I just realized now, would it be too late?

"...There is no cure!" Lin Qian was so deeply guilty of his love, and he felt very heartbroken to this point. He turned around and brushed his sleeves and left immediately. Chen Zhao was caught in the middle and was anxious: "Tingxian, what are you talking about? Are you really confused? "I can't figure out the situation?" He advised Tingxian with kind words, but Lin Qian couldn't stop.

"Don't say much in Chen Zhao..." Lin Qian didn't look back and decided, "Gu Tingxian, you and my master and disciple, have no gratitude and righteousness!"

"Lord!" Chen Zhao was shocked. Because Lin Qian had such a rare merciless face, he didn't understand why Tingxian said this. Such a speech would definitely hurt Lin Qian's heart. But even so, Chen Zhao still wanted to plead for mercy because he always felt that Tingxian said these were intentional, and there must be something inside of it, and Lin Qian was angry and didn't notice it.

"Okay! The grace is broken and the righteousness is broken! From now on, we will never meet again!" Gu Tingxian raised his face, not only without asking for anything, but also even more outstanding than his master. "Your swordsmanship is also given to you!" Chen Zhao looked back unintentionally. The scarred face was so stubborn but so lonely in the darkness. As soon as this said, Chen Zhao couldn't help but be stunned. Why did he feel that Tingxian was deliberately angry with Lin Qian? The words and deeds in front of Tingxian seemed to be laying the foundation for this sentence and never meet again?

But under normal circumstances, Tingxian could not disobey Lin Qian at this time. If he still had a conscience, Lin Qian's regret for him this time was far less than that of him, Lin Qianduo, then he had no intention of deliberately pissing Lin Qian. Moreover, this was an occasion of a good private mediation atmosphere. In order to express rebellion, Lin Qian deliberately pissed Lin Qian for no reason, two had no logic, three had no effect.

But if Tingxian had no conscience, why did Chen Zhao see the face full of sadness and not so much hostility expressed in his words, and it felt that he didn't care so much about his personal grudges with Chen Zhao at all... that would be strange. Chen Zhao was not aggrieved and angry with Lin Qian, and he shouldn't be excited. Then he was really confused?

At this moment, Gu Tingxian wanted to throw the knife he had always carried with him back to Lin Qian to achieve true gratitude and righteousness. However, as soon as the words fell, the behavior of throwing the book was not completed smoothly. Some were just a scream that should not have appeared in the struggle for pride.

The knife score that Gu Tingxian wanted to throw out with force, even if Gu Tingxian was bound now, he shouldn't have made a sound in pain just after touching it. He could not hide it, and there was no time to hide it. That was the true heart, right?

This similar feeling made Lin Qian, who was several steps away, suddenly remembered the Qianxi period. When he touched the knife of the hatred in the tent, he felt like he was so shocked that he didn't dare to touch him again. It was also like this, with a slight scream, a painful one, and a result of his inner demon.

"Tingxian? What's wrong?!" Chen Zhao hurriedly approached and looked at him. He looked at him lying on the ground, pressing his uncontrolled right hand with his left hand in pain. The pitiful right hand was now on the cold ground, trembling and bouncing - so that's it...

"Don't... don't come! Don't come!" Gu Tingxian's eyes were filled with a fear of death. Those who didn't want to be discovered were finally discovered. He turned out that he just wanted to drive them away?! He drove them away to hide his fragility. Unfortunately, he added more to the snake...

"Don't come over!" He found that Lin Qian was also coming back in the sound, and he whined hysterically and could not move. He was no longer the unruly swordsman Gu Tingxian, who used to be. He might not even be able to hold the sword score.

"The person who came up and was so angry that I was begging to kneel down and begging for mercy, hahaha..." Hong Hanshu's words were still in his ears, and Lin Qian's heart seemed to be knocked. Why do you always ignore those clear tips?

"Is it... when did it worse?" Lin Qian knew that maybe she just couldn't hold the knife at the beginning, but after being imprisoned for this period, Gu Tingxian's injury worsened. This was more or less because of her own misconduct and Shen's aggressiveness.

"You, you, are you satisfied?" Gu Tingxian had nowhere to hide and burst into tears. "I can't even lift the knife. Is this the biggest punishment for my resignation? Hahahahaha..." The desolate laughter was full of pain, grief and helplessness.

It turns out that I really understand it. It turns out that I am really soft-hearted and stubborn, but there is another reason. Tingxian's resentment of sneering and provoking after Shen Zhao arrived, and the unscrupulous rhetoric that he did not forgive after Shen Zhao admitted his mistake were mostly for rushing Chen Zhao and Lin Qian! He didn't want them to see what he is now... His attitude from the end was bad, not as Lin Qian thought, "This kind of private mediation will only fight desperately in front of the enemy," but because he is too weak and must be protected strictly to avoid being harmed...

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It was only later that Lin Qian heard the whole story of Tingxian's experience, because there were no witnesses too close to survive, but they could probably be imagined and pieced together.

Why did Hong Hanshu, who was so obsessed with others, kill others but left a living mouth for Gu Tingxian? This is a question hanging in Lin Qian's mind. It is true that Tingxian's martial arts are first-class... But more likely, Hong Hanshu's choice of this culprit is to survive and die.

So during the days and nights of fighting with Gu Tingxian, Tingxian could stand firm in immortality because of the relationship between Bai's Changqingji, and the more courageous he became, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, the more he was, Hong Hanshu looked like a joke, because Tingxian could not escape his Five Fingers Mountain.

Sometimes he would be awake, and he also said, I want to help Lin Qian teach you a lesson in this uneasy apprentice.

But he was too awake, and he played with the spoils like a cat caught a mouse, until even a proud and stubborn person as humiliated as Tingxian became vulnerable and dying after being humiliated.

After playing for a long time, Hong Hanshu finally no longer patiently prepared to do nothing but live, but it happened that the old minister of the Gu family tried to save him regardless of his life. However, the ending of one life for another was that the man was divided. For Lin Qian, the man died in battle and died in battle. For Tingxian... it was a lifelong lingchi for himself!

Perhaps for Gu Tingxian, the one who would rather die was himself than watch others die because of his mistakes! As a result, he was on one side so powerlessly watching everything happen and end, too fast? Too slow, endured the pain of his soul being separated millions of times, and saw everything overlapping, and forgot that the person was dead, and he couldn't help but kneel on the ground and begged to cry from the bottom of his heart: "Please, don't kill him!" "No! No!!"

People like Tingxian will bow their knees, bow their heads, and lose face. It is conceivable how terrifying Hong Hanshu is.

But I had no time to think about how terrifying Hong Hanshu was. When I thought of the blow that Gu Tingxian was, Lin Qian regretted the heavy words he had just thrown.

Tingxian, he was just reflecting, but others didn't give him a chance to admit his mistake. As soon as he escaped from Hong Hanshu's entanglement, he was exhausted and imprisoned by Chen Zhao's indignant subordinates. Then the Allies fought with Qilian Mountains in Shixiawan for half a month, and his injuries were not healed...

It is impossible to say that Chen Zhao would not blame him for imprisoning him or Lin Qian to detain him, but Tingxian felt guilty, regret, and ashamed of self-detention, which was far more than resentment. When he reached this point, he would probably suffer his own actions. No matter how hard he was, he would have to blame himself. He could only blame himself.

However, it was precisely because the incident did not ease and was directly imprisoned, and the confrontation was openly confronted and detained again. Tingxian's guilty and regretful emotions became increasingly unrelieved. He was saved and relieved, and over time, his injuries and illnesses were mixed.

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I am tortured by illness every night.

The inner demon of the death of the general of the family is also oppressed like a tide at every moment when he just fell asleep. Once he woke up, he was sweating heavily.

I don’t know how many innocent people there are in Longshan, Yuzhong and Shixiawan. They are also implicated by him and die because of him.

The sin is too serious and the sin is too deep. The master doesn't want to come to see him. What is the master thinking in his heart? He can't guess and dare not think about it.

Only on the day the master's wife came, Tingxian was a little happy. She could still be as lively and ignorant as before, and she could have many words to express without being prepared for her - a few words to condemn Chen Zhao's low combat power and a few words to talk about the master's ungratefulness. These emotions can only be vented in front of the master's wife, but after venting, what else is left besides the instant pleasure? After all, Tingxian is not the one who cares most about those things.

He only cares about how to make up for this battle, and only cares about how the master views him. The more willful he vents to his master's wife, the more he will find the master's sincerity.

The master’s wife’s answer is, Tingxian, you still have a chance, don’t give up with the master... OK, then don’t give up. For the first time since the incident happened so many days, I felt that my heart was not so chaotic. What is calm is, and I only understood after turmoil.

Until this day when the destiny was hard to violate, the morning when Lin Qian and Shen Zhao returned successfully in negotiations, he woke up and found that his left hand was still in pain, but his right hand was almost unconscious.

There are things that you usually put there and you don’t feel about them. Only when it becomes lesions will you feel their presence and pain. When it dies, you will find that they have no feeling anymore. If you try hard, you feel that they don’t exist.

Just like, like Master’s recognition, understanding, support and encouragement…

I used to have too many strings, but later I was afraid that I didn’t. Until today, what’s the point of listening to strings?

I have already done this, can I still become an excellent general? What's the point?

How difficult was the negotiation with Qilianshan? When he talked to his master's wife, he was very concerned but couldn't ask. Now, it had nothing to do with him.

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In prison, I have been accustomed to it for so long.

I used to look forward to who will be the person coming? Is it you, Master?

There was a hint of repulsion in anticipation. I hope he will come to save him, but I was afraid that he will come to make a judgment.

He was even more afraid that he would not come and neglect himself to the end. Rather than refusing to forgive this sin, he would rather refuse to forgive this disappointment.

Finally he came. But I couldn't wait.

I heard people coming along the way more and more clearly.

He really came, and this incomplete me,

No matter how you hide in the corner, you will never hide in the end...

Can you please don't come to see me like this...

Can you leave quickly?!

In addition to Master, there is also Chen Zhao.

Finally, I had a reason to let my master leave immediately. Chen Zhao, it was Chen Zhao who made me like this until now. Master, don’t you just want to see the feelings of comrades? Then my hostility towards him is the motivation for the master to leave?

I agreed that I wouldn't feel anything, but after Master arrived for a long time, Tingxian suddenly contradictedly didn't want him to leave... Maybe I can recover because of Master? Yes, with Master by my side, nothing can be compensated.

As long as there is a hint of feeling, all the ups and downs will come back, so people shouldn't be moved-

"Chen Zhao has already admitted his mistake to you. Tingxian, what do you want to say to him?"

I was already dead and said that I would not react, but because of my habitual dependence on Lin Qian, I was resurrected a little, but suddenly backfired at the next moment and it was unstoppable-

Master. What you want to come is still the intention of taking me into custody? What you expect is just a sentence that I followed and admit my mistake?! Don’t say that I am like this now, I don’t care about your opinion. Even if I was yesterday, I would not say anything against my will. To satisfy anyone’s deliberate purpose! I have said a long time ago that I will be responsible for the mistakes of Yuzhong, but Shixiawan is not my fault alone. Why do you rack your brains to ask me to admit it?

Why do you still disobey Lin Qian at this time? As Chen Zhao and Lin Qian judged, no matter how rebellious Gu Tingxian is, he will not be separated from the occasion. No matter how hard he doesn't want to disobey his will, he will not react so fiercely... But this is an abnormal Gu Tingxian, which is a heart that cannot withstand any stimulation.

Occasions often contain the causes and consequences of an event, and the behavior of a little rational person can stand the scrutiny. But this is Gu Tingxian who has lost his mind...

The last straw that broke the camel's back. Gu Tingxian's entire belief collapsed. He didn't even want to support himself, nor did he want to recover. It was not my fault to bite him and not let go! I wouldn't admit it! I will not bow my knees and show weakness!

So Lin Qian guessed wrongly and Chen Zhao only guessed half of it. Tingxian was indeed not that hating Chen Zhao, but it was intentional arousal that angered Lin Qian! In an abnormal state, Gu Tingxian still remembered that he was sorry for his master and the Allies. He still remembered Yin'er's tips and his own reflection, and how could he remember his comrades and his sense of responsibility. His mind was filled with Lin Qian's words and he was angry at the bullfighting: Master, I was you who provoked me, I was so angry! I pissed you to death!

Although he knew in his conscience that it was "not my fault" and his answer should have been "not my fault" in order to drive Lin Qian away, at this moment, because Lin Qian forced him to admit his mistake, it was counterproductive to encourage growth. Therefore, in this answer, it was completely changed to "not my fault!", "It was all Chen Zhao's fault!"

This sentence is so excessive and self-deprecating! He doesn't let you Lin Qian get what you want to hear and what you don't want to hear the least, and you won't expect to hear it! While he is stubborn, he not only hit Chen Zhao but also hit Master. He is so proud and happy. Of course, his subconscious is still forcing Lin Qian away. I am so unbearable. I don't want you to see such an unbearable me; if I have been degenerating like this for the rest of my life, then I would rather you never meet me!

But how empty and proud and happy this was. The moment Lin Qianzhen turned around and left, who was the one who died?

Lin Qian, how could you understand this sentence? This is not to let go of face in front of your enemies. This sentence is like the knife of hatred that was once despaired in desperate situations to you.

He still insisted on his original self when he gave up. You said this was his naivety and his shortcomings, but this was his strong and his color, or his fortress of fate...

It has reached a dead end, and you are still aggressive. Maybe you will say that you are not aggressive, but this is what he sees, because what you are talking about is something that strengthens Shen's clamor and his inner self-blame. He lost his thinking and completely amplified your guidance into persecution. The poor child had no thoughts at all. He thought that your purpose was not supported, and he could only force him to admit a mistake that he did not want to admit completely. If he did not admit his mistake, he would naturally form his fortress of fate and the last fortress of fate.

Eventually, it was destroyed with dignity.

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Yu Gong, the public will plead with mercy one after another, and with the war coming soon, strong enemies will be around, and no matter how many troubles there will be, Lin Qian will eventually release Tingxian and place them in his own camp. However, he also knew that Tingxian needed no sympathy from others, which would only make Tingxian even more depressed.

Lin Qian, after learning the truth, obviously did not want to Tingxian to suffer any more. No one would hope Tingxian would be released from prison than him. Yiner, who was in the same situation, could also be forgiven at the discretion of the same situation.

Looking back, it was a coincidence that the book was written. If Yin'er was present and stopped, the master and apprentice would not have gone in a different direction again. Who would have expected that Lin Qian's persuasion to Shen Zhao and Tingxian would have evolved into Shen Zhao's persuasion to them...

When Gu Tingxian's eyes Lin Qian's purpose is to admit your mistake first and I will support you.

Lin Qian’s real idea is “support is the main line, and admitting mistakes is foreplay.” Even if it’s not for you to admit your mistakes, it doesn’t matter if you recognize them a little vaguely, as long as you have a clear attitude.

Gu Tingxian cannot see these. Should Lin Qian blame Lin Qian for talking about the unimportant things first, then waiting for the important things, and then turning them in reverse, so Gu Tingxian's explanation is so put before the horse?

However, Gu Tingxian gave Lin Qian any chance to show his ideas? One of Lin Qian's intentions, "admitting mistakes", was infinitely magnified. The greatest intention "support" went from being about to emerge, becoming out of the sky, and then completely hidden, just the time when Gu Tingxian's few words were angered.

Lin Qian could not guess what Gu Tingxian didn't want to be exposed. After thinking about it, she was also angry and furious. She really forgot her purpose, which also taught Gu Tingxian to give up even more.

Vicious cycle.

Si Yu, who came to hear the news, could only be stopped from a distance and looked at the decadent Tingxian. Seeing this familiar scene clearly happening in eastern Sichuan, the protagonist was called Sun Jixiao.

Lin Qian was cruel to not let her approach to comfort Tingxian because she did not want to increase Tingxian's psychological burden. Tingxian should not want her to see fragility and decadence.

Few acquaintances would be allowed to contact Tingxian at this time. The military doctors were Lin Qian himself. He checked Tingxian's injuries and said that his hands were still good, and the reason why he could not hold things was psychological and heart disease. Only Lin Qian knew the details in the tent. Tingxian did not resist or speak, but just choked with his face covering. Lin Qian tried to give him the knife several times. As soon as his left hand touched it, he immediately dodged, while his right hand continued to react.

"Let's go, lord... Gu Tingxian has already apologized for death." Tingxian's last tears flowed out of his godless eyes. He only squeezed out these few words in a few days. In fact, it doesn't matter if anyone sees it now. Tingxian, who was denied by Lin Qian, had no time to think or escape.

When stubbornness disappears as you wish, even strength disappears beyond your expectations.
To be continued...