(Hehe, let’s play a game. So far, how many movies have appeared in Chapter 7? Which ones are they?)

You are finished. From the moment you are stupid, you are finished. Reason said coldly in your heart. You shouldn't have come here. You think you are numb, you think you have built a heavy barrier in your heart, you think you will no longer be moved, but these are vulnerable in front of her.

Bang! The back of his head hit the wall of the alley. Zhang Haoxuan felt a little better, but his wry smile still uncontrollably emerged from the corner of his mouth.

How could it be that in a few days, you have been to so many worlds, why don’t you come here? You haven’t even been to similar movies. You want to bury everything, you want to find a place to stay quietly, why do you choose this world?

Some things have never been gone, but are buried deep in your heart. No matter how crazy it is, the damn madman played by Kevin Spacey is so smart. He can see it thoroughly, and it is so thoroughly... Haha...

After sitting in the alley so decadently until the sun sets, Zhang Haoxuan slowly walked back.

When I opened the door, I saw the girl sitting on a chair in a daze, wearing a coat, and seemed to have gone out.

Zhang Haoxuan didn't care about this, and put the bag in his hand on the table. It was a gadget he specially sold on the street, a gadget that girls would like.

Then, he coughed lightly: "Sorry, Matilda, I... shouldn't have said those words to you in the afternoon..."

The girl looked up at him and didn't answer her. Zhang Haoxuan had to sit down in front of her: "Listen to me, you are still very young now, and you don't understand the difference between gratitude and love..."

"I understand!" Matilda interrupted him, "I understand very well, Zhang, I understand better than anyone else."

She glared at him angrily, with tears in her eyes: "Why, why are you so stingy with me? You saved me, you took care of me, but you refused to give me a little more comfort!"

"Because this is very dangerous!" Zhang Haoxuan suddenly raised his voice, "You don't understand, this is very dangerous!"

He stared at her and breathed heavily, his face turned red, and the veins on his neck were leaping.

Matilda looked at him in a daze, with disbelief in her eyes, and then asked after a while: "This is what you said in your heart? Do you think...I'm in danger? Do you think...I'm a threat?"

"You don't understand, Matilda," Zhang Haoxuan lowered his head, shaking his tight fists slightly, "You don't understand the truth of the world, you don't understand... how heavy love is."

"I don't care what the world really thinks, and I don't care how heavy the love is," the girl looked at him, and tears finally rolled out of her eyes. "I just have to love, or die."

As he said that, he stood up, stepped onto another table, opened the drawer and took out the small revolver that he usually used for practice. After putting on the bullet, he pressed it onto the table here and pushed it in front of Zhang Haoxuan.

"Since you think I'm in danger, you think I'm a threat and a burden," Matilda raised her chin, "then kill me and just pretend you never saved me."

"Don't force me, Matilda," Zhang Haoxuan's eyes turned red, "This is not good for you."

"Then do it." Matilda straightened her waist and seemed fearless.

Zhang Haoxuan stared at her and couldn't speak for a long time. The girl simply picked up the revolver and pressed it on her head: "If you don't dare to do it, then I'll do it myself."

"You won't shoot." He almost squeezed out the words from his teeth.

"You can watch," said the girl, with a decisive look in her eyes, "From now on, you will no longer have to bear anything, no longer be afraid of anything, and no longer have dangers to bother you."

"I won't watch it." Zhang Haoxuan said so, closing his eyes.

Matilda smiled contemptuously, closed her eyes, and then pulled the trigger directly.

With a click, one hand held the hand where she was holding the gun like lightning, and her little finger stuck between the hammer and the gun body, making it impossible to shoot the gun.

Although it hurts to be held, the girl smiles on her face and her chest is even more tall. Her proud look seemed to say: I won! Even tears kept rolling down her face.

Zhang Haoxuan was panting, suddenly took the revolver and twisted it hard, and with a click, twisted the upper half down, and then threw it heavily on the ground.

"I used to have a girlfriend," he covered his face and took a few heavy breaths, and said in a heavy tone, "She is a beautiful, kind and lovely girl. I... didn't fall in love with her at that time, but... I got to know her from some kind of thought. Later, I found the opportunity and dated her all day. It was a very happy day. We were traveling around in Rome. I took her to visit the Pantheon, the arena, the cathedral, and taught her to order wine in the bar, and take her to show in the water dance hall... It was then that I realized that I had fallen in love with this girl without realizing it.

However, she is... she is a nobleman, she has her own mission, she cannot be with me. I understand, but I can't accept it. After I had to leave, I went to find her again, but... she no longer remembered me. But it doesn't matter, I accompanied her to visit Rome again and did the same thing as last time. We were still very happy, but... in the end, I had to separate and was forgotten by her again... Every time I went to see her, we went out on a date, we were very happy, but every time in the end, we had to separate, and then I was forgotten by her.

I was unwilling to give up, very unwilling to give up, I love her, I really love her, I really want to be with her. But... no matter what, I can't take her away... I tried many methods, countless methods, but the results did not change every time. I couldn't bear it, and the torture of the passionate feelings was so hard that I couldn't bear it. Every time I forced my face to smile and face her heartfelt smile, I couldn't help but want to go crazy. Even if I told her everything and confessed everything to her, but... I still couldn't change anything..."

Speaking of this, he looked up at the girl, his eyes were red and quite ferocious, but with indescribable sorrow and hollowness: "So... I finally killed her, killed her with my own hands, and ended all this."

Matilda kept listening quietly. Although she heard the last sentence and her little face became much more erect, she finally sat next to him and held his hand.

"Sorry, Zhang." She said softly.

Zhang Haoxuan shook his head, smiled bitterly, then closed his eyes, and then pressed his warm body into his arms.

"I don't know that you've experienced these things. Although... I don't understand it very well, I can feel the sadness in your heart," the girl whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."

He pushed her down, without pushing, then gave up and tried again, just sighing.

"I will not forget you, I swear." Matilda said at last, unwaveringly.

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Between the undulating mountains in the distance, a trace of light was transmitted from the thick clouds, which was different from the grayish white light in the past, but a warm yellow. Gradually, the clouds began to dissipate, becoming thinner and thinner. The rising sun finally enveloped his light on this cursed land. Even though the cold wind was still blowing, the peaks of the mountains in the distance were still covered with snow, but they could not stop the warm light from sprinkling on the earth, and everything seemed full of vitality.

"I never knew there was such a beautiful scenery in Transylvania." The woman standing under two trees and looking into the distance murmured, her mouth slightly raised, with a smile of beautiful longing.

She was about 20 years old, with deep eyes and high noses, delicate facial features, and a large black wave. Her red top with aristocratic patterns and black tight trousers made her slender figure look slim and revealing.

The woman turned her head and looked at the Asian man leaning against the tree, looking at the Asian man in front of her in a little desolate way: "How many times have you taken me here to see?"

"Many times," he replied in a low voice, "many, many times."

The woman sighed lightly, put away her smile and walked slowly to him: "I like it here, I like it very much."

After pausing, she asked again: "How long will it take?"

"I don't know, maybe a few hours, maybe tomorrow." The Asian man smiled bitterly.

After a moment of silence, the woman reached out and held his head, looking at him without blinking, with deep sadness in her eyes.

Then, she closed her eyes and pressed against his forehead: "I love you, Zhang, but... promise me that I will not come to me again until you can make me remember you."

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Zhang Haoxuan opened his eyes and saw the ceiling of an old apartment in Lower Manhattan.

Unlike before, when he woke up this time, he was not sweating profusely. He was so nervous that his whole body was tense, and he was in a state of hurting people at any time. This time he woke up very calmly, calmly and comfortable, and it was very relaxed and comfortable, but in the calm and relaxation, there was a hint of sorrow and pain.

Although it is not strong, the continuous pain is still enough to make people toss and turn and sigh. Finally, there is no nightmare anymore, but the face that appeared in the dream, the face that has not appeared for a long time, is always out of reach.

Zhang Haoxuan knew who had changed all this. He turned his head and looked at the girl sleeping beside him. She was still sleeping soundly, but her posture was a little indecent. Not only did she press her head against his arm, but her leg was almost on his belly button - to be precise, the place where her belly button was slightly lowered.

They did not do anything out of the ordinary. Matilda wanted to sleep with him, but he did not refuse, so the two of them fell asleep in the same bed and clothes.

"It's morning, Zhang?" Just as Zhang Haoxuan was watching the girl being in a daze, Matilda woke up and asked sleepyly. She yawned, rubbed her eyes, and sucked the hair that had been eaten in her mouth. It was very cute.
Chapter completed!