It’s hard to fulfill the promise of Fengdu in this life

The sky and clouds were already setting when they left. The pastoral scenery of ordinary people passed by, but they had no time to savor it.

From this moment on, he took her on the road to Fengdu without any hesitation.

In the early spring, along the way, I never saw the miscellaneous peanut trees in the south of the Yangtze River and the flocks of orioles flying around. I couldn't pursue the jasper trees that stood tall, nor could I admire the peach blossoms outside the bamboo. The only scenery I could experience was the desolation of the trees that were deep in the sky along the way.

Apart from the silhouette, there are only distant farmhouses and the setting sun further away. Yes, excessive freedom is wandering, and it was he who brought her from the bright Qiantang to the lonely wilderness.

"The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it's almost dusk." I still remember one time during a break in the battle, he was watching the sunset outside the camp and suddenly felt depressed, and he inadvertently said this pessimistic sentence. She happened to be by his side to watch the sky with him, and she just smiled.

A poem to refute him, ten words "Don't forget the mulberry evening, the mist is still all over the sky", immediately relieved his depression... She is so considerate and considerate, she is the only one who can do it. He felt that more than once

He was lucky. He had already said in his heart, Yunyan, you and I will live up to each other in this life. He also found that Lin Qian had changed, and he gradually had a person above all else in his heart. This was something he had never seen before. In this world, actually

Her skirt can drag him to the battlefield.

He couldn't bear to let go, and he couldn't be cruel to anyone. There was only a trace of warmth left in his bloody world. If he had ten wishes at this moment, all ten of them would be fulfilled for her. The thought of her leaving his side made him panic like never before.

.If she is missing, how can his life continue? Is it okay to allow him to be selfish once, is it okay to let him desert once, is it okay to allow him to betray once...

Finally, they were submerged in the middle of the noisy sea of ​​​​people in Guiyang City, leaving the raging war. They were all too ordinary and no one recognized them. Gradually, they should get used to the coming and going of people.

Originally, he could ruthlessly abandon everything, but after all, he could not erase everything that happened just now. He would never forget it in his life. The moment when he cruelly betrayed the alliance and fought alone, but the battle became more and more stalemate, it was his alliance.

Help him in times of crisis, support him regardless of right or wrong, and don't care that he owes them, but help him escape from troubles. Every person, every word, every scene reappears, clearly, imprinted in my heart, that is his

In the past, he also thought that he could go from beginning to end and walk unswervingly to the final past. Why was his ambition unfulfilled and his youth at a loss? Why would a road have an end, no matter how long it was? And why, people always have to reach a turning point in the road.

Only then can I look back and see my footsteps... But Yunyan, I have no regrets. I can toughen my heart and bear all the infamy. In this life, the one I can't live up to the most is you...

There is a hint of sadness between Yunyan's eyebrows: Shengnan, if we don't have a goal in life, does it mean that we won't live to achieve the goal? However, we have done one thing after another that we never thought about before.

things, and get satisfaction from them again and again... Shengnan, I am contradictory now, but also the happiest. What I am experiencing is something I have never thought about. When the man I love, for

I have nothing to do, but I have been given so much courage to put aside the past and step into a new future with you... Apart from walking with you, I have no more luxury...

"The most beautiful light in the world is like a fishing fire." In the evening, I reined up my horse at an unknown river bank on the outskirts of the city. This situation really felt like I had returned to the Three Gorges that night, listening to the fishing boats singing late, and it seemed like I had lost my moisture again.

While boating on the Yangtze River, his eyes revealed the truest and purest yearning. Yunyan was slightly moved and looked at his profile silently. She knew very well why his ears moved that night in the Three Gorges. Because of the mountains in Beigu

He had already told her that he longed for a simple, carefree life, with simple meals and peace of mind. She had been determined to give him such a feeling from the day she followed him... But now, when she saw the yearning in his eyes again, her heart changed.

With a shudder, she understood that she had done it but Shengnan could never reach it. Yuhuo was just a world parallel to the war. He was Lin Qian, so he couldn't integrate into this kind of life. At most, he would just watch.

How long is the gap between day and night? Looking at the people on the boats moored by the river, listening to the sound of wind and sand lingering on the shore, when you look back, it is dark and hazy, but when you turn around, there is a sky full of sunset. After a long time, until the sunset hangs on the clouds, it suddenly disappears among the arcs of the distant mountains.

In an instant, the sky was dark and the earth was dark, which matched the brilliance of the fishing fires. How far is the distance between the sky and the earth? The colors in the sight fluctuated so naturally, as if the fishing fires were the fallen rays of light, which were forcibly left in the world and became brighter and brighter, but in the end, they could not save the sky.

of bleakness.

For a moment, Qian suddenly thought, just like this, he would take her to hide among the fishing fires of the Three Gorges, and be a guest on the river. At this time every day, he would have half a moment of leisure to watch the dusk together... The color should be different every day, right?

Sometimes the sunset will be pure golden and radiant, but sometimes it will be as sad as tonight, with half a river rustling and half a river red...

"Friends passing by, come and have a drink at my house!" On a recent fishing boat, the atmosphere became lively and joyful as soon as night fell. This family must be quite big. Following the sound, there were more than ten people gathered around the bow of the boat alone.

, there were about four generations of young people with blond hair in the same house, chatting over wine. Seeing Shengnan and Yunyan standing by the river for a long time, they warmly invited them to be guests on the boat. Such an invitation was really unexpected. He and Yunyan

, but it is impossible to refuse.

Unknowingly, I have easily come close to this kind of life, which is happy and lively. Although there may be poverty and friction, there is nothing in the world that is more enviable than having all my relatives here. This life is really fulfilling.

Precious, at this moment, the sounds of men talking freely, women urging, children playing, and the elderly laughing, can be heard endlessly and repeated in my heart... I will never get tired of it, because in the next few decades, he will

There will definitely be such a life, with Yunyan and Yunyan living to a gray-haired age, contentedly enjoying their children and grandchildren...

It's really easy to escape and fantasize.

At this moment, forget about the Hate-Drinking Knife in his sheath...

The short dinner was fleeting, and the way the fishermen family gathered to enjoy family happiness was to compete in fishing at night. The oldest white-haired old man was already over seventy years old, but he was always strong and competitive. After several rounds of competition, the three generations

All his children and grandchildren were defeated. The old man felt that he was not having enough fun, and even outsiders wanted to compete with him. He turned around and waved to Shengnan: "Young man, come and compete with me on your fishing skills!"

"I'm so sorry, sir. My father has been used to it for decades. He can't sleep well even if he doesn't compete with others." The old man's son explained to Sheng Nan with a slight embarrassment. The old man looked happy and proud.

The expression was quite cute: "Yes, yes, I am the famous fishing king in this area!" Shengnan couldn't help but was startled and laughed dumbly. It turns out that every line is a river and lake: "What a coincidence, old man, I am actually just like you.

, also make a living by fishing. It’s just that he has lived in Kuizhou for a long time and only recently returned to Guiyang to visit relatives.” “Oh? Is it true? That’s great! I have never compared with the people in Kuizhou!” The old man’s eyes suddenly lit up.

Liang, full of interest, and his tone is filled with the emotion of wanting to win.

"So the young master also fishes?" The old man's son was slightly startled. "I saw that the young master was very majestic, while the young lady was gentle and demure, so I thought he belonged to... aristocratic family." The son was about fifty years old, and he had obviously met many people. I thought he was from a noble family.

I couldn't be mistaken. As soon as he finished speaking, more than one person nodded in agreement.

"Is the young master also a fisherman? What are the weapons on his body?" One of the old man's grandsons asked him curiously, "I thought just now that the young master is not only a knight but also a general..."

"It's just a necessary self-defense item when traveling outside. The world is dangerous." He smiled and denied.

"Oh, that's it..." The young man was a little disappointed, "Hey, I really envy those knights and knights who fight and kill. It must be very smooth to come and go freely. Unlike us on the fishing boat, life is so monotonous." He

As he spoke, he looked at Qian hesitantly, half convinced.

"Really? I envy those people too. It's really fun to have martial arts and they can do whatever they want all the time." When Shengnan said this, he suddenly felt sad, why the reality is not like this.

"What kind of martial arts are you talking about? It has nothing to do with us. Come on, come on, let's compete with me!" The old man came over in a hurry and pulled Sheng Nan over.

Really, the world of martial arts has nothing to do with you, Lin Qian? No one will believe it if you tell me. You are not far in front of me now, pretending to be a fisherman. In the future, do you really want to live in seclusion?

Mountains, forests, or fields... Yunyan did not dare to cry, could not shed tears. She knew that at this moment he was working hard and resolutely betraying his past. She could not object or question, she could only support, but men farming and women weaving were too far away

, the Southern Expedition and the Northern Expedition are real. If Lin Qian is to have a hundred years of bloody storms, it cannot miss a moment on the battlefield.

She knew that he longed for the life he was living now, but he was destined to be able to participate in this ordinary life only at this moment. Because with the supreme status, he must bear the responsibility and give up the ordinary life he pursues. Then she would enjoy it with him for a while.

This is the last ordinary happiness in life. She really understands that this man has worked hard for her, but he definitely does not belong to her. His heart cannot deceive himself, and his tone reveals his heart. All her courage,

When I saw him resolutely going against his will, I was shattered.

"Awesome, young master, grandpa, he has never been chased so tightly before!" The old man's granddaughter now completely believed that Sheng Nan was a fisherman. She spoke in an admiring tone while holding Yun Yan's hand and leading her forward: "

Come and cheer for your husband, let him surpass grandpa, don't let grandpa continue to be proud and arrogant!"

She knew what his smile back at her meant. He told her that this was his first opponent outside the world of martial arts. Although he was just an ordinary old fisherman, he was telling her that he could do anything for her.

To achieve this step, the next step, until the last step... She originally wanted to continue to force a smile to encourage him, but her tears couldn't help but felt bitter. Being his wife should indeed encourage him, but how could she allow herself to hurt him by hurting him?

To encourage him... For the first time, he and she didn't think of going together. He saw the misery on her face, and her expression suddenly changed, but she immediately stopped her and walked to his side: "I just remembered,

When I first met you, we were on a boat in the rain. We were very familiar... I felt emotional for a moment..."

"Yunyan, I suddenly want to listen to your flute." He knew that he could not wipe away her tears, and he suddenly hated that he and Yunyan could always guess each other's thoughts. Could this road to Fengdu be here?

Want to stop? She will decide to leave him for him, just because she cannot deprive him of his future. She has seen his life with her with her own eyes, so she feels that she cannot selfishly occupy his life and take him away from him.

Jianghu's separation suddenly involved another encounter. And why didn't he want to let her go for her? Just today, every battle between Jiang Zhongzi and Jingkou Wudie repeatedly emphasized that he could not escape.

He took Yun Yan away, but she was injured for accommodating him. The only way he could do it was to stop being Lin Qian for her sake. However, doing so would make her feel even more guilty and blame herself.

There is one more crime...

However, we didn’t want to expose each other’s wavering thoughts, so we walked as far as we could until we finally arrived in Fengdu, and no one could look back...

The rain tends to get heavier, and a misty cold air spreads to the distant sky. The jade flute is played, and the melody slips quietly far away. No matter how bad the environment is, listening to it feels warm. To the ears, if it has always been so gentle

It should be melodious, elegant and steady, but I don't know when it turned into an unprecedented high-pitched and passionate voice. The cold wind blew through her clothes, swaying her temples, and her hair was messy, but the flute sound was endless and majestic. This is what a man should do.

She has such a strong spirit and a bloody spirit that only men can possess. It was actually shown from such a gentle, quiet and beautiful weak woman. No matter how outsiders listen to this passion, they can be aroused to generous fighting thoughts and almost want to fight.

The song is so tragic and heroic, and there is a battle in the flute. After the song is over, the sword energy is like a rainbow. The enemy should have defeated himself without attacking, but returned defeated and defeated! But her enemy is actually her, the man who controls the world. He is supposed to defeat himself without attacking.

His sword should not have been sealed in dust, and it should not have gone against his heart...

Yunyan, Yunyan, it turns out that you are persuading me to return to the battlefield. The sound of your flute is actually my soul and my pursuit, my passion, and I, I no longer hold a knife in my hand at this moment, fishing requires my mood

Peaceful, refreshing and calm.

Playing the flute and singing about fishing. The emotion in the flute belongs to the fisherman, but the fisherman is the flute player alone.

There is no one in the world who deserves to be cherished like this. This unique woman beside him quietly plays the flute and sings gracefully when he is upset and angry. When he abandons his mission, he plays the flute and sings in battle. The more she urges him not to forget the battlefield,

But he wanted more and more to force himself to hold on.

"Don't blow it like this... the fish will all be scared away!" Except for the old man who still had a childish heart, everyone on the boat was already intoxicated by the sound of the flute.

"Yunyan, don't feel guilty, don't worry about others, leave today overnight." After all, he didn't want to stay here, ignored more distracting thoughts, and made a decisive decision for her. He made up his mind and left immediately.

It's a pity that the unparalleled hero can't stand up to this melancholy beauty.

It was another lonely late night, and the wind and rain continued outside the inn. I hurried here all night, because I knew that her mind had been shaken, so I hugged her tightly and refused to let go. At this time, people must be sleeping soundly. The so-called dream, always

It only appears in the darkest times...

When she was worried, leaning on the railing and looking at the steep starry sky and the sneaky rain, her heart broke secretly. He knew that she was crying. He held her shoulders and told her softly that he really wanted to take her to continue walking and break through.

These shoes, after walking through the night, will stay with each other without leaving! Even if the sky becomes darker and darker as we walk, even if there are cliffs everywhere in front of and behind us, even if one day when she grows old she will regret that she spent everything with him when she was young, he

How could this deep love be allowed to run aground!

"Shengnan... Shengnan, no matter what, I'm always sorry..." She turned around and shed all her tears. He was still here, with both people and heart here. He smiled and took her into his arms, He really gave her all the firmness she lacked: "Yunyan, I can say these three words I'm sorry to anyone, but I can never say it to you. Not even once. Every promise cannot be broken." Answering the question Shen Yan asked him on a summer night a year ago, when Qian fell in love with Yun Yan, it would have been unfair to everyone.

"No, in fact, you know the decision in my heart, just as I also know that you are going against my heart..." She was choking in his arms while her body was shaking, but she did not break away from his embrace and clung to his chest. She said I apologized countless times: "Shengnan, I will never be sorry to Shengnan in this life. I gave Shengnan a promise to Fengdu, but I can't accompany Shengnan... I just ask Shengnan to hold me tight tonight and treat this place as my own." When you are in Fengdu, treat today as your whole life. After tomorrow, forget about today..."
To be continued...