Chapter two hundred and eighty third, give me a death
A Taoist of Shanye.
At this moment, Qingshu didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and didn't even know what expression to face it.
but.
Under the Taoist sect's pure mantra, Qingshu's emotions became much more stable, and the madness just now also dissipated a lot. He was still sitting on the ground and staring at Li Wei.
This man who looked down at the rules of Shushan and was dissatisfied with resisting was now used to looking up.
Li Wei sighed softly.
"You... have changed."
Old man Qingshu murmured.
"I didn't expect that there are still people who remember me, Qingshu, the traitor of Shushan, who can see me so weak."
"I still remember that I, who made a bold statement at the foot of Shu Mountain, had a great ambition to use my sword to cut out the Qingming Festival for a lifetime... Hahaha! Even I don't remember how I was back then."
"Yeah, I've changed, but... I really have no choice."
At this time, Qingshu removed the worn-out clothes on his body, revealing the dense wounds on his body.
However, these wounds are arranged in a very strange and orderly manner.
It was like a trace of a mantra, which was engraved on Qingshu in a very rough way.
"Did you see it? Have you seen it? This is the trace left by my apprentice on me..."
"Because of these scars, I can survive until now, but I have lost the qualification to use a sword and can no longer use a sword."
...
Qingshu took advantage of his own sanity.
Start telling his story.
"After I left Shushan, I had ambitions and believed that the world was because the king was incompetent and the gentry was extremely powerful... I had a sword, and could kill all the swords. If I did not use this sword to pacify the world, my sword would be the ones who would defend the people of the Tao."
When he talked about defending the people, there was an inexplicable divine light in his eyes.
Back then, with the wish of defending the people with one sword, the sword's edge was invincible and extremely sharp.
"I took the Shushan disciples who were with me to kill people and give swords to help Liu Yu pacify the four directions, fight with the Eastern Jin clans, and quell their chaos. Under the sword of our Shushan disciples, Liu Yu was invincible... His rank was as high as the Prime Minister of the Eastern Jin Dynasty."
"Later, the Eastern Jin Emperor abdicated to him. At this point, we thought that our mission was completed, the gentry finally stopped indulging, and Emperor Liu Yu also began to reuse poor families. It sounded like everything was beautiful."
When he said this, Qingshu began to cry.
Start laughing.
Laughing wildly.
At this time, it started to rain lightly in the sky, and it was a little cold.
People who can still move will hide from the rain. In this era, if they have wind and cold, it is basically no different from being dead.
Only Li Wei and Qingshu are still there.
The rain drips fell on my body, and there was only a little tranquility left in the quiet street.
"A poor family is also a disciple!"
"What does it have to do with ordinary people?"
"It is said that it has suppressed the four major families, but their people still appear in the court... As a rioter who controls the country, the family's children can still enter the government."
"Whether it is the Wei in the north, the Liu Song in the south, and the Da Qi."
"Court changes, royal struggle."
"The five surnames and seven families are: the Cui family in Qinghe, the Lu family in Fanyang, the Zheng family in Xingyang, the Wang family in Taiyuan, the Li family in Longxi, the Li family in Zhaojun, the Cui family in Boling, and the big surnames of Gaomen. People are divided by surnames. No matter how the dynasties change, how the imperial family fights. Only the people in the big surnames of Gaomen are unchanged, and they can always hold power."
"Later, the disciples of Shushan who came out with me also began to join the children of the aristocratic families and became the swords of the aristocratic families."
"The man on the carriage of the Wang family in Langya just now was my descendant of Shushan. Although the sword energy on him was mixed, he was a generation of descendants of my traitors in Shushan."
"Senior brother was right back then. We used swords to overturn the king's power, and the essence was to swing the sword for our own desires."
"We who have entered the world become ordinary people and have more emotions and desires."
"After wielding the sword for one's own desire, I can't stop anymore, and I completely become a secular person."
"Senior brother said it was right at the time, nothing was wrong at all."
After entering the world, with love and hate, material desires, there is a need for these things. The most important thing that those aristocratic families lack is gold, silver, treasures, and things that tempt sword cultivators.
Those who once rebel against the swordsman for their ideals.
At the beginning, I had a passionate ideal.
Otherwise, they would not be able to emit such sharp sword energy at the beginning.
The Shushan Sword Slays the Demons and Eliminates Demons, and uses sharpness and righteousness to forge the sword edge.
If your heart is not positive, how can you get the sword?
Li Wei listened silently from the side.
"The people around me either died or entered the aristocratic family. In the end, only my disciples and I fought with a few disciples in Shushan... Later."
"He also left because he had a lover and wife, who was from a noble family. He could not stand against the aristocratic family. He killed my last fellow, and I was even more abolished by my disciples whom I personally taught. He did not kill me, but converted all the sword energy in my body into magic power."
Qingshu murmured: "I lost my sword energy, but I have magic power... relying on my magic power cultivation, I have lived to this day."
"Do you know, I was not only cursed by my disciples, but also the last junior brother who fought with me."
"My junior brother's last words are to let me live."
"I want to die, but I just die like that. I'm sorry, I'm myself."
"I want to live, but I... I'm not as good as death now."
"Tell me if I am wrong, is the 'Tao' I firmly believe in, is it wrong..."
Qingshu began to become crazy and murmured.
"In fact, this land should be like this. People without surnames are not worthy of having a good life. Five surnames and seven families should always stay above the court and enjoy wealth and all the beauty."
"I'm the wrong one..."
He had just recovered his mind because of the mantra of purifying the body and became a little crazy again.
He is still alive, but his "Tao" is betrayed and denied, and the meaning of survival is denied. It is better to die than to die.
He doesn't want to die either. He is unwilling to give up, really unwilling to give up.
If I die and the Tao disappears again, then wouldn’t I, Qingshu, live in vain?
Wouldn't the Shushan disciples who betrayed Shushan for this goal and fought to the death with swords and swords, betrayed?
Wouldn't that be, the meaning of our survival is denied?
He is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of dying with everyone's regrets and denial...
For this reason, he begs like a dog and licks the pastry thrown by the children of aristocratic families, and he also wants to survive.
"Who can give me a death..."
Live.
Live.
Live.
The one who doesn’t want to live the most is the one who wants to live the most.
Blood and tears lingered on his cheeks.
"Who can... give me death..."
At this time, Li Wei lightly tapped with his fingers.
Chapter completed!