DAY 214 BLANK IDEAS
The first lesson was so depressing.
Li Huaifeng didn't know what to do to relax these classmates around him. In the current class, everyone thought they had been kidnapped. People's eyes were either frightened or nervous, like searchlights in the Japanese devils' bunkers, constantly sweeping over Li Huaifeng intentionally or unintentionally.
Li Huaifeng was very depressed. This feeling was very bad. He felt like an orangutan in a zoo cage, and there were a lot of people visiting every move.
At this time, the teacher suddenly carried out an activity in the class, which was to let everyone talk about their ideals and futures, and let every student explain the life they long for in the future and the ideals they expect.
The students stood up and told their thoughts. Some wanted to be rich, some wanted to marry a wealthy family, some wanted to be celebrities, and some wanted to be officials...
"Student Du Shishi, tell me about your ideals."
Du Shishi's face turned slightly red and he slowly stood up: "My ideal..., I hope that I will be more...a better and more mature in the future, and become a capable woman and help my father share a lot of family business. I also hope that my family can move back to the manor and be with my grandfather, uncle, brother and others more, and we will never separate again..."
As Du Shishi said, his eyes turned red. Luo Meiwei looked at her pitifully: "Shishi."
Du Shishi sat down, and the whole class felt that Du Shishi usually looked very tough and difficult to touch, and was dressed as a lady. But in fact, she was quite fragile. Li Huaifeng even felt that Du Shishi was very simple and kind under his tough appearance, and there was also some pain hidden in his heart.
Unfortunately, it is all their family affairs. If possible, I really hope it can help her and make her happier.
When Luo Meiwei stood up, she still smiled: "My future is like my future! I hope that every day will be very dull but fulfilling. I hope that I can find a reason to be happy every day, laugh without any scruples, and travel around without any concern. I hope that I will be with my best friends and never be separated."
Li Huaifeng smiled and said, "This is really childish. How can there be friends who will never be separated for the rest of their lives? There is no banquet that will last forever. People cannot have eternal fate. Luo Meiwei and Du Shishi are actually very simple girls."
When it was Hamasaki Shizuki's turn, Hamasaki stood up with a smile: "I have never had a future."
The whole class was shocked. How could a person say that he has no future? How could he say such negative things? And this sentence was spoken from the mouth of St. Paul's Moonlight - Shizuki Hamazaki!
Shizuki Hamazaki continued: "Later, a boy accidentally broke into the house where I was resting. From that moment on, a beam of light shone into my life and illuminated my future, and my future really seemed to be able to obey myself. If I ask now what I expect from the future, I can only say that I hope he can continue to illuminate the rest of my life so that I will not fall into the darkness. I hope he will rewrite my future again and give me a warm and comfortable harbor. I don't want anything except this."
Li Huaifeng looked at Hamazaki Shizuki, and he was obviously talking about himself.
Du Shishi seemed to be able to understand Hamasaki Shizuki's words because she knew that Hamasaki's personality was always so quiet, but under her quiet appearance, she had a strong desire for freedom and a heart that longed for self-control. But can she really do it? Think about the marriage with Hamasaki family afterwards, will her destiny be difficult to control?
Thinking of this question, Du Shishi almost instinctively thought of Li Huaifeng. A wave of hope and prediction suddenly rose in her heart, without warning, and this thought suddenly emerged. She seemed to be strong and eager to hope that Li Huaifeng would help herself again and break free from the shackles of fate.
But why is it Li Huaifeng? Why is the first person he thinks of when he has a problem is Li Huaifeng? And he has 100% trust and dependence on him? Why? Du Shishi looked at Li Huaifeng with grievance.
Li Huaifeng was looking at Hamazaki Jing, but he looked at Li Huaifeng. Du Shishi's heart suddenly felt complicated, very sad and...sweet. Fortunately, there was Li Huaifeng, fortunately he appeared, fortunately he was unable to drive him away at the beginning, fortunately...
Du Shishi has begun to thank Li Huaifeng for his appearance and is glad that Li Huaifeng appears. If it weren't for Li Huaifeng, his fate would have been rewritten many times. He was kidnapped, bullied, imprisoned as an eternal blood slave, and married to Japan... No matter which one, she would be in great pain. Fortunately, Li Huaifeng helped him again and again.
At this time, Li Huaifeng stood up.
He was a little nervous and a little confused.
The whole class was highly focused at this time, and they all wanted to know what this guy who had just become the number one in Sao Paulo's singles list would say. I believe that from his words and deeds, everyone should have a rough prediction of the future situation of Sao Paulo.
Li Huaifeng coughed twice, and the whole classroom was silent: "I... I am a very simple person. If others treat me well, I want to be nice to others. If others bully me, I want to fight with others. If possible, I want to live in peace with everyone, everyone is modest and polite, and they are dating like a gentleman."
The whole class was stunned. Li Huaifeng's tone of speaking was not like a boss who was Niu Buxing, but like a new classmate who was introducing himself. Everyone was attracted by Li Huaifeng and all raised their ears to listen to Li Huaifeng's words.
Li Huaifeng said slowly: "I have many shortcomings, such as... sometimes I am more barbaric, sometimes I am afraid of trouble, and I always make girls angry. But I think I am not a bad person. When I came here, I just wanted to complete a job and then read more books while I was at work. Now it seems that I can do this."
Li Huaifeng took a deep breath: "My life is destined to be different from everyone. Since I realized that I was a child abandoned by my parents, and they were very likely to hope that I would die, I must learn to protect myself and hurt others. I want to protect myself from becoming the food of wild beasts, and also hurt some small animals so that I can survive. But I was very lucky to meet a person with noble character. Under his guidance, I abandoned hatred, established a healthy personality, and depended on him for life. We have done a lot of crazy things and a lot of ridiculous things."
"Sometimes, I envy the classmates here very much. You are all so powerful and lucky. There is a complete family, with fathers, mothers, and even more lucky. There are brothers and sisters, uncles, aunts, grandparents... You can study in such a beautiful house every day. After school, there are a beautiful house called home waiting for you to go back. There will be the relatives mentioned before in the house, and ask you whether you are happy today with a smile. You will not get lost, and you will not ask yourself repeatedly, who can you have any connection with and why it exists."
"Of course, all these have passed. If you talk about a little further future, I actually thought about it. There is one thing that is very important to me. I hope I can finish it before I was thirty. At the same time, I hope I can save some money in the process and open a bookstore or a restaurant. Because I like reading and eating very much."
The whole class was silent. When Du Shishi and Luo Meiwei heard this, they actually smiled with tears.
Li Huaifeng continued: "Actually, sometimes when I can't sleep at night, I will dream of owning a restaurant in the future. I think there must be a very interesting and skilled chef in my restaurant. He will cook delicious food for me every day and do not charge me money. My restaurant must have floor-to-ceiling windows so that guests who come and go can see how happy the people inside are when eating delicious food. I will provide free food to passers-by who have no money to eat, and as long as they say thank you to me, I will be willing to help them."
"I..." Li Huaifeng stopped: "Am I talking too much?"
The teacher smiled and asked gently: "Is there any? Your dream?"
"Yes." Li Huaifeng nodded honestly: "When my hotel opens, I will open another bookstore next to me, so that I can read books in the bookstore, play chess with customers, etc. If I am hungry, I will go to the restaurant for dinner."
Hamazaki Shizuki looked out the window with a serious look on his face, listening to Li Huaifeng's narration, without saying a word; Du Shishi couldn't stop her tears for no reason; Luo Meiwei's hands were shaking.
"Wait until my bookstore and restaurant make money, I want to find a girlfriend." Li Huaifeng scratched his head embarrassedly, his face flushed slightly, but then said seriously: "I hope my girlfriend doesn't have to be too beautiful, and not too ugly, as long as it's average. But I hope she is a gentle girl, I hope she will knit sweaters and scarves like the girls in the old movies I've watched; occasionally quarrel with me, but it's easy to persuade her to do it; maybe she doesn't cook deliciously, but I will still lie to her and say it's delicious, and I can lie to her for the rest of her life; and then..."
Du Shishi secretly wiped away the tears, turned his head and asked Luo Meiwei: "Am I gentle?"
Luo Meiwei was stunned and shook her head honestly: "I feel I'm counting."
Li Huaifeng stopped for a long time before slowly saying: "I hope I can have a few friends, they can be friends with alcohol and meat, they can have no real talent and knowledge, and they can have some shortcomings that I hate, but they can't be those disgusting and bad people. I will drink with them occasionally, and I hope they can give me a space to read and think quietly..."
Li Huaifeng finally looked at the gentle teacher and said slowly: "This is the life I want, or...my ideal."
The teacher nodded, and he was also surprised that this stupid student was so real. However, he was actually a little touched. This society with material desires and impetuous people had such a simple, clean, and uncivilized ideal. That kind of life sounded really good.
I didn’t want a fragrant car and a BMW, nor did I want a wealth and honor. What he wanted was actually just a peace, comfort, tranquility, and dullness.
Pa, pa, pa, pa...
There was a burst of applause in the class.
Chapter completed!