Zuocun was writing something at his desk when he suddenly realized that his door was opened.
Click—
This is...the sound of the bullet loading.
Zuocun realized something.
"You killed my father." Kana gritted her teeth in her voice.
She looked at this familiar back, but she was not at all friendly, and some were just angry.
Tears dripped from Kana's eyes on his arms and fell to the ground.
Zuocun put the pen aside and turned it quietly.
He looked at the black muzzle.
"Yes."
"Why do you do this--." Kana couldn't control her emotions, and her whole body was trembling with anger and sadness.
A violent tremor.
"I just gave him a choice." Zuocun smiled and slowly stated the facts.
Kana closed her eyes, tears surging uncontrollably.
"So, so you adopted me openly after killing my father?"
She questioned, questioned loudly, collapsed and hysterical.
"Why did you adopt me? To make a joke? To play a fake family game? Or do you feel happy to see the daughter of the person who died because of you."
Kana's fingers were trembling.
She wanted to pull the trigger.
"I'm sorry, Nao Nao." Zuomura's eyes were slightly dim. "Your father died because of me. It may be fine if I killed him with my own hands."
"But... Naona, there's one thing I can be sure of."
Zuocun put his hands on his knees and smiled.
"I'm really happy to watch you grow up."
Kana was stunned.
"If you want to kill me, I won't move." Zuocun did not move, but his eyes were a little lost.
"Why?" Kana cried violently.
"Why!!!!!!"
Bang—
Zuocun closed his eyes.
Kana threw the gun aside and lay on the ground.
This shot was heading towards the ceiling.
"Why--"
"Why do you treat me like this-"
She hid her face and curled up.
"Why can't I do it--"
Kana cried loudly.
Zuocun slowly opened his eyes.
He walked to Kana and hugged Kana gently.
"Don't cry."
Zuocun also shed two lines of tears.
"I just don't want to... leave you alone."
“Because I’m alone…really scared.”
"I know you hate me, Kana, I won't justify myself."
Zuomura gently patted Kana's back.
"I just feel...I'm really happy to have a daughter like you in my life."
Nai suddenly hugged Zuocun.
She was still crying, crying violently.
Zuomura closed his eyes in pain, patted Kana's head and patted Kana's back.
"Don't cry."
"Don't cry."
He didn't know how to comfort Naka.
But he knew that his sins could not be erased.
Now, he just wants his daughter to stop crying.
"Why, Mr. Zuomura—"
Kana hugged Zuocun, tears wet Zuocun's chest.
"Why—aaa—"
Kana didn't know what he was asking.
She didn't know what answer she wanted.
She felt like she was going crazy.
Zuocun murmured, "Why..."
“Maybe it just because…”
"You are my daughter..."
Finally, Kana, who was tired of crying, fell asleep in Zuocun's arms.
Zuomura sent Kana back to his room and covered her with a quilt.
Putting the gun on the table in Kana's room, Zuocun walked out quietly.
He sat on the top of the tree, looking at the moon, not knowing what he was thinking.
I only felt two lines of tears flowing down like that.
......
the next day.
Kana touched her head and woke up.
She looked down and didn't know what she was thinking.
Zuocun's door was not closed, and you can see from outside that Zuocun was not in the house.
"Mr. Zuomura..." Kana murmured to himself, and fell to the ground with some weakness.
Mr. Zuocun...will not come back...
When he opened the door, Nao Na saw Zuo Village, who was lying on the ground next to a tree, who had not yet woken up.
Wine utensils were scattered around Zuocun.
"Mr. Zuomura!" Kana hurried over.
She wanted to carry Zuocun to the house, but for some reason she felt that Zuocun was so terrible.
There was no way to get Zuocun into the house, so Kana had to let Zuocun lean against the tree, at least not lying completely on the ground.
Zuocun slept very hard, or was drunk very hard.
"Mr. Zuomura...is not usually drunk."
Kana said to herself.
She looked at Zuocun's face with tears in the corner of her eyes.
She faced Zuocun and sat upright on the ground.
"Mr. Zuomura, you are really good to me, very good."
"Kana doesn't want to lose you."
"Last night, after reading my father's letter, I hated you very much, really hate you."
She slowly talked to Zuocun who had lost consciousness.
"But now Nao Nao figured it out."
"The premise of Kasuna hated you is that she loves Mr. Zuomura very much."
"If Nao Nao did not love Mr. Zuomura, Nao would not hate Mr. Zuomura so much."
Pick.
Tears dripped down Kana's cheeks on the leaves on the ground.
Zuocun breathed out a sip of alcohol, but he still didn't wake up.
“I can’t judge what happened between you and your father.”
“But the same as you said—”
"You also love me as a father."
"Kana Kazuna is also very happy to have a father like you."
Kana lowered her head and grabbed the hem of her clothes with both hands, and her drooping hair covered Kana's eyes.
"Kana no longer knows what kind of relationship he has for Mr. Zuomura...but Kana knows one thing."
Kana slowly took Zuomura's hand and placed it in the palm of his hand.
"Kana cannot lose Mr. Zuomura."
Her voice trembled slightly.
"So...I'm sorry, Mr. Zuomura."
Suddenly, Kana felt a palm gently touching his head.
He raised his head in surprise and happened to see Zuocun's eyes.
Zuomura has adopted Kana for so many years, but this is the first time he looks Kana in the eyes.
"You are not wrong, how come you are sorry."
Zuocun's throat was slightly hoarse, maybe because he drank too much yesterday.
He smiled and gently stroked Kana's head.
Nao Nao looked at the gentle Zuocun and burst into tears and laughed in an instant.
She hugged Zuocun.
Zuocun coughed twice, gently pushed Nao Nao away, and stood up.
"You haven't had breakfast yet, I'll make it for you."
While talking, he walked staggering towards the room.
Kana looked at Zuocun's back and smiled with a pursed lips.
Mr. Zuomura, in fact, Kana didn't say a word.
Kana didn't want to be Mr. Zuomura's daughter.
However, Kana should continue to be Mr. Zuomura's daughter.
Kana walked into the room and looked at the suicide note lying quietly on the table.
He sighed, wrapped his suicide note again, and continued to carry it intimately.
Chapter completed!