
"Wang...Miss Wang, you actually..." Matilda wanted to say something, but Zhang Haoxuan had already inserted it: "Very good, I try to make you feel no pain."
The girl wanted to say something, but Amidala had already walked over at the right time and pressed her shoulder: "Let's go inside, Madie."
Matilda finally sighed, and the last sentence he heard before entering was: "Drink more wine, it's best to get drunk so you won't be afraid or nervous."
Sitting on the chair and being stunned again, the girl suddenly stood up again and began to turn around in the room with some anxiety.
"It's okay, Madie," Amidala comforted in a low voice, "This... this is just an experiment, and Miss Wang may not really disappear."
"I don't care if she will really disappear! She is not you!" Matilda said irritably, then sighed in the other party's surprise gaze, and sat back with a little depressed look.
"I remember telling you the story of my world, right?" The girl whispered after a long time.
"Yes." Amidala nodded.
"In my world, human life is not a valuable thing. If it weren't for Zhang, maybe I'd... die, even if I'm the heroine." Matilda smiled, but it was not good-looking. "I don't believe in plot inertia."
Then she sighed: "I don't care about Miss Wang. If this is a must, I understand what Zhang is doing, I just..."
The girl's expression suddenly became entangled: "I don't want to see...I...you were there at that time, you saw Zhang's expression, right? That kind of terrible, violent expression?"
"Yes." Amidala nodded blankly.
"I don't want him like that," Matilda clenched his fists. "When he was still in my world, Zhang told me some of his past things. Although he said it implicitly, I could still hear the loneliness, pain, anger and sadness in his heart. I understood that feeling, and I thought I could empathize, but after coming here, this place, and traveling through several worlds, I realized that my understanding was too shallow, so..."
The girl took a deep breath: "I don't want to see him become what he was, the kind of lonely thing, build a wall for herself, block everyone outside, and then after she can't control herself, she uses the method of destroying everything to relieve her pain."
She looked at Amidala with her eyes bright: "And all this began to change after meeting me. He loved me, he needed me, and I, too. Do you understand, Padme, I can't watch him return to the same state in the past. I hope he can be happy and laugh more. It won't always become terrifying because of a little stimulation...I hope he can be fine and always be fine."
Speaking of this, her eyes became hazy, and the anxious, worried and attached look made her look particularly weak and strong. After saying that, she shrank on the chair.
Amidala didn't speak for a long time, then sat next to her and grabbed her hand.
"Am I useless, Padme?" Matilda asked weakly, "I shouldn't have rushed out at that time, nor should I say that kind of words, that kind of angry words... I should have handled this matter with a smarter and more rational method... I am not like you, Padme, who has received a good education and has an excellent... The overall situation is that I can only act on my own intuition..."
She said ravingly, like a child who needs comfort. Well, she is still a child, no matter how precocious she is.
"Don't you understand, Mati?" Amidala smiled at this time, with an indescribable meaning.
"What?" the girl looked at her in confusion.
"As long as you are by his side, he will have a bottom line no matter whenever he is." Amidala whispered.
Matilda was stunned, and a voice began to echo in her heart repeatedly: That's not you!
"That's not you..." Amidala whispered beside her, "As you said, he loves you, he needs you. It's not Matilda, it's not Padme Amidala, it's not... Natalie Portman, it's you, it's just you!"
Chapter completed!