On this day, I stayed at home and Long Chengxuan didn't come back at noon, but Zhang Xiaomo wouldn't be too bored with Aunt Shi and Tian Tian. Tian Tian might even go to the study to do something, but Aunt Shi was completely fine and stayed with her all day.

It seems that in the Feng family, she heard something that she is so nervous.

However, this time Feng Bohai did not ask Aunt Shi to go back again, which made Zhang Xiaomo a little strange. In her opinion, Feng Bohai should be eager to let Aunt Shi stay by his side, right? Now he took the initiative to send Aunt Shi over. Is something wrong with the Feng family?

Thinking of this in her heart, she did not ask Aunt Shi. For Aunt Shi, she could not integrate into the Feng family without recovering her memory. If this is true, staying in the Feng family would be uncomfortable, so it would be better to stay in the Long family.

It was precisely because of this that Zhang Xiaomo did not mention the Feng family again, but talked with Aunt Shi about some recent events. After Aunt Shi heard her say that she had vomited after drinking milk a few days ago, she immediately frowned and asked, "Xiao Mo, have you... your period recently?"

After being reminded like this, Zhang Xiaomo realized that this month's menstrual period seemed to be more than a week late. She shook her head: "No!" Could it be...

When she thought of this possibility, she felt a little happy: "I'll try it."

Because I told Long Chengxuan before that his health had recovered and he wanted a child, the family was also prepared for pregnancy tests.

However, after going upstairs, she was a little depressed, and the test strips clearly showed that she was not pregnant.

Seeing this result, she was actually a little depressed. In her thoughts, she always wanted to have a child with Long Chengxuan. This idea became even stronger after knowing that Chen Yu was pregnant.

I thought I might be pregnant, but this test disappointed her.

Seeing that she hadn't gone downstairs for a long time, Aunt Shi couldn't feel relieved and walked upstairs. When she saw her sitting in the living room on the second floor like she was distracted, she knew what was going on.

When she walked to her, Aunt Shi gently patted her hand: "You are still young, don't be too anxious, you will all have it."

Although she said this, Zhang Xiaomo didn't think so. If she had done this before, she might have thought so, but after experiencing this incident, she felt a sense of urgency.

No one knows what will happen next, especially Long Chengxuan is engaged in such a dangerous profession. Maybe he is still by his side today, and he doesn't know where he will fly tomorrow. Maybe he is talking sweetly on the phone tonight, and tomorrow he will be separated by heaven and man tomorrow. Every time she thinks of this possibility, she feels cold all over her body.

"Auntie, maybe you don't know. If there were no children, the Long family would be in chaos. But for me, if there were no Axuan, I wouldn't be able to survive. But if there were children, maybe I would have a little more courage to live." Speaking of this, she looked at Aunt Shi: "It may be a bit selfish to say this, but for me, this is the fact."

If there were no children, all the responsibilities and obligations would be meaningless to her. In the past, she would think that the so-called sacrifice for love was a fool. There were too many people in this world who needed to worry about it. But this time she thought something would happen to Long Chengxuan, which almost made her collapse.

This is because there is no confirmation of the death news, so she doesn't want Long Chengxuan to find that there is no home after returning from life and death, so she forced herself to deal with everything. But she is really not sure. If she had known at that time, what would be the news of Long Chengxuan's death. Maybe she would have collapsed directly at the beginning?

"I... know that I love Axuan very much, but I never thought I would love him so much. I love him so much... I can no longer live without him." Speaking of this, she finally couldn't help crying.

At this time, Aunt Shi realized that in the eyes of others, Mrs. Long was actually just a woman in her twenties. For this late-mature society, she was basically a child when she got out of school at the age of 22 or 3. It is very likely that she did not know the sinister side of society at the age of 27 or 28. However, Zhang Xiaomo had already experienced so many things.

When she thought of this, Aunt Shi felt a sense of distress. She gently hugged Zhang Xiaomo and reached out to pat her back: "It's okay, it's okay! Everything will be fine. Axuan will also protect his own. Even if it's not for the Long family, he will also protect his own for you."

Although Aunt Shi said this, she actually understands in her heart: the battlefield is ruthless, if something really happens...

"Xiao Mo, now that you marry him, you should know that what you bear is not only the name of Long Chengxuan's wife, but also the responsibilities of the Long family. If he is not here, all these responsibilities, including his own responsibilities, need to be memorized. This will be very tiring, but if you memorize them, he will be much easier, do you understand?"

This may add a lot of pressure to Zhang Xiaomo, but it is the best way to Zhang Xiaomo in this state. Only when she has some concerns in her heart can she remain strong.

Even out of selfishness, Aunt Shi hopes that she can live well. Or to put it simply, I hope she can live. Because only by living can you know if it will be good in the future. At least, you have to dispel her idea now.

After crying for a while, Zhang Xiaomo finally calmed down a little. She nodded softly: "Auntie, I'm fine."

"It's really okay?" Aunt Shi looked at Zhang Xiaomo and was still a little worried: "In the future, if you have anything, tell me, don't keep it in your heart. It's bad for your health, do you know?"

"Um!"

After getting the promise, Aunt Shi reached out to tidy up the room for her: "I don't have any memory, so I don't know what love is like. Moreover, after hearing General Feng said, I probably never fell in love with anyone in my life. Now, for me, the most important thing is you. I think there are always some things that are more important than love in this world. Xiao Mo, you have to learn to be strong, otherwise you will be very hard and tired."

Zhang Xiaomo understands all these principles, but when she really encounters them, she still feels desperate. Maybe just like Tian Tian said, it’s better to get used to them? Because it was the first time I met them, I was so at a loss and so desperate?

But when she thought that something would happen to Long Chengxuan, she couldn't become strong...

Love makes people strong, but it also makes people fragile.

Seeing her like this, Aunt Shi felt that she had to have a good talk with Long Chengxuan. Now Zhang Xiaomo finally came out of the shadow of the past and was slowly returning to her previous state. If this incident makes her look like she left after she left, that wouldn't work.

Standing at the corner of the stairs and listening quietly to all this, Tian Tian did not go upstairs in the end, but just took a lighter pace and gently went downstairs.

When Su Hua finished his work and came over with hot coffee, he found Tian Tian dazed on the sofa: "Old lady..."

"Everyone said, call me Aunt Tian with them. Old Lady, Old Lady, am I that old?" Tian Tian took the coffee with dissatisfaction: "Xiao Mo... I'm too nervous during this period, I have to think of a way to relax her."

Su Hua glanced upstairs and nodded: "But marrying the Long family, these things will be faced sooner or later by the wife. She is not afraid of external blows. In front of the enemy, the wife is very strong. The only one who can really hurt the wife is the one she cares about."

At the beginning, Zhang Hongchou was injured, which made her feel guilty and self-blame, and even the punishment of self-exile, she stayed outside for three or four years. Now it is because of Long Chengxuan...

"Maybe... Forget it, it's impossible." I get used to anything afterwards, but it's actually a lie. If you care, no matter how long or how many times you have experienced it, you won't lose a little of such sadness and pain.

During lunch, Zhang Xiaomo had returned to her usual appearance and even joked with Tian Tian. From the surface, there was no sign of something strange about her. Maybe she just didn't want Tian Tian to worry, but it was because of this that she was even more distressing.

However, knowing that she would not like others to sympathize with her, Tian Tian pretended not to know and said after dinner: "Xiao Mo, if you have nothing to do in the afternoon, after lunch break, accompany me to go shopping and then go to Ahai's place to have dinner."

Speaking of Ah Hai, Zhang Xiaomo smiled: "Okay!" It seems that she really likes that place.

Tian Tian smiled and turned to look at Aunt Shi: "Auntie, let's go together! The weather is good today and it's getting warmer. It's time for you to buy some clothes. General Feng gave me all the clothes to buy."

I wanted to refuse, but when I heard the last sentence, Aunt Shi was a little helpless and could only nodded: "Okay, let's go together. By the way, I'll try what delicious food Xiao Mo has always said."

"The aunt made it delicious, and the taste there is more like the taste of childhood. The same ingredients and the same method, but I just can't taste the taste of childhood." Speaking of this, Zhang Xiaomo was also very surprised.

Tian Tian looked at her with a smile: "How could it be the same? The ingredients have changed a long time ago after so many years. Even the simplest soy sauce fried rice can't taste the taste of her childhood."

Speaking of this, Zhang Xiaomo also had the same feeling: "I really want to eat the soy sauce fried rice I ate when I was a child."

After hearing this, Su Hua turned his head slightly, but in the end he didn't say anything and continued to serve everyone to have a meal.

After lunch break, Su Hua wanted to drive for everyone, but Tian Tian stopped him: "You stay at home and work hard. We women go shopping and won't torture you." This is true. Women go shopping for men is indeed not a pleasant thing.

Su Hua responded with a smile, but after seeing everyone off, he began to get busy in the kitchen.

This afternoon, I visited several large shopping malls and gained a lot, but most of them were for Tian Tian and Aunt Shi. According to Zhang Xiaomo, Long Chengxuan had prepared enough clothes for her, which were different in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and the number was huge enough for her to wear for four or five years. Besides, she usually stayed in the hospital with air conditioning and a white coat, so she didn't need so many clothes at all.

Faced with such a daughter-in-law, Tian Tian was a little helpless. Shouldn’t women like clothes, shoes, and bags? I originally wanted to let Zhang Xiaomo vent it by buying, but now it seems that this plan has failed.

Fortunately, she has another trick.

When he arrived in front of Ahai's courtyard, Ahai was already standing at the gate of the courtyard waiting for them: "Auntie Tian, ​​Aunt Shi, Xiao Mo, welcome!"

It was rare to see his serious appearance. Zhang Xiaomo couldn't help but smile. What he got was naturally A Hai's eye knife. However, the eye knife was not lethal enough and she ignored it directly.

Tian Tian didn't be polite to him and went straight into the yard: "Where is your mother?"

"In the backyard, I said you came and went there."

Zhang Xiaomo was also very curious about Ahai's mother, Aunt Fan, who was the same name as a famous star. However, she had been here several times and heard that Aunt Fan went out to play and was not in City C. I didn't expect to meet her today.

The four of them walked to the backyard together. Before they reached the door, they heard a loud shouting in the yard: "Weiling Feng, that piece of roasted mushroom is mine! Return it to me quickly!!"

"You have eaten a few slices! Drink some chrysanthemum tea to set off the fire, and I'll give it to you."

"I don't want it!"

"Then I'll eat it!"

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Chapter completed!