In fact, Yoshigan is not sure whether his feelings for Ashikaga Yoshiteru are love.
When he learned of Ashikaga Yoshiteru's murder in Kanto, he was shocked, angry that his plans had been disrupted, and feeling guilty for Ashikaga Yoshiteru.
But as the truth of the Kyoto Incident was revealed step by step, and Yoshiki Ashikaga's true feelings for him were learned bit by bit from Yukino Takada, Yoshigage's mind gradually changed.
Ashikaga Yoshiteru is dead, but she will always live in Yoshigami's heart.
The coercive measures she planned to use against Yiyin came to an abrupt end before they even started. After she died, she could never hurt Yiyin, leaving only beautiful memories.
However, Yoshigami was unable to avenge her and could only compromise with reality, forever owing Ashikaga Yoshiki a favor that he could not repay.
In reality, those Ji warriors who love Yoshigan will inevitably conflict with him. Such as Akechi Mitsuhide's insidiousness, such as Maeda's petty thoughts.
Yoshigan gradually forgot all the unpleasantness he had had with Ashikaga Yoshiteru, and all he remembered was Ashikaga Yoshiteru's sincere love for him.
Admirers in real life always have their own demands and always make things difficult for Yoshigami. But Ashikaga Yoshiteru will not do that. Her love for Yoshigan will become more precious as time goes by.
Yoshigami cannot avenge her, he can only keep reminiscing about her love. Whenever his feelings in reality are frustrated, he will remember the perfect Ashikaga Yoshiki in his memory.
Living people cannot compare with dead people. Living people will constantly collide and friction in real interactions, which will make people exhausted. But dead people will only become more and more pure when they live in memories.
Mitsuhide Akechi and other admirers conspired to kill Ashikaga Yoshiteru and prevent Ashikaga from joining together.
But Ashikaga Yoshiki didn't lose, she won everyone. When Yoshiki was frustrated again and again in the face of the cruel reality, Ashikaga Yoshiki could get Yoshiki's true love.
Because perfect love will always exist only in human imagination.
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Takada Yukino stood in the court, looking in the opposite direction to the meeting hall, in a daze.
My lord...did he cry?
Yukino slowly lowered his head, feeling a little uncomfortable, and held Mikazuki Munechika tightly in his hands.
It was her failure to protect the general that made her lord cry. She unconsciously recalled Ashikaga Yoshiki's words at that time.
Maybe one day, he will be reduced to the same level as me. I hope that by then, you can use this knife to protect him for me.
There was a faint hint of murderous intent in Yukino's eyes.
I will protect my lord well, even without your instructions, I will do so. But now, I allow you to order me to protect my lord, just take it as a gift in return for your permission to like me.
After an unknown amount of time, Yoshigami's voice sounded from behind Yukino.
"What are you thinking about?"
Yukino turned around, and Yoshigan was looking at him curiously, as if nothing had happened, and he seemed to be trying his best to pretend as if nothing had happened.
Seeing Yukino staring at him, Yi Gin couldn't help but feel guilty, rubbed his face and asked.
"Is it obvious?"
Xueno nodded.
"So conspicuous."
Yiyin shook his head and smiled bitterly.
"That'll be troublesome. I have to meet Ashikaga Yoshiaki later. It won't be good if someone finds out."
Yukino suddenly stepped forward and licked Yoshigin's cheek with his tongue. Yoshigin was a little confused, but did not move.
Then, Yukino took out a white handkerchief and carefully wiped the traces of Yiyin.
Yiyin asked, not knowing why.
"What does it mean?"
Yukino said while wiping him carefully.
"When I was a servant, I always made mistakes because of my carelessness. Every time I did something wrong, my sister took the initiative to pretend to be me and get punished."
Yoshigami glanced at Yukino's face. The two sisters looked so similar that they could indeed be confused with the real ones.
He lowered his head and glanced at Yukino's flat bear. It seemed that it was not convenient to pretend to be now. The difference after development was a bit big.
Thinking of the over-developed part of Yang Nai, Yiyin couldn't help coughing. Humanity is unfair, and the loss is not enough to compensate for the loss.
Remembering that this was the place where Ashikaga Yoshiki died in battle, Yoshigine felt that he shouldn't be thinking nonsense here, so he quickly gathered his thoughts and said.
"Yangno still feels very sorry for you."
Yukino stared at Yoshiyin and said.
"I also feel sorry for my sister, so I can share anything with her."
Yiyin rolled his eyes and asked.
"I know, but what does being beaten in the past have to do with what you are doing now?"
Yukino said seriously.
"Every time my sister was punished, she would cry when she came back, and I would cry too. Then the person in charge noticed it the next day, and we were punished again.
Later, my sister stopped crying. Every time I saw her tear stains, she said it was saliva, and saliva can cure tears. As long as you wipe the tears with saliva, others won't be able to see it.
Since then, I have never cried again, and the supervisor has never hit me again."
After listening silently, Yoshigami touched Yukino's head and asked.
"Do you believe saliva can cure tear stains?"
Yukino looked at Yoshiyin and said.
"I believe sister."
Yiyin looked at Yukino, who had a serious look on his face, and suddenly felt a warmth welling up in his heart, and smiled.
"Then I'll trouble you and try to hide me a bit more normally. I still have to go out to meet people.
please."
Xueno nodded seriously.
"give it to me!"
Yi Gin smiled, closed his eyes, and let Yukino wipe his face with a handkerchief.
Suddenly, he heard Yukino say.
"Master, please don't cry again in the future. Xueno will protect you and won't let anyone hurt you."
Yiyin laughed dumbly.
"I am the imperial court, as long as I don't seek death myself, who dares to kill me?
As for harm, how does it count as harm? Does it count if someone scolds you for not being a husband?"
Yiyin is very clear about what he is most criticized for.
There is no airtight wall in the world. I have fucked so many Ji warriors, and I will probably fuck him more often in the future. How can I hide it from the eyes of everyone in the world?
Paper can't contain fire, and if his mouth is on others, how can he block everyone's private discussions? Sooner or later, he will be a slut.
As the saying goes, everyone speaks louder than gold, and Yiyin has long been unwilling to expect its historical evaluation to be very positive.
In the world of female supremacy, what will happen to a powerful man? If he can't be beaten, he can just talk about it, right?
In ancient society, just one word about not being a husband was enough to knock Yiyin into the abyss, and he would never be able to recover.
This is the ugliness of human nature. No matter how hard he tries, when people want to humiliate him, they can always find black spots in him.
No one is perfect, no matter how many shining points there are, there are bound to be dark spots. If you want to discredit a person, you just have to find the right spot and try your best to blacken it.
Even if you worked hard for the people during your lifetime, you will be completely blackmailed after your death. Countless people do not think about your selflessness, but only make malicious speculations.
If heaven has feelings, it will also grow old, and the right path in the world will undergo vicissitudes of life.
Yiyin has long understood that he can't expect a good reputation before and after his death. It's better to have a few more girls when he has time, so as not to be wronged in vain.
Yoshihiro spoke in a carefree manner, but Yukino looked serious.
"Whoever scolds you, I will kill her!"
Yiyin opened his eyes and looked at Yukino who looked solemn, and couldn't help pinching her little face.
"Little fool, Youyou's mouth, wind or rain. Thousands of women point at you, can you kill me?"
To be continued...