Chapter 66 The first sister of the cultural troupe in the 1960s (5)

Xia Zhaoyun still has many scars on her body. Although as time goes by and her body grows, those scars gradually become lighter, but every one of them leaves a deep impression on her!

When she was in the second grade, because she wrote a wrong word and got a grade of 99.5 in Chinese, Father Song burned her thighs with a cigarette butt.

During the summer vacation of her third grade, she was too thin and was replaced as the lead dancer. A cup of hot water that had just been boiled was knocked over by Song's mother and poured on her shoulders.

The newly bought dance clothes were cut to pieces, just as Song's father was not promoted. After drinking, he beat her back with a belt until it was bloody. He scolded her for not cherishing it and always wasting the adults' hard work;

The eldest brother and the second brother stole money and falsely accused her of it. Mother Song took a clothes rack and beat her calf until it was bloody, so she never dared to wear a skirt that was too short...

Every time Father Song and Mother Song made a move, she felt that a window was closing, blocking the light and beauty of the world!

But she was like an invincible little strong, growing up in line with their expectations.

But the darkness in her heart was accumulating little by little, and she was destined to be different from the newly found Song Zhenbao. She would not be innocent or kind-hearted.

When she was in high school, she was forced to give up her place in the Workers', Peasants and Soldiers' College, and instead chose her favorite dance. It was also at that time that she made Song's father and Song's mother realize her resentment and resistance.

They did not dare to beat or scold her anymore and began to adopt a gentle policy.

Oh, this is really fatal for her who has never experienced the warmth of family and still has a trace of instinctive admiration for her parents!

Therefore, Xia Zhaoyun has no doubt that without memory and vigilance, she can really be pushed into the abyss again and again by those who give her feelings.

"What do you want to eat? You're so seriously injured, you have to eat something good," He Qingran held the bag with the lunch box in one hand and pulled her with the other, scurrying back and forth in front of the cafeteria window, occasionally looking over her shoulder.

Eye.

"You are not fat at all, and you are so skinny that you are reduced to ribs. You stagger when you walk, and the wind can knock you over! From today on, you must listen to me and take good care of your body first, and then talk about other things.

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Xia Zhaoyun came back to her senses and said with a smile: "I will eat two eggs, a fried cake, and a bowl of brown sugar millet porridge."

He Qingran nodded with satisfaction and pointed to an empty seat, "Sister, go and hold a seat. My sister will prepare food for you."

Xia Zhaoyun shocked her head, pursed her lips and smiled: "You're excited, aren't you? Housekeeper!"

As soon as she sat down, Xia Zhaoyun felt the gazes from all around her.

Accepting the memory and accepting the reality consumed her too much energy, and her whole body felt a little wilted, and she even couldn't help but exude a sense of gloom.

Although when she was a ghost, all her emotions drifted away like the wind, leaving only video-like memories, like an irrelevant bystander, but she could feel the same at this moment. When she thought about it, Xia Zhaoyun felt that

Dao and the Song family perished together in madness.

Not to mention that she in my memory survived it day by day...

These miseries are inevitably fueled by rumors and rumors!

Xia Zhaoyun frowned slightly, thinking about how to break the situation. To put it bluntly, she was living a miserable life because she was so beautiful and talented, but she didn't have a matching identity to protect her.

Several gay men who had just finished their meal were walking towards her arm in arm. When they saw her, they couldn't help laughing and jostling her.

Finally, a gay man stepped forward, coughed and said: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, there is a concert in the city tonight, and all the famous artists from across the country are invited. I happen to have two tickets. I wonder if I am honored to invite you?"

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Xia Zhaoyun raised her head when she heard the sound, glanced at the man, then at the five or six companions behind him, and then at the people around her who were listening to the gossip.

I guess once the news spread that she took the initiative to break up with Tong Yuanbin, someone was ready to take action.

Regardless of whether she refuses or accepts it, rumors and rumors will ferment and eventually she will be labeled a waterhead!

The only solution is to have a shield, but this shield can only be consumed unilaterally by her, so...

When Xia Zhaoyun saw someone at the front table, her eyes trembled, and she suddenly felt blessed. She supported her chin with her left hand, raised her lips as pink as cherry blossoms slightly, and said casually: "No way."

Her voice has always been soft and waxy, with an indescribable coquettishness about her. It's like being coquettish, and it's easy for single guys to fall in love with her.

Although the gay man was rejected, he still asked expectantly: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, why? This concert is really rare. There will be some dance performances on stage. Many lesbians from the art troupe want tickets.

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Xia Zhaoyun sighed slightly, "But I have a partner, so I definitely can't go out with a strange man."

The gay man was one of her admirers, and he had never been so close to her before. He found that he was more lethal than he thought, and he was not willing to miss the opportunity.

He turned his head and saw his friends cheering him on, and couldn't help but say: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, you, didn't you break up with your partner?"

"Going to a concert doesn't mean anything. If, if you feel it's not appropriate, just take these two concert tickets and go watch them with your good friends."

As he spoke, he took out two tickets from his pocket and pushed them in front of Xia Zhaoyun amid the envy and jealousy of the people around him.

There has never been a man who would give a woman something for no reason. Most of them follow the trick of boiling a frog in warm water, or they believe that eating people is short-tongued and soft-handed, and they trap them step by step!

Not to mention anything else, only a rumor added fuel to the flames, and the obstacle between the two people was no longer a problem.

Xia Zhaoyun said calmly, "I broke up with Tong Yuanbin, but I have to keep it safe for Huo Tianhao!"

The people at the tables at the front, back and left, as well as the men, who had been listening to the gossip with bated breath, were stunned.

The gay man felt that he had been insulted and blushed: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, you don't want to tell me directly, what are you doing to bring out Comrade Huo?"

A lesbian on the table in front also stood up in anger and slammed the empty enamel jar on the table.

The sound of the jar hitting the table was sharp and sudden, which quickly attracted the attention of many people. You pulled me, I pulled you, with a look and a pursed lips. Within a few seconds, the entire canteen fell into a strange silence.

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When she was satisfied with the formation she had created, she shouted angrily: "Song Ruoyun, you are so shameless. My brother died a heroic sacrifice. Why are you mentioning him? A woman like you, who is flirtatious and flirts with men everywhere, is not worthy of mentioning him!"

He Qingran hurried back, but when he turned around, his wife was in trouble again?

"Who are you talking about? My Yunyun is so good-looking that it attracts mosquitoes and flies. Is it her fault?"

"It's you, Huo Sitong, who has the nerve to accuse others of stealing a man! You are holding on to your brother's banner, are you being superior to others?"

Huo Sitong was so angry, "He Qingran, why is your business happening everywhere? Does the person I'm talking to have anything to do with you?"

"The person I'm talking about now is Song Ruoyun. My brother is already lying in the Martyrs Garden, and she has the shame to reject people with my brother. This is disrespectful to the hero. She must be pulled out and criticized!"

Everyone also had a look of resentment, staring at Xia Zhaoyun and attacking her one after another. Gradually, they all supported her and took her out to educate her and criticize her deeply to protect the good reputation of the hero Huo Tianhao.

"Song Ruoyun, your conduct is so bad, how can you make fun of Comrade Huo?"

"If a fly doesn't bite you, if you don't give out information, gay men will have no shame to come to you? Pretending to be aloof while dragging others down, how can there be such a hateful person like you in this world?"

"Comrade Huo is such a cool person, how could he like you who feels uncomfortable without a man..."

Especially the lesbians next to Huo Sitong were clamoring too much.

They have a good relationship with Huo Sitong, and they occasionally met Huo Tianhao in the past.

If Song Ruoyun is the goddess of men and the irreplaceable Bai Yueguang, then Huo Tianhao is the male god in the eyes of women in the entire factory. He is unattainable and cannot be blasphemed by others!

Xia Zhaoyun pursed her lips tightly, pushed away the people blocking her, and slapped the lesbian in the crowd who said she couldn't live without a man.

Before anyone else could react, she burst into tears.

Who has never cried, and who has never seen others cry?

Most of them have tears and runny noses, grinning and howling, which is as ugly as they need to be.

In their understanding, pear blossoms and rain are just skills in dramas and only for rich ladies raised by rich families.

However, Xia Zhaoyun's face was pale and there were some scars on her face. She already looked adorable, but if she shed tears without saying a word, not to mention men, even lesbians would be too embarrassed to bully others.

She said sadly: "Since Brother Tianhao left, I have been crying day and night. If only before he went on a business trip, I could muster up the courage to fight against the arranged marriage at home and give him a nod."

"Maybe he can save his breath just for a thought..."

"However, I thought at the time that I was not worthy of him, so I might as well stop his thoughts and let him find his own happiness early."

"He is the factory director's son, a graduate of a prestigious university, capable and capable. He should not have to carry the Song family on his shoulders for me."

"When you have a stepmother, you have a stepfather. His situation at home is not good. I don't want him to make concessions to his little girl's family for me."

"I can bear it alone, so I promised Aunt Song to get engaged to Tong Yuanbin, and I am willing to be the paving stone for my father and brother's future."

"Who told me to be raised by the Song family? This is my life!"

"Now, he has passed away forever, and I also broke away from the Song family tragically. My right hand is disabled and my left ear can't hear clearly. The scars all over my body caused by these more than ten years are not enough to repay the Song family's upbringing.

Yes?"

"How long is life? I don't want to care about worldly opinions anymore. Even if I spend the rest of my life keeping his name, I will still be happy and satisfied!"

"There is no one in this world who can accompany me stupidly in the rain in the middle of the night; no one will give up their breakfast when I am hungry; no one will pour half a packet of brown sugar for me when I am on my period.

Make eggs; no one can travel half of Kyoto just because I want to eat roasted sweet potatoes..."

"There was once someone who loved me so much, but I didn't cherish it. I looked at him timidly and secretly, blessing him. Little did I know, he just loved me and wanted to be with me..."

"When he was alive, you pursued him. Now that he is lying coldly on the ground, can't you allow me to be selfish and just be his Huo Tianhao's wife?"

"If he hadn't said that his greatest wish in this life is to see me live a happy life, I wouldn't want to live long ago..."

As she spoke, she fell into He Qingran's arms in grief, her whole body trembling with deep regret and longing.

"Ran Ran, I miss him so much!"

"I just want to tell him, how can I be happy in a world without him?"
To be continued...