Chapter 760 Love is gone

Li Shenxing's grandmother finally left and left in her sleep. The expression on her face was very peaceful and without any pain.

She left with confidence, but the living were sad because of her departure.

But in just one day, Li Shenxing seemed to have changed someone else. His handsome face had lost a lot of weight, his spirits were much haggard, and his bright eyes had lost their former brilliance, which was completely different from him a day ago.

This shows how deep the relationship between Li Shenxing and his grandmother is.

In fact, if it weren't for grandma's funeral, you could see Li Shenxing, who was covered in a stubble face and greasy and messy hair, the saddest thing about grandma's death was him.

Although Kim Myung-ho is the grandmother's direct grandson, he is more inclined to Lee Shenxing, whom he raised, in his psychology. He will think of Lee Shenxing as soon as he has any delicious food. At that time, when Lee Shenxing was in college in Seoul, every time he was resting on Saturdays and Sundays, he would ask his aunt to buy a bunch of delicious foods and wait for Lee Shenxing to come before taking it out.

In fact, Li Shenxing is not the case with grandma!

I know that my grandmother likes to eat some pastries. When traveling abroad, she will find ways to mail some pastries that taste good when she eats them. Not just pastries, but when she sees some accessories that the elderly like or looks at clothes suitable for the elderly, Li Shenxing will buy them and take them back.

When he was a child, Li Shenxing felt that his grandmother was more important to him than his parents. He leaned against his grandmother's arms every night, and felt that there was no place that made him feel safer and warmer than his grandmother's arms.

But... but now the grandmother who loves him the most has left and will not come back.

Li Shenxing felt that his heart suddenly lost a big piece, and it hurt so much that he was almost breathless...

On this day, although Li Shenxing is not much different from usual, he can't hear anything you say to him. He has been immersed in his own world and thought about it all the time he lived with his grandmother.

If Hyoly hadn't seen something wrong with Li Shenxing and brought Little Wanxing to accompany him, he might have suffered from depression. Even if he wasn't depression, he would be unwilling to be so unconscious that he would be injured if he fell. With Little Wanxing, he could still distract him.

Grandma is a devout Christian, so her funeral is also held according to Western funerals.

Today, the relatives and friends who rushed over came to the cemetery put on black clothes and came to see the old man off.

Not only relatives and friends, but even friends who were close to Li Shenxing and Hyo-ri's entertainment industry heard the news, they put down their work and rushed to mourn.

The funeral scene was quiet and heavy. Even if there was a conversation, I lowered my voice, for fear of disturbing the peace of the deceased.

The guests who came to see him off came to the family to express their condolences in an orderly manner, but Li Shenxing did not respond to this. He just stared at the coffin beside the tomb in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Shenxing cheers up, grandma will be sad when she sees you like this." Hearing the sound, Li Shenxing woke up from his thoughts and saw that the one who talked to him was his closest brother, Liu Zaishi.

Li Shenxing nodded, but because he had not spoken for a long time, he could not make a sound.

"Be careful, I know you feel sad, but you still have parents, Hyori and children, so you must cheer up for them."

"Brother Shi..." The hoarse voice was filled with endless sadness.

Liu Zaishi didn't say anything more this time, but hugged Li Shenxing, who was one head taller than him, then gently patted his back and comforted his younger brother silently.

Liu Zaishi's concern made Li Shenxing feel very warm. He raised his arm and patted Liu Zaishi's back, responding to his concern.

Seeing that Li Shenxing had recovered a little, Liu Zaishi left and found a seat to sit down, waiting for the funeral to begin.

As Yoo Jae-suk left, another very close brother of Li Shenxing also came over, which was Kim Jong Kook, who had a very inconsistent delicate heart and a stout appearance.

Kim Jong Kook, who is usually very good at speaking, stood in front of Lee Shenxing, but didn't know how to comfort him, so he had to imitate Yoo Jae-suk to spread his arms and comfort his brother who was worried about in a manly way.

"I'm fine, Brother Zhong Guo, don't worry!" Although his voice was still a little hoarse due to lack of water, the expression on his face was indeed not that careful.

"Take good care of yourself, you are not yours alone now." Kim Jong Kook hugged Lee Shenxing hard and said in his ear.

"I see."

Hyori, who was always paying attention to the situation here, saw that after being comforted by Yoo Jae-suk and Kim Jong Kook, Lee Shenxing was no longer as sad as before, and he was relieved. Lee Shenxing's condition had really made her worry that she was dying. Many people in South Korea commit suicide every year, so she was also afraid that Lee Shenxing would be unable to think about it for a while. After all, she was not afraid of ten thousand but afraid of one, and some things were hard to say.

If Lee Shenxing knew Hyoly’s thoughts, he would definitely say that she was thinking too much. He was not as fragile as she thought. He just kept immersed in the memories of living with his grandmother when he was a child and couldn’t extricate himself for a while.

Even though he watched his grandmother lying in the coffin, even though he knew that she had no breathing, even so, Li Shenxing still could not accept such cruel facts now, and he still could not believe that his grandmother had left him forever.

The time for burial was up, and almost all the guests came to mourn. The pastor came to the hall and opened the Bible to commemorate the eulogy for the deceased.

Li Shenxing had no intention of listening to what the pastor was saying. He only knew that his grandmother was really leaving him. The emotions he had been suppressing at this moment could no longer be controlled. Tears were like a flood that could not be stopped, and they were rushing out of Li Shenxing's eyes.

The silent tears even told Li Shenxing's endless sorrow. He learned with heartache that one less from the people in this world who care for him unconditionally.

Soon, the pastor finished reciting the memorial words, and relatives and friends began to say goodbye to the deceased one by one. White chrysanthemums were placed beside the deceased, representing the infinite reluctance of the relatives.

Until this moment, even if Li Shenxing was unwilling to believe it, he understood that there was no other person in this world who loved him like his grandmother, and he was no longer...

As if infected by the sad atmosphere at the scene, Xiao Wandou and Xiao Baozi hid in the arms of Li Shenxing and Hyoly and cried out.

They are still young and don’t know why they cry, nor do they know why everyone is so sad. They cry just by feeling instinctively, and they don’t know why the departure of one person means to others.

At this moment, Li Shenxing suddenly remembered a song, a song written by Avril Lavini for her deceased grandfather. Although the style of the song does not agree with this atmosphere, the meaning expressed by the lyrics is a portrayal of Li Shenxing at this time.

I-miss-you I miss you

I-miss-you–so-bad I really miss you

I-don’t–forget-you can’t forget you

Ohit’s-so-sad The endless spread of sadness

I–hope-you-can-hear-me I hope you can hear my thoughts

I-remember-it-clearly still so clear yesterday

The-day-you-slipped-away You left me that day

Was-the-day-I-found I suddenly found

It-won’t-be-the-same days are no longer the same

OhI’ve–had-my-wake-up I’m so awake

Won’t-you-wake-up I hope you are as awake as me

I-keep-asking-why I keep asking why

I-can’t take-it I can’t bear it

It-wasn’t-fake this cruel fact

It-watched-you-passed-by let us pass by

Now-you’re-gone You’re gone now

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